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Point of View: Ian Somerhalder
It had been about a month since Tiara and I's fight and she hadn't spent the night over since the first time. Whenever we kissed or hugged, it would turn more intense since I didn't want to let her go. Tiara was in the middle of finishing a long contract for our latest deal with a new writer for a five book series. I wanted to make the stress dissolve the best way I knew how but it was impossible. She knew what she was doing to me with refusing any serious intimate time. Pulling me out of my thoughts was the sound of my girlfriend's voice, "Uh here is the gigantic contract for you Ian… Mr. Somerhalder."
I looked up at her biting her lip as she stands examining my upper body. "Thank you Ms. Green." Tiara began to walk out, "Hey come back I'm bored."
She turned around and sat in the chair on the other side of my desk, "And what do you expect me to do about your boredom? Aren't you the C.E.O. you can do whatever the fuck you want?"
"Well what if I wanted to do you? That would include me tasting every part of your body and being inside you making seconds feel like days. I know you want to you're just waiting for me to break." I said running my pointer finger along the bottom of my lip.
Tiara slightly pressed her legs together harder. That's right baby let my words invade your body.
Her eyes stared at my fingers, "Why are they so big?"
"I don't know just naturally happened babe why do you ask are you curious?"
I could tell a very deep thought was going through her mind, "Um maybe. I should probably go finish… something I'm sure I started." She got up but before she could take two steps to the door, I eased in front of her.
"I know there's nothing left for you to do," I said as I pulled her closer to me.
"So that means you're not bored anymore?"
"Oh I'm slowly getting entertained." I held her chin making sure she didn't look away from me.
"I guess that's good."
"Mhm with one simple word Tiara I could take care of your problem."
"How about I say eight more? I want to feel your fingers inside me."
"Is your door locked?"
"Mhm is yours?"
"Yup"
We looked into each other's eyes waiting for someone to make the first move.
"I guess it's my turn this time." I pick her up, hold her with one arm, and push everything off the glass desk with my other arm. I lay Tiara down then pull her skirt and panties off with one swift move.
"Gosh you're so wet already," I said before sliding my pointer and middle finger inside her. I instantly felt her pum clench around me as I went in and out while twirling. All that filled the room was the squeaking from Tiara's fingers pressing against the glass and her muffled moans. She arched her back as she put her legs together when I started going faster. I licked and kissed on her inner thighs while rubbing on her g-spot.
"Fuck Ian right there," She groaned.
I took my fingers out quickly shocking her body. Without anytime to rest, I put my tongue inside her wanting to taste all of her.
"Shit ah shit I'm cumming," Tiara moaned as her body shook.
After one last suck, I moved up her body and tore her blouse off. She leaned up, took my pants and boxers off, and took me in her mouth. Having her warm tongue twirl around me felt amazing, I pulled her hair back watching every inch go in and out. Damn, I'm going to cum fast. Tiara eased me down her throat little by little. I tugged her hair making her look up at me with her beautiful brown eyes. All of a sudden, she started sucking harder.
"Oh fuck," I groaned as I cummed down her throat.
She smiled up at me innocently, "It's time for payback sweetheart," I said. I leaned down; spreading her legs, and began kissing her. I slowly pushed into her pum savoring every second. Tiara put her fingers in my hair clenching every time I went deeper.
"Baby go faster please I can't take this anymore I need to cum."
"I wish I could but I have to get even."
Seeing her unravel beneath me turned me on even more. I started going faster and harder feeling her juices slowly trickle down me.
"Mmm Ian just like that you feel so fucking good."
I began kissing her before pounding her tight little pum so she wouldn't scream. We moaned into each other's mouths before climaxing again. I picked her up and sat down leaving her on my lap. We sat there panting with our sweaty skin sticking together.
"Think the whole building heard us?" Tiara asked.
"Yeah but oh well I do whatever the fuck I want and that includes my girlfriend."
She smiled against my chest causing me to smile. She's so infectious, I don't think I've loved anyone more than this woman in my arms right now… that won't change.
