A/N: So in this chapter you see a little more from Ian's point of view and Tiara starts to get back to herself in her conniving ways:) OH and to the guest reviewer get an account so i can reply to you personally! Thanks for the nice review:)
I go downstairs and automatically perk up when I see the food bag waiting for me. Right when I start digging in Cheynne and Caitlyn stare me down.
"So should we buy more pickles?" Cheynne asks.
"Can I just eat first? I haven't had real meal in a while."
"Fine," They both sit down messing with their phones as I eat the best burger in the world. I throw my trash away then stand there looking at them, "I'm pregnant."
"That's great!" Cheynne says smiling big.
"Great? No it's terrible! I'm planning to file for divorce from my husband of only what two months? This is ridiculous! This child will be a reminder of the time that got spoiled by Ian's deception coming to life a reminder of the honeymoon that should've never happened! I-I I hate him! I hate Ian I hate what he has done to me what he has done to us and now to his unborn child! He is a self-centered asshole if he truly thought about other people we wouldn't be in the place we are right now. I should be jumping for joy because I get a second chance to be a mother but Ian has even taken that way. It's sad to admit that the man was my world my everything and without him I don't… life seems impossible. Now this poor child is going to be born into the midst of our drama and complete bullshit!" I take a deep breath brushing my hands over my face.
"You need to talk to Ian pronto and tell him to sort his shit out because it's not just you anymore," Caitlyn says crossing her arms over chest obviously biting her tongue.
"You expect me to tell him I'm pregnant? So he can use our child to get in my good graces, to barge his way back into my life, have an excuse to boss me around even more, to take stalking to an unbelievable new level? I'm good. Go ahead and say whatever you want."
"Ian is a new type of pussy! What the fuck was he thinking no he wasn't thinking! Nina really of all the women in the world he picks Nina to cheat with? Number one rule of cheating if you must cheat, cheat up with someone better not down! Gosh he's such a dumb fuck! It takes everything in me not just fuck him up! Why didn't you beat his ass? I don't give a flying fuck if he's sexy as hell it's still not right!"
"What is fuck the word of the day?" Cheynne says smiling making Caitlyn roll her eyes.
"You didn't hear about how I ended the conversation when he told me?" They shake their head, "Well I threw a vase first, slapped him, then walked to the pool and threw my rings in."
Both of their eyes widen, "Whoa," Caitlyn murmurs.
"Mhm I debated fucking his car up but I paid for the one that I saw and I couldn't reach the pool."
They both laugh and Cheynne says, "I don't want to be the Debbie downer I'm all for hating Ian but he does deserve to know about his kid."
"Fine is he staying in Mandeville?"
"Nope other house in Covington."
I look at the clock seeing that's its only about ten in the morning. "I have an idea."
Point of View: Ian Somerhalder 11:46 AM
"How are you feeling?"
"What the fuck do you think Cody? My wife left me and I have no clue how to get her back. I shouldn't have to get her back because I should've never been so stupid to cheat I don't even know what to say to her."
"Well bro I don't know what to tell you. It's going to take a miracle for her to even sit in the same room as you. That is why I've already started looking at new people for her position at HP."
"Oh hell no! You know that I'm very picky about who I work with and I'm not ready to give Tiara up at all I shouldn't have to!" I run my fingers through my hair slumping down in the chair.
"Trust me Tiara's two weeks notice will be in soon."
"I'm not giving up on her Cody I will spend the rest of my life trying to earn her trust and forgiveness if I have to."
He is about to reply until the doorbell rings, "I'll get it." I sit my beer on the table and get up to answer the door.
"Delivery for Mr. Ian Somerhalder the sender didn't give a name." The young UPS guy is holding a clip board with an average sized cardboard box next to him.
I take the clipboard from him and sign off then say thanks before carrying the practically empty box into the living room.
"What is it?" Cody asks.
"I don't know," I open the box and a bunch of congratulations balloons float up revealing the little box at the bottom. It's in the shape of a bracelet jewelry box, green with a white ribbon tied around it. I untie it and the slip of paper reads,
Today's your lucky day congratulations on the news of being a soon to be dad.
