-Feliciano-

I laughed as I walked back to my room from dinner. I don't know why I just felt happy for some reason. I opened my door and gave out a small gasp of surprise when I saw Ludwig sitting on my bed. He was flipping through a sketch book I had acquired.

"Ludwig!" I exclaimed startled. He was wearing ordinary clothing- a tank top and low rider jeans- Suddenly he looked up at me with a strange look in his eyes.

"Who is this man? Why does he look familiar?" he asked. I gulped. Over the past few days I had been drawing him in various settings. "Oh right, because he is me. Me me me me." he laughed crazily.

"Are you drunk?" I asked. He was starting to scare me. He laughed some more getting up from the bed and walking towards me.

"Me, drunk? No..." he snickered as he placed the sketch book on the table near my bed. He took another step. I could practically taste the alcohol on his breath. I winced away reaching for the door knob. He grabbed my hand, pressing me against the door as I squealed shrilly turning away from him.

"Ludwig!" I squeaked, blushing so bad that I probably resembled a tomato. He chuckled and this time I could feel his chest rumble against mine. I shuddered from pleasure when he nipped my ear gently. I-I don't like him in this way! But... then why... why do I like this? My mind is in conflict and I don't know what to do.

"Feliciii~" he crooned effectively snapping me out of my thoughts. I then realized that he had his hands on my waist and was an inch from my face. "Felici why do you have so many drawings of meee~?" he asked leaning in until our noses were touching. My eyes fluttered shut and I felt his breath ghost over my features. My blush grew and I squeaked. He chuckled again running a hand up my side and hooking it behind my neck. Before I could even squeak again his lips were pressed firmly to mine making my eyes fly open from shock and tingles to shoot through my body.

He kissed me forcefully, his other hand flitting down to grope my ass. Without meaning to I moaned into the kiss and attempted to grind against his knee. I felt him smirk breaking the kiss. I looked down, my face on fire and played with the hem of his shirt.

"Did you like that~?" he whispered huskily, his words ghosting over the shell of my ear. oh god... His voice invoked something deep in my stomach, it was something I never felt before. But it was... pleasant... I- I -kinda- liked it. He nuzzled the top of my head crooning my name in the attempt to catch my attention. I looked up meeting his glazed blue eyes.

"Ludwig are you meaning to do this?" after all he was intoxicated. He might not even remember this in the morning.

"What do you mean?"

"Well, y-you're drunk."

"Well thank you captain obvious!" he all but yelled laughing raucously. I shook my head and tried to side step him. Immediately he snapped out of his fit glaring at me. I froze like a deer in head lights. As his eyes darkened, I began to run towards the window. I barely made five steps before he tackled me. "Why must you run from me?" he growled flipping me on my back so I was facing him.

I stayed silent keeping in my whimpers. He glared down at me, then roughly crashed his lips into mine, hands no longer soft and tender as they roamed my chest. I pulled back from the kiss, the sting of tears pricking my eyes. He growled again, grabbing my shoulders and slamming me into the stone floor harshly and making spots dance in my vision.

"Why. Must. You. Resist. Me?" he snarled. I whimpered using all my strength to try and push him off me.

"Ludwig! Get - get off of me!" he got off then grabbed me and threw me onto my bed. I heard him scoff and storm out the door slamming it behind him.