I think this is called a drabble?, I'm not sure.

sorry it's so short!

you're the only one that knows me,

love it when you hold me

I'd never found a love like this,

let me hear you say

now I'll never be lonely, look at what you showed me

I'd never found a love like this

when life tries to keep us apart

you keep callin' me back to your heart,

let me hear you say

I'm so glad you found me, wrap you all around me

I'd never found a love like this

Natasha bedingfield ft Sean Kingston-love like this

summery- kol wasn't in love with Bonnie, it was just something to keep him from getting bored. he refused to love her.

Love.

The phrase itself is uncommon in kol's vocabulary.

He loved his family sure but most of the time it was because he had to, they fought cursed each other and gave one another the occasional snapped neck. Even if they went 100 years without talking to each other at least he knew they still loved one another.

But that was family, love was basically there without having to ask it.

But had kol ever been in love? no he hadn't.

looking back he realized that he never said the words, ever.

He'd never genuinely loved another person.

So when he woke up one day after having a dream of himself brutally killing Bonnie he felt as if his heart was trying to employed.

He ignored the feeling though, convincing himself it was the aftermath of the dream.

If Bonnie were to ever die he'd be sad sure but he'd be ok because he didn't love her.

But then he found himself thinking about her more.

Her smile, her scent, her eyes anything that was her.

She was constantly in his mind and most of his thoughts we're never about sex surprisingly.

He tried to think of other girls, any girl really.

So he went to a club.

He had a gorgeous blond pressed against him who's looks exceeded Bonnie but when she was trying to kiss him he'd push her away, his thoughts always going back to how her eyes weren't green, she smelled weird, her lips we're too thin, anything really.

The thought of even touching her repulsed him, so he pushed her away and killed her.

He was a vampire, a brutal, ruthless, mean, cold-hearted vampire.

But so much as the thought of upsetting her ripped him to the core.

He started living to see her smile, he loved the way she laughed and the snort she'd do when she laughed too hard, the way she'd say his name in that affectionate/annoyed way.

He talked to Elijah about it, he got called a moron and got laughed at.

Klaus had told him he was retarded and to get out before he caught kol's stupidity.

Rebekah was the only one who didn't laugh or insult him. she asked if being around her made his undead heart beat, when she smiled he smiled, if being near her made it hard to breath but at the same time he didn't know he lived without her, if he'd go to the ends of the earth to please her, he said yes to everything and becka had tears in her eyes and diagnosed it as love.

kol was in love with one of the most fragile creatures on earth.

Someone who'd rather kill herself than ever become a vampire.

He walked up to her door banging it down.

He clutched his heart, no he refused to love her, he'd have to kill her know before it happens.

She opened the door, her hair was unruly, she had drool on her face, she was wearing hideous penguin pajamas and he could see all her facial flaws...but he still thought she was the most gorgeous girl alive.

he tried to convince himself to do it now, but he couldn't comprehend the thought of ever laying a finger on her.

Kol Michelson was in love and he hated it.

Sorry for any spelling mistakes.

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