-Ludwig-

When I woke I was standing on the battlements. I heard yells and looked around. It was pure and utter chaos. And that was before I looked in front of me. I had been backed against a wall, and a white kingdom solider had his sword to my throat.

"Checkmate." he grinned. there was a flash of white and red and as he pulled his sword away to strike Feliciano jumped in front of me. the blade hit his side, leaving a mortal wound. I looked up rage coursing through my veins, venom for this man in my thoughts. He saw my rage. He knew not to run. I snapped his neck as easily as a twig. I returned to my loves body.

"p-please Lud-dwig..." he gasped " p-please s-stay."

"I wouldn't leave for anything." I promised. Gently I pulled his small body towards me. I couldn't help but run my fingers through his hair. Softly I kissed his nose, his cheeks, his jaw. I kissed him goodbye. I felt his last breath leave his body. Everything felt like it was in slow motion. I felt dull pain everywhere and all was black...

this time I truly woke, while screaming like crazy. Oh god. OH GOD. thank god it was just a dream. I was still nervous. I should check on him. just to be sure. I walked towards his room and opened the door. I gave a sigh of relief when I saw that he was curled up under the sheets, still sleeping innocently. I sat and watched his steady rhythm of breathing like it was the most calming thing in the world. Which to me, at the time it was.

I still hated myself for the other night. I sighed and gave him a gentle kiss on the forehead. Sadly, I had work to do, so I couldn't simply watch him sleep all day. I walked back to my room, changed and checked the time. It was 11:38 pm. twenty-two minutes till lunch. I might as well wake Felici up. I thought. He's probably hungry. I walked back to his room and found him yawning and stretching.

"How long did I sleep?" he asked rubbing his eyes.

"3 hours or so."

"that means its around lunchtime si?"

I leaned against the door frame."Ja." He got up and got out a shirt and pants. then he began to strip. "W-What are you doing?" I asked, flustered.

He raised an eyebrow at me. "Changing clothes." Mein Gott ... he is really pressing my self control. I turned away blushing. Well then again its not his fault that hes pretty... Wait no don't think like that! Besides he would never return your feelings after that night.

"Ludwig? Some thing wrong?" he asked, fully dressed now.

"No I was just..."thinking very dirty thoughts concerning you...'"thinking" I muttered deciding not to lie, just not tell the whole truth. If he knew that I liked him even more than I had at first, that I had loved him since I had seen him in that cute, fluffy, frothy pink dress... well it was a risk I wasn't ready to take.

"About food?" he asked.

"yeah." internally I was smacking myself with a book. And the lies begin again!

"Well stop thinking about it and lets go get it!" he laughed. He had an amazing laugh. It made you feel warm and happy. Suddenly he grinned. I decided his grin was even better than his laugh. "Race you there." he challenged me mischievously.

"Oh really?" I responded, that child like energy which he practically radiated infecting me. "Bring it on." And in those few minutes running through the halls like I was a kid again, next to a man who was angelic in everything he did, I never felt happier. Sadly all good things must come to an end. He tripped and I wasn't able to slow down or stop in time so I ended up falling on top of him. I did manage to land on my elbows so I didn't crush his tiny body. Somehow, we ended up facing each other.

He was still ginning like crazy. "Ve, Ludwig's big." I closed my eyes trying to calm myself slightly ashamed that my thoughts had gone in that direction. Why me? I thought. God you say you love us all equally but, you don't do ya? I'm on to you big guy. He squirmed underneath me." And hes heavy." WHY ME?! He wiggled his hips and I knew if he did anymore I was going to lose it.

I got off him and helped him up. "Sorry." I murmured. the second I walked in the dining room my day went from bad to worse.

"Hey baby bro!" my idiotic brother, Gilbert laughed.