A/N: I decided to take a slight break from the negativity for this half but the drama is far from over. I think the next big thing will happen in probably the second part of chapter 3 I'm too impatient to wait for the good stuff:)

Chapter 2: Ambivalent Miracle: Part 2

I groan as I feel myself wake up in the middle of the night well more like early morning. The blue numbers of the clock tell me it's one thirty in the morning that's what I get for passing out so early. Didn't I fall asleep with… I shoot up in bed looking around but find myself alone. I see a dim light peeking from under my door. I throw the sheets to the side and get up heading downstairs to the gym.

My breathing hitches when I see a very sexy sight, Ian shirtless and slightly glistening from sweat. I watch every muscle stretch and contrast as he finishes his pull-ups. He jumps down when done and his eyes go straight to me looking over my body.

"Uh you really shouldn't be working out after not even twenty-four hours of being out of a coma."

Ian cocks his head to the side then a smirk spreads across his face, "Oh is that right Ms. Green?" He begins to slowly saunter over to me not taking his eyes off mine.

"Mhm very right Mr. Somerhalder."

"Would you like to know why I'm up right now?"

I can't stop my eyes from grazing over his body feeling as if I'm going to start drooling at any second now. I nod finally looking back up. Ian grabs my hand after closing the door and takes me deeper into the room.

"Lay down."

"What are you doing?"

"Well I'm not going to stop working out so lay down."

Oh he is so not about to do what I think he is going to do he doesn't even know me! Yup he's not going to do it I'm letting my need take over my thinking process. I obey and lay down on my back taking this time to truly admire the view. Ian looks over my body once again just like our first night in Seattle.

"I'm getting lonely down here Ian I would appreciate some company."

He gets down on his knees straddling me then down in push-up position. Ian lowers himself his lips so close to mine, noses brushing occasionally, then pushes himself up. "I couldn't go to sleep and I've been in a bed for a month so why not get caught back up with my body?" He says continuously teasing me while doing push-ups.

"Uh… um…" I try to talk but every time he comes down the words get shoved back to my throat.

"Distracted Tiara?"

"…No."

"I think you're lying."

"Um… so I think that your body is perfectly perfect." He stops and leans up looking down at my body. "Distracted Ian?"

"No."

"I think you're lying."

"I am."

"Why?"

He raises an eyebrow then leans back down lips briefly brushing against mine, "You just… I don't know how to say it without saying it. You're driving me insane after just getting to know you for a day. Then I feel like I'm going to tear into you needing to be with you in the most intimate way."

I blink a couple of times making sure I'm not dreaming, "Define intimate way."

"I want to control myself but I know that will be almost fucking impossible. I want to make sweet slow love to you and I have no clue why I just feel like it's right like that's what I need… that's what you need."

"You're with Nina."

"I know which makes this situation even harder but I can't resist you."

"This is a onetime only thing because I know we both need this."

"Deal."

We look at each other for a moment then our lips are plastered on to each other's. I twist my fingers in his hair as he runs his hands down my body clenching at my thighs. Ian pulls them up to his waist after he opens them to place his perfect body in between. I was losing myself in him all over again. I wanted to touch him everywhere and fit together as if we were made for each other.

Ian hooks his fingers into my shorts and lets out a long groan into my mouth when he feels that I don't have panties on. I slowly remove his hands intertwining my fingers between his as we finally come up for air.

"What's wrong?"

"We can't do this. You'll be cheating and we will be jumping into something too fast again."

He gives me the most adorable pout, "But I want you," He says in his whiny teenager voice making me smile.

"I know hon and I want you too but I'm practically a stranger to you."

"I remember the first time I saw you walk across the street and into the Mystic Grill I wanted you ever since."

"Anything else you remember?"

"Just that I felt sad when I took you to the airport to go to Georgia."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"…I don't remember," He says with a chuckle making me laugh.

"I should go to sleep I have work tomorrow."

"No don't please? Spend the day with me so I can get to know you better. All I get are these mini flashes of me and you or just you looking so beautiful."

"Hmm I guess so but please get your girlfriend's approval."

"Already did after I laid you down in your bed," Ian gives me his sneaky smirk as if he already has plans.

I place my hand on the side of his face rubbing my thumb back and forth across his newly shaven skin. Ian places his hand over mine and in his eyes it seems like he gets distant. He takes my hand off his cheek and looks at the engagement ring.

"This seems so familiar I've thought about it before but I can't remember."

