Point of View: Cheynne Young
A gentle tongue slides up my body stopping at my neck while soft lips find mine. Sweet sensation takes over while two pairs of similar but so different hands grope me. Both fight for my attention trailing kisses down my neck while the other sucks on my breasts. A small moan escapes my lips as my mind loses its way. Not being able to focus on one man heightens my level of arousal. Dark blue eyes meet mine brushing a strand of hair behind my ear, "You are mine… only mine." Licking up my body once again a lighter pair blue eyes meet mine, "If only you could be mine again…."
"Hey babe sorry to wake you so early I just wanted to tell you I was leaving. Ian just called me saying he had to take care of some business in New Orleans and wouldn't be back until early this evening. I have to go in and play boss today so I'll be home a little late."
"Okay hon," I reply in my clogged up morning voice.
Cody kisses me softly then walks out. I sit there for a moment tossing and turning then decide to get up. After doing my morning routine I decide to call Tiara. Before I even have the chance to dial a number I see her text saying that she will be working all day. I'm too lonely and bored to be on my own and it's not the best weather to go swimming in. I scroll down my contacts and stop when I see Niall's name. Call him he will be happy to come over. Don't do it you will be jeopardizing everything you have Cody. I couldn't hold back my impulsion.
"I knew you would call."
"I don't need your smug attitude Niall I just wanted to see if you could come over."
"Hmm for what?"
"Just to hang out gosh so yes or no?"
"Sure I'll be over in five."
I twiddled my thumbs waiting for the doorbell to ring. As I finished eating breakfast, I heard a roaring car engine. I walked to the door and opened it to the site of Niall stepping out his car.
"Hey there gorgeous."
"Hi."
"How would you like me to entertain you?" He asked as he walked in.
"I don't know just watch TV or something I just didn't want to be alone."
"Where is the hubby?"
"He's just my boyfriend and at work."
We sat down on the couch, "For how long?"
"I don't know maybe three or four hours."
"Well three hours all alone boyfriend free I know what I want to do."
"Which is?"
"Fuck the shit out of you. Are you still a virgin?"
I was shocked by his confession blushing way too much. "Uh is any of that your business?"
"That's a no then." Niall picked me up making me straddle him.
"That was for?"
"I've dreamed about the day I would see you on top of me… taking control. You're quite timid."
"I'm not timid!"
"Prove it right now."
He raised a light brown eyebrow at me, "What are you waiting for?"
I pulled him closer and kissed him pouring all of my left over emotions for this man into it. Whenever I touched him or saw him, it was a bittersweet feeling. He grabbed my hips as our tongues twirled around each other's. I spent countless nights crying and wondering why. I always knew if we ever came back together, I would take him back eventually. I didn't care what people said about what happened between us because it was between only Niall and I. I never thought I would see the day that I wouldn't want to be with him anymore. This all felt wrong the past couple days thinking about him, the dreams, the visits, and the touching was all wrong. I didn't know if this was a reaction to losing my virginity to Cody but he was all I wanted. I pull away all of a sudden thinking about what I'm doing.
"What's wrong?"
"I can't do this I can't hurt Cody like this or at all." I move back to my side of the couch feeling more embarrassed.
Niall grabbed my hand and kissed it, "If this is not what you want then I won't put you in this predicament."
"Thank you."
He gave me smile, "I should probably go now."
"Yeah," I get up and walk him to the door. "I still want to be friends and keep in touch I don't care if you are all the way in the United Kingdom."
"Sure hon I'd like that." He kisses me on the cheek before getting back in his Porsche and driving off.
Point of View: Tiara Green
"I really do not feel like going back yet."
"We have to babe I promised Cody I would be back by this evening."
"He can't manage the whole day? I'm sure he will be fine."
"I'm sure he would be too but we should get back."
I pout at him batting my eyelashes, "Please? Just one more night?"
"I'll be glad to play that song for you in the car now let's go."
"Ugh," I reluctantly walk out in front of Ian down the hallway. I stare at him in the elevator biting my lip while look at each part of his gorgeous body.
"Don't look at me like that."
"Like what?"
"Like you're begging for me to stop this elevator and spend a good hour in here."
"Maybe that is what I want." I move closer to him pressing my body against his running my hands down his body.
"You don't know what that bitten lip does to me."
"Yup I don't so why don't you show me."
He clenches his jaw running his thumb over my bottom lip, "You're so horny what has gotten into you?"
"You," I give him a sweet smile then walk out the elevator as soon as it opens.
We pull off into traffic heading towards the Lake Pontchartrain Causeway. It was silent at first until I decided this was the perfect time to finally talk.
"You wanted to know about Tyler and I."
"Yes but you don't have to tell me."
"Yes I do you deserve to know."
