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"What... What's number three?"
"Mi dispiace, Izzy."
"Wait, wha-"
Before Lovino could even finish his question, Feliciano leaned in, softly pressing his lips up against his brother's.
Lovino went stiff.
The smaller nation resumed to stay like that for a moment before slowly pulling away, looking at him in a quiet manner. "Fratello... Why?" Lovino asked, completely shocked by his brother's actions. Feliciano frowned, feeling as if his brother is upset with him for doing that, he looked down and mumbled, "Ti amo."
"Why?" Lovino asked loudly, making Feliciano jump. "That doesn't justify it, Feli! I love Izzy and what you just did is not okay!"
Mi dispiace...
"V-ve," Feliciano trembled, not meeting his brother's gaze. "M-mi dispiace, fratellone. I-I had just," He began to mumble out the rest of his sentence. "Kept this to myself for so long."
Sighing, Lovino stood up, using a harsh tone, "Whatever." He then began to walk away.
But, fratello...
Youpromised.
You promised that you wouldn't push me away, or reject me...
No matterwhat.
"Ve..." Was the only thing that came passed Feliciano's lips as he watched his brother leave the room. "God dammit," Lovino spat to himself. "Feli needs to learn about boundaries."
"Ve, fr-fratellone hates me now." Feliciano whimpered, feeling even more depressed. He curled up on the floor, rocking himself back and forth as he started to cry like a small child. The Italian felt abandoned now, he didn't want to be though. He cried even louder, burying his face into his knees, letting the tears stream down upon his face. The boy choked on a sob every so often, not paying attention to anything else that happens to be going on. He knew what he had done was wrong, but he couldn't help it.
Lovino paced back and forth in the room next to the one Feliciano was in. He listened to the cries of his little brother as he spoke out loud to himself, "God dammit, now I need someone to talk to. If only Izzy was here." He sighed as he heard his brother cry even louder than before. "Maybe I should apologize and explain it to Feli." Quietly, he walked into the other room. He saw his poor brother curled up on the wooden floor, his knees becoming drenched in his tears as he continued to cry like an infant. Lovino slowly walked over to Feliciano and knelled beside him. "Hey." Lovino said slowly.
Feliciano looked up, his face puffed up with a red tone as more tears came. He gave an instant reply, sourly saying, "What do you want, dammit?" Lovino went stiff for a second. He has never heard his little brother use such a hateful tone before. Ignoring the thought, he leaned over and hugged Feliciano, whispering, "I'm sorry."
"You're not." Feliciano replied. Lovino stiffened once again for a moment, not enjoying his tone or the fact that Feliciano wasn't hugging back. "You hate me even more now, Don't lie!" The younger Italian yelled as he struggled to get out of his older brother's grip.
This is just some kind of joke.
He's always hated me.
"Feliciano, I am sorry." Lovino tightened his grip onto Feliciano, not letting go. "It's just that, I can't love you back the way you claim to love me, because I promised Izzy that I would never leave her for someone else." Feliciano was quiet for a long amount of time, trying to calm himself down. "I-I know," He began, his voice no longer sounding harsh, but instead, upset and heartbroken. "It's just that... All these years I was too scared to tell you. Or when I tried, you would push me away," He looked away, sadly. "Ve."
Lovino sighed, stating in a soft voice as his hand gently stroked the top of Feliciano's head, "I'll let it pass, okay? let's not let this get in the way of us being happy now." Feliciano nodded, rubbing his eyes with the back of his trembling hands. "Gr-grazie, fratellone." He half sobbed out. Lovino smiled a bit, though his brother only let out a small, "V-ve." While barely making a smile, still not wanting to meet his brother's gaze.
Lovino noticed this and lifted up Feliciano's chin, having their eyes now meeting each other in direct view. "Per favore," Lovino began softly. "Be happy." The only thing Feliciano could say was simply, "Ve." as he smiled a bit more, having new tears form at the corner of his eyes. "Ah, please don't cry, Feli." said Lovino in a worried manner as he wiped his brother's tears with his own thumbs while gently caressing Feliciano's cheek. Feliciano nodded, replying, "Mi... Mi dispiace, fratellone." Lovino looked at him for a moment before silently pulling the smaller nation closer, who in return, gladly reached out and hugged his brother tightly.
"Do you forgive me, Feli?" Lovino questioned. Feliciano looked up at him and answered, "Si, but I should really be the one who should be apologizing." The older man shook his head, frowning. "No, I think we both need it." Feliciano wanted to protest about his brother's statement, but he really wasn't in the mood to do so, "Oh, ve. Well um," Feliciano looked down for a moment before looking back up at his brother to ask, "D-do you forgive me?" Lovino smiled at Feliciano, nodding in approval, "Si, I forgive you."
"Grazie." said Feliciano, who smiled happily. "Siete I benvenuti, Feli." Lovino replied soothingly. Feliciano buried his face onto Lovino's chest, mumbling, "V-...ve." Thinking as if his brother is still uncomfortable, though his brother did not mind, instead, he began to hum to Feliciano quietly.
After some time, the young nation calmed down, hesitantly nuzzling against the older nation. Lovino smiled as he started to sing to his little brother.
"Si puo dormire tra le braccia di angeli. Ma che facciate parte mia, e possible rendere tutti felici e dovrebbe mantenere felici, ma per me, si dovrebbe sapere, ho solo bisogno di vederti ho solo bisogno di amarti."
Feliciano smiled as he closed his eyes, listening to the wondrous vocals from his brother. He wished that they could be happy like this forever.
But of course, that would never happen.
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOO Chapter three is done~
now, about that little song thingy,
I forgot the name c: oops
and I'm not a very good translator.. but i think it's like,
"You can sleep in the arms of angels. But you do my part and make everyone happy as possible and should keep you happy, but for me, you should know, I just need to see you I just need to love you."
I'm not 1OO% sure but whatever :3
Thank you, people who actually like this. I 've been working on this other story... I'll start posting it up here when I come up with a name for it.
Ciao~