**** NOT THE END OF THE STORY! ****
Okay so it took me a while to write this chapter because I just got emotionally drained. I'm still emotionally drained...this is probably the best chapter I ever wrote for the story. Ever.
** KITTY IS NOT SINGING **
Just imagine it's Darren/Blaine again.
WARNING:
TISSUES MAY/WILL BE NEEDED, HAVE THEM NEAR YOU!
P.S sorry if the conversation the nurse and desk person have sounds like, something out of a LifeTime movie!
Earlier Monday Night, 6:30 PM-ish.
By Monday night, Kitty was sitting in her room and trying to not eat her food. She wouldn't eat unless she knew where Kathy was at the moment. Nobody had told her anything and she wanted to know. Now. All she knew from when Jake visited her after school was that Kathy was at St. Anna's.
"Kathy's fine, Kitty. She's seems kind of happier than when I saw you yesterday." Jake said.
"As long as she's fine, than I'm good. And as long as I get her back and I can raise her I'll be even better."
"I doubt it, Kitty. Your sixteen, you need to be at least eighteen for legal rights. Maybe even twenty for legal rights."
"Shut up. And you better not tell anyone I'm in here."
"If anyone asks me, I'm just saying some crazy uncle of yours is in here and that's all I can say." He smiled as he pushed back some of her blonde hair. "I've got you Kitty, don't worry." He smiled.
She decided to walk around for a while and see if she could find anything from the doctors. They were all too preoccupied with their own work and other patients. Kitty sat down in a child's waiting room and watched the kids play with one another.
Wishing that Kathy was with her now.
As she headed back to her room she passed by a nurse with a tray full of different medications. At least fifteen different medications for different patients. The nurse asked for a clipboard with the room numbers on them. The man handed her the clipboard. Neither of them noticed Kitty passing them.
"Oh, did you hear about that little girl?" The lady asked the man. "Katherine Rebecca Wilde? Over at St. Anna's Hospital?"
Kitty stopped and acted as if she didn't hear anything, but looking at a picture to her side, on the wall. But listened closely.
"Not much, last I heard with the exception of a few slap marks, she's fine. But needs the emotional support." The desk man said.
"I can do that." Kitty muttered.
"She's been sent to a young girls home." The woman said. "I heard she was already adopted by a couple."
No! They can't do that, she's mine! Kitty thought, a sad look on her face. Tears near her eyes.
"I saw a picture of her from a doctor here. She's cute, she'll get adopted quickly." The man said. "Hold on..." He answered the phone. "Yep, uh huh, sure...be right there." He hung up. "It's Walter, needs us to check out a branch that went into someone's stomach. Real quick, leave the meds behind the desk."
The man and the woman left after they placed the bottles behind the cabinet. Kitty turned and watched them go.
"She's mine," She muttered to herself. "She's mine. They can't take her, she's mine... I lost her..." Kitty came to a realization. She lost her sister. The stupid doctors and social care people took her sister. And there's probably no chance of ever getting her sister back. Ever. Kitty cried, tears down her face. "I lost her. My world, my life."
She then looked over at the desk and saw, from behind the counter, the bottles of medicine. Wondering she she should do it or not...
Life's too short to even care at all oh,
I'm losing my mind losing my mind losing control.
Kitty grabs a handful of different medicines and runs back to her room
These fishes in the sea they're staring at me oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh,
A wet world aches for a beat of a drum.
Oh.
Kitty enters her room, closes the door, and leans her back against the door. Crying, seeing memories in her eyes.
Flashback in Kitty's mind: Kitty, at the age of five, is trying to get her mother to play tea with her. Susan ignores Kitty. Kitty walks back to the table, sad.
If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away
To some fortune that I should have found by now
I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down, come down
Kitty looks down at the bottles. She opens one, looks at the medicine, then places all the pills into the back of her throat and swallows them with the water bottle from the table next to her. Crying harder as she knows it's time to end it all.
Life's too short to even care at all oh
I'm coming up now coming up now out of the blue
These zombies in the park they're looking for my heart
Flashback in Kitty's mind: Kitty, at the age of eight, eating alone at the dinner table, sadness on her face as her mother walks by, ignoring her, and Phil walks passed Kitty to get a beer bottle.
Oh oh oh oh
A dark world aches for a splash of the sun oh oh
Kitty takes another capsule size of medicine pills, and swallows them with the water bottle.
If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away
To some fortune that I should have found by now
Flashback in Kitty's Mind: Kitty holding newborn Kathy, smiling and laughing and loving her new sister.
And so I run now to the things they said could restore me
Restore life the way it should be
I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down
Kitty is crying harder, barley able to breathe from the gasping of air that was caused by her hard crying tears.
Flashback in Kitty's Mind: Kitty crying as Phil and her mom scream at one another, cuddling her newborn sister.
Flashback in Kitty's Mind: Kitty sending her sister to her aunt Myra, explaining the reason why they couldn't take care of Kathy. FINANCIAL PROBLEMS written in all capitol letters, in red, marked with three lines under it and five exclamation marks.
Life's too short to even care at all oh
I'm losing my mind losing my mind losing control
Kitty takes the last two bottles at once, swallowing them all together, throws the empty bottles on the floor near her bed and goes to lay on the bed.
Flashback in Kitty's Mind: Kitty and Kathy spending Kathy's first summer at a local park in Columbus, Kitty laughing.
Flashback in Kitty's Mind: Kitty crying as Phil screams at her and her mother for the millionth time.
Kitty cries harder. Wanting it all to end. The pain. Knowing it will end soon.
If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away
To some fortune that I should have found by now
Flashback in Kitty's mind: Kathy's crying from being taken away the other day when the cops came/Kitty cutting herself/seeing herself cry for Kathy being taken away.
Kitty feels dizzy; her mind spinning around and around. Everything around her was fading away. She starts to think of her times in Glee club. Besides her bitchy qualities, she loved her friends. The boys, the girls. Her mind settled on Marley's face...then it settled on her image on what Marley looked like in the hospital.
Frail and pale, weak from hunger...bones probably sticking out...all thanks to her. Kitty. Doing that to Marley. Kitty looked up as if Marley was standing there and pleaded, "I'm sorry Marley. I'm so sorry!"
So I run now to the things they said could restore me
Restore life the way it should be
I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down
Everything was becoming darker for Kitty. The room faded, the faces of her friends faded, Kathy's face faded away...instead she was becoming warmer.
One more spoon of cough syrup now
One more spoon of cough syrup now
"Goodbye..." She finally said.
Total darkness took over her, everything went blank.