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TRANSLATIONS: (may be wrong)
Grazie = Thank-you
Si = Yes
Mi dispiace = I'm sorry
It has been many weeks since the event with the two Italians. Feliciano hasn't seen his older brother since. He wished to see him as soon as possible.
His wish was soon granted.
Isabella had to leave for work one morning, she said that she will be gone for at least two weeks. She didn't like leaving Lovino all by himself, so she sent him over to Italy, where he'll stay with Feliciano. She knew for sure that nothing could go wrong.
Oh, how wrong she was.
"Ve." Feliciano sighed, sipping from a small glass of wine. He missed his brother so much, he couldn't take it. Ludwig had to go back to Germany, because of his boss. Feliciano had actually started having a relationship with the German a few weeks ago, after Ludwig had told him his feelings.
Indeed, he loved the man.
But his fratellone will always be his first.
Lovino had entered Feliciano's house later one that day, without permission. He was supposed to contact the younger one and tell him he was coming over, but he was too lazy to do that.
He quietly closed the door to Feliciano's house, soon walking into the kitchen. Feliciano had his back turned, sipping at the blood red wine. "Ciao, Feli." Lovino said, a bit too casually. "Ve~ Cia-" Feliciano began before turning around, his eyes going wide as he is now face-to-face with Lovino. "Vee~! Fratellone~!" Feliciano yelled, cheerfully. "Si, fratellino?" Lovino asked, setting his bags on a chair. Feliciano quickly ran over to Lovino, giving him a tight hug. Lovino opened his mouth, about to say something. Instead, he shook his head, silently hugging back.
Feliciano tightened his grip on the hug, still surprised by the fact he's no longer being pushed away. The older nation smiled a bit, seeing at how happy his brother is to see him.
"V-ve.." The young nation stuttered out his words, not knowing if he'll receive a response or not. "I-I missed you, fratel-llo." Lovino frowned at his stuttered statement before quickly hiding his sad emotion as he said back to him, "I missed you too, Feli."
Feliciano looked up, "Ve~ Really? You really did?" Hope gleamed everywhere in the his deep, amber colored eyes. Lovino nodded with a smile, "Si." As he smiled down at his brother. Feliciano jumped with glee, satisfaction in his voice as he said, "Ve~! I'm so happy!" He hugged his brother more, pulling him closer, which made Lovino grunt at the sudden impact brought by their bodies being pulled together tightly.
Lovino mumbled quietly, "Yeah, me too." Feliciano looked up and pouted, "Vee~ Fratellone doesn't sound happy." The older Italian sighed, "I am, it's just that I miss Izzy."
You miss her more...
Don't you..?
Feliciano went quiet for a moment, hiding his face onto his brother's chest, "Oh, i-it's okay, ve." Lovino looked away, muttering, "Mi dispiace, Feli." Feliciano blinked, "Ve?" He let the question of his small voice more noticeable, not looking up at his older brother. "Yes, Feli?" Lovino looked at him, even though his brother continued to hide his face. "Wh-why are you sorry?" Feliciano asked, hiding his face more deeply into the fabric. Lovino let out a long sigh as he looked up, "Never mind, Feliciano." Feliciano kept his face onto the clothing, becoming quiet. Lovino wrapped his arms around Feliciano more tightly, knowing he's probably upset.
"V-...Ve-...Vee..." Feliciano was now practically clinging to Lovino, beginning to let out small sobs. Lovino quickly took action, stroking his cheasnut hair as he asked, "Huh? Feli, what's wrong?" The other Italian sniffed before raplying sadly, "Ve.. fr-fratellone is never happy to see me, like he is with Izzy. You let her do whatever she wants with you. But, this is all I can actually do." He began to sob a bit more onto Lovino's chest. Lovino looked down at him, not very sure what to say, "I"m," He mumbled to the other Italian. "I"m sorry. It's just that," He paused before shaking his head, his long curl bouncing at the motion. "Never mind, just no more crying, per favore."
As if the boy had forgotten everything, he pushed his older brother away, yelling, "You're not sorry! You never are and you never will be sorry!" He walked out of the now sullened kitchen and headed towards the door.
"Feli! No, per favore! Don't go!"
Feliciano stopped after hearing his pleading voice. He never heard his brother speak in such a way before. He turned around to lock eyes with him, muttering, "Ve... You see how you're begging me not to go?" He glared at Lovino rather sadly. "It doesn't feel good, does it?" Lovino had then started to cry, instantly responding to the question, "No, it doesn't! It hurts!"
Feliciano took his time, he gazed at the crying nation before he spat, "Well, now you know how I always felt! I felt like that every single time you've pushed me away since we were little!" He backed up, ready to just bolt out of the house.
Lovino ran up to Feliciano, grabbing onto him as he fell onto his knees, now clinging onto him tightly. "I-I never knew." He began quietly between sobs. "I could never tell how mych of an ass I was to you." He looked up into Feliciano's amber eyes, pleadingly. "per favore! If there's anything i can do for forgiveness, tell me!"
The young Italian was completely shocked. He had never thought his brother would actually do something like this. "Ve." He kneeled down to look his brother in the eyes, silently. "Per favore." Lovino mumbled, looking right back into his eyes.
Maybe...
This is my only chance...
"One," Feliciano began, holding up his index finger. "Tell me how you actually feel towards me." Lovino went silent before responding, "You're my fratellino so, ti amo." Feliciano smiles softly, "Si, anch'io ti amo, fratellone." He then held up another finger. "Promise you won't push me away or reject me, no matter what happens." Lovino nodded, accepting it, "I promise that I won't push you away because, because I see how much it hurts."
Feliciano moved a bit closer to him, his smile somewhat visible. "Grazie." He said, putting his hand down. "And number three..."
"What... What's number three?"
DUN. DUN. DUNNNN.
What could it be? B3 You must wait until I post the next Chapte / ~