"Okay sweetheart you have the floor."
"In 2006 we graduated high school together and had been dating since October 17, 2002. We were madly in love and figured out that we most likely wouldn't be going to the same college in our junior year. We put it to the side since I had applied to many colleges in the same state that he applied to but I also applied to two colleges in London. I was accepted into pretty much all of them but the one that I really wanted was London and Tyler told me to pick that one. He also knew that telling me that meant that he was letting me go. He had no choice but to stay in the U.S. because he had a baseball scholarship for Arizona. Tyler said that he would find some time to be with me and talk but I thought that I would be a burden so I told him it was better if we just went our separate ways. He was heartbroken so was I but I couldn't dwell I didn't want to because I knew I would end up running back to him."
"So you decided to leave the man that you loved behind because that's what you thought was best?"
"Yeah but I found out the other day when we went out to dinner that it was a bad decision. Tyler had planned to propose to me on our five-year anniversary but didn't tell me because he didn't want to hold me back from what I wanted. He didn't know that I wanted him more than London but when he told me to go I thought that the decision I had made was the right one."
"When you saw him that's why you didn't push him away because you still loved him."
I felt so guilty but I said, "Yes I still do."
"I know this is going to sound like a dick comment but why didn't you have sex with him?"
"I thought about it and we talked about it but he didn't want to until he put a ring on my finger he wanted to make sure I felt special." Tears began to roll down my face I felt terrible for leaving Tyler and putting Ian through this.
"Do you… do you love him more than me?" I could hear the pain in Ian's voice as he muttered the possibly life changing words.
"I don't know I do know that I love you both and I love Tyler so much."
Ian exhaled deeply running his fingers through his hair. "We should all talk together… today."
"But-"
"Today, the sooner we sort this out the better."
"Fine I'll call him when we get into Covington."
"Great."
I could tell Ian was shutting down going back to his formal way of speaking to me as if I were his employee right now. I tried to delicately explain the situation without it making it sound like there was a competition but he still took it that way. The very questions that I thought I had answered already were the ones he asked and answering them aloud made it impossible to lie. The car was dangerously silent I could feel the anger radiating off Ian.
"You're mad aren't you?"
"I'm pissed."
"Could you please elaborate?"
"I'm pissed at you for loving two men, I'm pissed at Tyler for treating you well and making you fall in love with him, and I'm pissed at myself for not treating you good enough that you love me."
"You shouldn't feel that way at all though."
"It-" Ian began to yell but stopped and took another deep breath. "It doesn't matter Tiara because that is how I feel," he said in an overly calm voice that still scared me. "You should call him now we will be home in about thirty minutes."
I wasn't sure if it would be a good idea to call Tyler with Ian fuming but then again I didn't want an even angrier Ian because I didn't listen to him. I dialed Tyler's number with trembling fingers messing up three times.
"Hey there."
"Hi."
"Are you okay?"
How in the hell can he still know me so well? "Uh yeah I'm fine."
"Hmm okay well did you need me?"
"Sort of I was just wondering if you would come over… Ian thinks we should all talk."
"You told him about yesterday?"
"Mhm."
Tyler chuckled, "Well I guess he is right I'll be there in about twenty minutes."
"Perfect, see you in a little bit."
"Bye."
"I guess he asked questions?"
"He has a right to know why you summoned him."
The rest of the ride was silent and I couldn't be any happier to get out of the very awkward situation in the car. Just as we pulled up Tyler came in behind us let the games begin. Ian walked right in and I walked back to Tyler.
"He really is pissed."
"Yeah he is not in the best of moods."
Tyler stepped back and bent over getting eye level with me, "You've been crying did that asshole make you cry?"
"No it's my fault I think I'm just a little overwhelmed."
He pulled me close and kissed my head, "I just want you to know whatever happens in there I will always be your friend or anything you need. You call me and I'll come running no matter what."
I smiled up at him then walked into the house. We walked into the living room and there was no Ian.
"I'll be right back, make yourself at home."
I went upstairs to the bedroom and there I found my boyfriend with his hands on the counter in the bathroom. He glanced up in the mirror at himself then turned and looked at me.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah can I talk to you for a second before we go down there?"
"Sure." I walked in and stood in front of Ian.
He pulled me closer by my hips, "I know you are in a tough position and I don't want to make you feel worse. I love you a lot Tiara you make me a better person. I've loved you since I first laid eyes on you and since that day, I've known that you needed to be mine. If today you tell me that you do not want that and that you see yourself with Tyler, I will go crazy to be honest. I won't love again because you are all I want and I've told you that every moment I get. If I move on then that will be me lying I will say that I had flings here and there but you are what I want and dream of. You are a picture of perfection and I see myself with grey hair being with you still. Take away the sun, air, light, and everything I own because you're all I need and without you I won't be living I will be pushing through every second awake or asleep trying and failing to survive without you. Go down there and make the choice with your heart don't think about anything just let your heart choose Tyler Hoechlin or one messed up man named Ian Somerhalder." He grabbed my hand and walked me downstairs.