Point of View: Tiara Green
I sit on the front of Ian's desk, legs crossed, wearing nothing but his white button up leaving him in only his black dress pants. My mind is still slowly catching up after our burst of lust. I don't understand how Ian knows my body better than I do and I've been in it for twenty-four years. I should be so happy that I just got what I wanted again but I just cannot end the internal battle. When I think about Ian, I don't see myself with him I see foreign models or Oscar worthy actresses but definitely not reserved, inexperienced, confused, and crazy Tiara Alexandria Green. Why in the world would he want me of all the people on God's green earth? On top of that question, I had to think about coming completely clean. Tell him you deserve peace and he deserves the truth. No, don't tell him he will turn you away and you will be even more damaged than before.
Bringing me out of my thoughts, "You are a picture of temptation."
I give him a gentle smile not knowing how to respond to his plethora of compliments. Ian walks toward me and leans forward into me placing his hands on the desk. "What's wrong?"
His question takes me by surprise, "Nothing baby," I kiss him softly to try to sell my lie… he doesn't buy.
"Tell me Tiara."
"There's nothing to tell."
His eyes seem to look beyond the surface trying to find an inkling of something wrong. "Please tell me. You getting spacy out of nowhere and looking through me than at me is not an equation for 'nothing'. Did I do something is it my fault?"
Ian automatically assuming he is the problem shows how much he really cares. My eyes begin to water, "No it's not your fault I promise."
He brushes the back of his hand on my cheek, "I won't push the issue since I hope that you would come to me with anything. Just keep in mind that when I see you hurting it hurts me twice as much as you hurt."
I pulled him close and wrapped my arms around his torso before the lone tear rolled down my face.
"On a lighter note I can take full advantage of you now."
"Like you couldn't before?"
We both laugh at each other before being interrupted, "Let me in its Cody."
Ian begins to walk to the door, "Are you really going to let him in?" I asked.
He nods, "So what if you're pretty much naked you look sexy as fuck embrace it like me." Ian flashes his perfect smile making me smile as he opens the door.
Cody walks in looking down at a paper, "Okay so I thought that since you canceled all meetings today that-" He gets distracted when the tip of his shoe hits the pile of various objects on the floor. Slowly he looks up at me then smirks with Ian.
"I see why everything was canceled… way to go man."
My eyes nearly pop out of my head as the too familiar shade of red returns to my face.
"By the looks of it he is a good fuck."
"Cody! Shut the fuck up!" I said getting more embarrassed by the second.
"Ooo sassy our we? I was just stating a simple fact… I bet my paycheck that my cousin has already made you squirt."
Ian and Cody's smirks get wider. "Oh my god!" I punch Cody straight in the abdomen then cover my face not being to handle the embarrassment anymore.
"Lay off she doesn't need any more of your personal but good comments. Anyways what do you want?"
"I was just dropping off this revision of the Texas briefing."
Ian takes the paper and scans it, "Okay I will put it somewhere once everything is in order."
Cody stands there looking me up and down smirking while shaking his head, "Would you please leave maybe you two are used to talking in situations like this but I'm not?"
He puts his hands up showing that he has surrendered then turns on his heel.
"Wait! Get your ass back here Caldwell!"
Ian inhales shocked then kisses my forehead, "I like you being in charge."
"I thought you wanted me to leave?" Cody said.
I hadn't noticed him in the past month of working on the contract but now I have noticed. "You fucked Cheynne! You bestfriendfucker! Y'all aren't even married or dating for like five months and you took her virginity! What the fuck?"
"Well it was her idea and you're not married either lady but your virginity was taken too."
I look at Ian sending daggers, "You told him?"
He shrugs, "Cody is like a brother we do have our man gossip."
I try to punch Ian in the stomach too but he grabs my hand and yanks me over his lap, "If you don't mind Mr. Caldwell I have some unfinished business to take care of as you can see."
Ian places his hand on my behind and gives it a firm grab as the door closes. He pushes the shirt up my back and presses me down with his hand.
"What are you doing?"
"I just love your ass and you tried to hurt me so you know how much I love revenge." He slaps my behind hard then does it again over my pum making me surge forward. His fingertips skim over my pum causing me to push into his hand.
"Mmm you like that?"
I grumble something that is barely audible. The torture continues as he teases my clit, "Ian," I say in such a whiney voice.
"Yes darling? Do you finally want to tell me what you want?"
