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Marley had woken up in the hospital later that night. Nobody was in there, as visiting hours had passed. But she had a clear mind on where she was at the moment; a bright light room with beeping sounds. She knew she was in the hospital. For how long though, was her question.
Marley struggled to get up but eventually did, reaching over to the glass of water on her bed. She felt dead. She wanted to die, right there and then. She had caused so much pain to everyone and into Glee group chances on going to Regionals. She sat back in her bed and closed her eyes, breathing in deep breaths and trying to collect herself.
She didn't mean to faint. It was an honest mistake. She just wants to be loved, and be slender, stunning, spectacular, as eye-catching as Brittany and Kitty and this Quinn girl that everyone always talked about. Same thing to this Rachel Barry girl too. Marley just wanted to be beautiful.
She thought back to Kitty. Sure her words were harsh but she did have a point. Nobody would like Marley if she got big, so she wanted to be skinny. She had her plan; she was going to get healthy again and this time she was going to work out and eat properly. And if that meant that, sometimes, she forced herself to puke, she would do so. As long as she puked the least amount of times than she would be safe.
She wanted to be Kitty. Kitty had everything Marley had ever dreamed about. A beautiful large house with a beautiful shade of green grass with flowers laid about. A beautiful mother with long wavy golden sunshine hair and sparkling blue eyes with pale skin, who always smiled and seemed to live the perfect rich life. A handsome father who worked a hard business, made his money and played money games correctly and gave everything to his precious daughter that included horse riding lessons, singing lessons, dance lessons and much more. Everything to become an eloquent lady in society. Kitty could have any foods she wanted inside of her rich house. Marley flashed back to a time when Kitty was remarking all of this in Glee club.
Flashback!
In the choir room, everyone but Marley is gathered around Kitty, as Kitty tells them about her home life. Marley is in the back reading her book, but glancing up at Kitty.
"And my mother, Susan, is as beautiful as Kate Middleton on her wedding day but only as a blonde with long wavy golden hair. And my father is self-employed as a…well it doesn't matter. And I have the most magical and beautiful house, Kardashian bitches can bite my ass because not even they can afford what my home affords."
Everyone was smiling and talking about Kitty's home life. Marley went back to her book and let a tear drop fall into the page.
Kitty had everything Marley wanted. So Marley ate macaroni and cheese every night for dinner and hate to buy low-cost clothes at the cheapest place she and her mother could go too. But she dealt with it all just so her mother wouldn't worry.
But she still wanted a perfect life.
A Kitty Wilde life.