Tyler was sitting on the white couch looking at the scenery through the glass wall. Ian sat next to him on the J shaped couch and I sat on my own. I begin twiddling my thumbs, "Could you stop biting your lip please?" Ian and Tyler say at the exact same time.
"It's nice to know that I'm not the only one affected by her biting," Ian said.
"Sorry so I guess should start and put you both out of your misery."
They both nodded their heads, gosh they are so a like but so different.
"Well first I love both of you so much you have no idea. It feels so weird to think that right now I could be married to you Tyler and not even know Ian personally. That's how I made my decision by going through two different scenarios and figuring out how I feel right now about you both. I'll start with Tyler; we could've had children and the perfect marriage. Ian if we started dating back around when we first met I think we would be engaged at least so I see myself being able to marry both of you. I feel like if I were married right now to you Tyler and I met you Ian then I would cheat because I cannot deny that I have a very strong connection to him. There is something about Ian that sends electricity through my body. I crave more of him I don't know what it is but that's what happens. You both are fantastic men and I love you both but I'm in love with Ian and that's a big difference. I see it this way, if you and I Tyler were meant to be then we would be together right now. We learned how to live our lives without each other and that's a good thing in a way but that means that I'm not the one for you and you're not the one for me. I cannot stand letting a minute go by without being with Ian or talking to him. I just need him I cannot see myself without seeing him by my side. I'm sorry Tyler but Ian is the one for me. "
There's was a moment of silence as Tyler nodded his head and Ian's eyes widened in disbelief.
"I completely understand I just want whatever makes you happy and if that is Ian then that's Ian."
Ian was still flabbergasted at the result. "Uh Tyler can I talk to you alone for a second man to man?"
"Sure."
They began to walk out the door but Ian turned back around. "I'm so glad I didn't lose you love." He kissed my lips softly then walked out to Tyler.
Point of View: Ian Somerhalder
"I have a greater respect for you after today. Just thinking about losing Tiara today drove me crazy I could never handle six years. I wanted to let you know that I will take care of her even before myself. If I lost her to anyone I would want it to be you."
"Same for you and she's right if I can make six years without her that means something. I still love her I always will but I'm glad that she has found happiness with a man that treats her right. Give this to her for me I want her to have it."
He handed me a ring that was easily eight carats then got in his car and drove off.
Point of View: Cheynne Young
Thoughts in my head were going crazy as each moment passed waiting for Cody to come home. I ran over every word to make sure that when I admitted what I did there wouldn't be too bad of an argument. I sat in the kitchen eating for the simple fact that I was nervous. When I heard keys jingling outside the door I ran into the living room. Cody walked in oozing grace and sex appeal then kissed me.
"How was your day?" I asked
"Eh not too bad it wasn't too hectic. How about you?"
"Quite boring are you tired or annoyed?"
"Uh no why do you ask?"
"I want to talk to you about something."
"Go ahead babe."
"Uh Niall Horan…."
"Yeah 1/5 of One Direction what about him?"
"We dated when I was in the United Kingdom and he came over the other day."
"Because?"
"I never really got around to that he just said that he was in the neighborhood and wanted to see me."
"Hmm well you haven't told me anything that isn't basic knowledge so spit it out hon I promise I won't get mad."
"Really? You swear?"
"I promise and swear."
"We kissed, we were seconds away from having sex, and today we made out too but I stopped because I didn't want to hurt you."
"Oh…."
"Yeah… I'm sorry really sorry I just wish I had stopped sooner before any clothes came off."
"So you didn't have sex with him?"
"No, none at all."
Cody walked closer to me and kissed me, "It's okay baby I still love you."
"Wait that's it? No yelling or slamming doors?"
"Not at all."
"Oh um okay?" He is way too calm.
Point of View: Cody Caldwell
I pulled up to the back exit and waited until the end of the concert was over. As the screaming fans pleaded for an encore, I prepared. This would be the only chance I had to push out all the anger that I built up. As all the guys past by me to get into their SUVs, I stop the fifth one.
"Do I know you?"
"You've heard of me," I punch him hard making sure he feels the pain he inflicted on me. "Touch her again and I will have your ass on a platter oh and my name is Cody, Cheynne's one and only boyfriend."
I get in my car and drive off feeling accomplished. I didn't care if he was Niall Horan he crossed the line and he chose the wrong girl to do it with. Anyone who tried to come between Cheynne and I, I would put an end to.
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