"Anything just make me cum."
"How should I do that there are many different ways?"
"I don't know," I groan as he slips one of his fingers inside.
"C'mon babe you have to know," he says while going faster.
"Fuck I don't know."
"Are you close Tiara?"
"Very close."
All of a sudden, he stops and sets me down on my feet. "Wha- wh- bu- ugh. You can't do that."
Ian grabbed my hand and I almost had to jog to keep up with him. "Everyone is gone so we better go home."
"Uh we?"
"Yeah we."
"Don't you think we should talk about this?"
"Isn't that what we are doing now? Your stuff is already at my place so yes it is we. I don't like being without you and if moving you twenty minutes is in my power then I will do it."
His loving reasoning took any argument out of me, "Okay."
We got into the elevator and it was completely silent. I couldn't help but analyze his body thinking about touching every inch and having his hands all over me. When my eyes reached his face, I realized he had been looking at me the whole time.
"What are you thinking about?"
"Uh…."
The elevator doors opening save me.
I walk in slowly examining the house differently, could I really live here? Ian walks into the kitchen and I walk upstairs without thought. I feel as if I'm in a dream as I go down the long hallway and into the master bedroom. I go into the overly large bathroom first and see everything that I keep on the counter already set up. The next place I explore is the walk in closet. One side has all of Ian's clothes, shoes, and jewelry then my stuff on the other side. There's way too many clothes here I don't own this much. I start searching the racks and see there are various new items with the price tag still on. The price had been marked out but you could still see it. I roll my eyes and walk out; this man has no self-control… that comes in handy sometimes.
"Everything up to par?"
I turn around to Ian standing in the doorway, "Uh yeah why did you buy me so much stuff? I have enough clothes."
"I can't spoil my girlfriend?"
"Yes but this is showering me with gifts."
"If you think this is showering wait till your birthday."
I didn't believe that he actually knew my birthday, "When is it?"
"In a month, November 8th don't act like you don't know my birthday."
"…December 8th."
He smirked at me, "Exactly. Hungry?"
"A little."
He stretched out his hand for me to take it, "Maybe I should put on clothes first though."
"Tiara you are beautiful the way you are clothed or not. Now let's go get something to eat."
I poked and prodded at my food still getting lost in my thoughts.
"Eat… I like my women curvaceous."
"Nina didn't have any curves," I mumbled.
"When her clothes came off she did."
I clenched my jaw and didn't give Ian the pleasure of looking in my eyes. My eyes were always the way he saw my thoughts without them he was blind.
"I… uh… I'm sorry it just came out I didn't-"
"It's fine"
"Are you-?"
"It is fine." I annunciated every syllable making sure he didn't push the subject.
"I want to tell you something."
"Tell me."
"About the door thing…."
"Don't tell me actually."
"Why the sudden change of heart?"
"I don't want to put either of us in a predicament that has already pushed us away once."
"You mean lying?"
"Yes. I'm not lying to you I'm just not saying anything now. If you tell me something as personal as the door thing you will feel deceived if I don't open up to you as well."
"How did you know it was personal?"
"The first time I brought it up you didn't say anything and the little bit of body language you show tells me that the subject makes you uncomfortable."
"And the way you're talking to me tells me that there's something bothering you so much that you have to put those walls up again."
"What do you mean?"
"You're talking to me like a client or as if you're cross examining a witness and that bothers me more than what's on my mind. The first time you came here there was a twinkle in your eyes that has been there since the first time I met you but right now it's not there."
Ian got up and turned my chair as he got on his knees. "I'm worried, you worry me more than anyone else. I know that if there's something wrong with you, you won't say anything I need you to. You don't realize how much it hurts me to see you like this."
He brushed my hair behind my ear showing off his perfectly illuminated scared blue eyes. "Don't just sit here like you're pure stone. Punch a wall, scream, or cry something to show that what I'm saying is getting through to your beautiful but hard head. Let me be here for you let me be your confidant that's what I'm here for."
Seeing his eyes water made tears gently creep down my cheeks. "Baby please tell me what is on your mind. I can't handle seeing you like this for another second. You've told me what you were thinking before so why not now?"
I pull Ian close and wrap my arms around him, "With time I'll tell," I whisper.
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