-You should know who this is from unless you didn't wear a condom with Nina or there's another slut on the side
I look in the little box and see a positive pregnancy test. I nearly pass out my heart is beating out of my chest and my breathing is getting faster and faster. My brain can't decide whether to be happy or be in an even shittier mood.
"What is it?" Cody asks again obviously about to bust at the seams.
"I'm going to be a dad… Tiara's pregnant."
"Oh wow um yeah I'm going to start pulling out all the alcohol in here." He walks out the room living me alone with my thoughts.
I'm going to be dad a fucking dad. The more I think about holding a little being made up of Tiara and I, I can't help but smile a little. It soon disappears when I realize that I've could've possibly broken up our family already and our child isn't even born yet.
Gosh I'm so fucking stupid. I need to get her back.
July 23, 2012
It takes all my strength to get out of bed not wanting to face my sad reality. I haven't felt this low, this upset, this lonely since I took Tiara to the airport in Georgia. I don't know where to begin with myself I know I need to do something to get my priorities straight. If I don't even want to live with myself this way how can I expect Tiara to take me back?
I get up making my way to the bathroom to take a shower. I try to push all my thoughts away to semi relax before a long day of work but it's not going well. I thought that the situation couldn't get worse that maybe with some slim chance I could get Tiara back. Now I know what I did didn't just hurt Tiara or our relationship it could affect my son or daughter and my relationship with them. There's not one thing in this world that would make me jeopardize my children's safety and for that reason I have to be delicate with Tiara.
If she had another miscarriage again I would never forgive myself. She is my everything, my world, my life everything that makes me happy is attached to her. I'll love Tiara till the day I die nothing will change that and now I have even more to thank her for, carrying my child.
I turn off the water not realizing the tears falling dorm my face. I need to fix this.
"Your Grande Americano with two sugars is waiting on your desk and Ms. Tia Gregory will be in momentarily." Janice says when I come out of the elevator.
"Wait Tia Gregory? Really? Is that a sick joke or something?"
"Um no? That's her name Tia Gregory is there a problem?"
"That doesn't sound similar to you?"
"To what?"
"Tiara Green, Tia Gregory?"
"Not really starts with T and G but eh. Stop being so paranoid Mr. Somerhalder I'm sure there's women that are like your wife in many ways in the world as well."
I walk past her desk and go into my office closing the door behind me. It feels as if I haven't done anything when Janice calls me to let me know Tia is coming in. I get up and shake her hand causing her to automatically blush. She crosses her left light tan leg over her right placing her hands in her lap exactly like Tiara.
Tia has long brown hair, hourglass figure, light tan skin, and blessed in all the right places. The only major difference between her and Tiara appearance wise is their eyes. Tia has big green eyes that make her look absolutely innocent. I wouldn't lie and say I don't find her beautiful but I could never love her or anyone else but Tiara. I don't feel that connection I don't get the tingle all over my body looking into Tia's eyes and when she blushes it's cute but doesn't have the same effect on me as Tiara.
"Um good morning I'm Ian Somerhalder I guess I will be your boss."
"Hmm I would assume so your door does say C.E.O." She finishes with a gentle smile blushing slightly before looking down at her hands.
She even has snarky comments like my wife! Where's Ashton I must be getting punked. "So tell me about yourself."
"I'm twenty-five years old. I'm from San Antonio, Texas graduated from the University of Texas majoring in business law and minoring in music. I love to sing but I dabble in a little bit of everything you could say I'm a bit of tomboy aggressive at times. I love making people happy I'll do whatever to put a smile on a person's face. Hmm oh I love videogames my favorite is the Grand Theft Auto and Saints Row series but I lean more towards Saints Row. My favorite color is blue um that's all I can think of right now."
Jesus Christ could she be any more like Tiara? "Siblings?"
"Two older brothers, Anthony and Eugene. They are like my best friends since my mother went to live with my father abroad once I started college."
"Wow um you must get this a lot but you are-"
"The spitting image of your wife yeah I do get that a lot. Is it weird that I had the biggest crush on you growing up? Anything and everything you have been in I've seen and I was a total Diara fan when you two were together on TVD."
I can't help but laugh at the similarities, "Thank you and no not weird at all."
We both turn and look when my office door opens, "Sorry to interrupt I heard my job was on the line."
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