"Don't stress yourself out it will come back."

"I hope so I don't like feeling as if I have forgotten you."

"You know my name."

"Mhm and that you have very soft skin."

"We should go to sleep but you need a shower first."

"Yeah I do," He picks me up putting me on my feet. "Can I sleep with you? I want to see if I will actually be able to stay asleep plus I might remember something." He says showing his shy side.

"Sure." Ian puts his hands on my hips from behind as we walk back upstairs.

"Next time remind me to tell you to lie on your stomach because you have a delectable derrière."

I smile and run up the stairs knowing that a firm grab was on it's way.

Feeling unbelievably warm I wake up about to roll over but get pulled closer by a groaning Ian. His hand slides onto my stomach making me think about the vacant space. Right when I told him that I had a miscarriage I regretted it. He's a very smart man it won't take long for him to piece everything together then feel heartbroken. I didn't care about how much he would hate me after realizing the truth there is no way that he could still love me after losing his child the child he wanted more than anything.

I settle into the pillow once again just as the door slowly opens and Nina pops her head in. A giant smile spreads across her face looking at Ian using me as his human teddy bear and pillow. "Ooo you got it on! You did the nasty!" Nina whispers covering her mouth before she bursts out in laughter.

"No! No we did not!" I whisper back.

She continues to smile, "I'll let you continue." Nina closes the door softly and I lay back in the bed for another hour doing nothing but getting smothered by an unbelievably gorgeous man. If someone had told me I would be in bed with Ian holding on to me for dear life a month ago I probably would've punched them in the face.

Ian groans again then takes a deep breath, "You smell good like strawberries," He mumbles against my neck before kissing that ultrasensitive spot behind my ear.

I flip over looking into intense blue eyes, "And you smell like you which I like," I finish with a sweet smile. He leans in to kiss me but I put my finger over his lips, "That was a onetime thing, we made a deal. You can't renege."

"You're going to make me work for you aren't you?" He pulls me on top of him.

"Why shouldn't I?" I ask placing my hands on his chest.

"…Because I'm Ian Somerhalder baby." He finishes with an ovary melting smirk.

"Should I be impressed?"

"Yes you should," Ian's hands slide down to my behind inching his finger tips to my pum.

"Hey!" I move his hands down to my thighs and lean down teasing him just like he did me. "I'm sorry to say that I'm not impressed it will take so much more. I'm not sure what you will have to do but trust me you'll be locked up with me for hours and hours not leaving till we can't handle each other. In other words if you start with me you'll never stop. I don't know if you want to be buried deep inside me early in the morning and not stopping even when the moon is illuminating the sky."

Ian's breathing becomes heavier as he clenches his jaw. "What if that's what I want?" He leans up taking me with him. "What if I just want to sit here feeling every part of you inside and out? What if I want to throw you in my bed and never let you leave? What if I want to hear you moan and scream my name as you are soaking around my cock? I wouldn't stop not until I drained you not until I owned every single one of your orgasms not until I could claim you as mine… only mine."

"Trust me… I'm already completely yours."

"Would you like to prove that to me?"

"I will soon enough but now I need to take a shower I do remember you saying you wanted to spend the day with me."

"I never said how I wanted to spend it."

"Oh you're not getting in my pants that easy."

"That bitten lip says differently."

I instantly release my lip not even realizing that I was biting it. Before we go any farther I get up and begin to head to the bathroom. I feel a towering presence behind me, "Where do you think you're going?"

"To take a shower with you," Ian says with a big grin beginning to pull my shirt up but I quickly pull it down.

"Not happening. Now go get in your own gigantic shower with your girlfriend."

"Hmm that's a good idea Ms. Green."

Placing a kiss on my forehead he turns around and I realize what I said. "You don't have to take a shower with Nina that's not mandatory!"

"Are you jealous?" Ian asks turning around.

"…No."

"Mhm sure that clenched fist says different."

I look down at my right hand clenching with anger then release, "That always happens."

"Whatever you say hurry up and get dressed you've already wasted so much time." Ian smirks, gives me a wink, and then leaves closing the door behind him.

Gosh what have I gotten myself into?

Well obviously there's a lot of sexual frustation between Tiara and Ian. Her turning him away will bite her in the ass soon, her reasoning for her latest decisions witll be explained when they go out which is where the next chapter will start, and I hinted towards something with the shirt being pulled down quickly:) Review, favorite, follow, suggestions, ask questions, and spread the word! Please and thank you:)