Cat and Jade. Jade and Cat. The best friends. Jade being the meaner, goth girl while Cat was the smaller, nicer, rainbow girl. Polar opposite.
No one ever suspected Cat to be hiding something so deep. Not even Jade knew that her happiness was all an act.
Walking in to Cat's room, Jade expected to see Cat singing or dancing, or something innocent, not hangingthere, lifeless.
"Cat..?" Jade whispered. Saying she felt broken was an understatement. Phase ran up to Cat's hanging body. Tears falling freely.
"No Cat, please!" There was a note, explaining why Cat was hanging there, dead.
Jade had never ever felt as horrid as she did then.
Caterina Valentine. The love of Jade's life. After she died... Jase was never the same.
You'd think that Jde would be even meaner, close her self of from everyone. Wrong. Jade was in fact the opposite.
She was out there, laughing, giggling, almost innocent. She was everything Cat was. She died her hair a light pinkish, took out her piercings,wore bright colours, and was actually nice.
Everyone was confused, but it was her way of keeping Cat there, with her at all times.
She was even nice to Tori.
"Hey guys!" Jade skipped to her friends table, a huge grin on her face.
"Jade, you can stop it." Tori said.
Jade's face fell.
"What do you mean?"
"Stop acting like Cat. She's gone, Jade. Gone. She killed herself. Stop torturing us all." Tori snapped. Everyone stared in shock.
Tears welled up in Jade's eyes.
"What's that supposed to mean?!" Jade screamed,flailing her arms around, almost as if she was Cat.
"Just stop!" Everyone screamed at Jade. She felt hopeless, lonely, she needed someone who understood her pain, because her 'friends' clearly don't.
Not knowing what else to do, Jade ran. Ran to the black box. She lent up the wall, slowly sliding down it as she sobbed to herself.
What was she even meant to do?! Cutting did crap all. She was running out of tears to cry with. Everyone hated her. For dealing with a death. Could the world be even more harsh.
"Caterina, I miss you.." She whispered to the air.
"And you will always be perfect
You'll always be beautiful
Our hearts will never forget you
You didn't belong here
And it's become so clear
Why heaven called your name
I miss you and it still feels like I know you
I've got pictures of us side by side to show you
But it feels like I owe you so much more
And you will always be perfect
You'll always be beautiful
Our hearts will never forget you
You didn't belong here
And it's become so clear
Why heaven called your name
And it just doesn't seem right, was it really your time?
Are we dreaming?
We'll never let go of you
Wish you were here but it's becoming clear
That Earth's just not the place for an angel like you.." Jade sang, choking on tears every now and then.
Images of Cat and her smiling and giggling flashed, almost like a slide show in her mind. Cat's laugh, eyes, smile, that dimple, her voice, randomness, cuteness, her hair, how she loved cupcakes.
Jade couldn't bare to be away from her love, so she was going to join her.
She stood, wiping her tears as she did. Running out from her school, out to Cat's favourite park. She stopped at the river. It was pretty deep. She stood right at the edge. She looked around, knowing this was the last thing she would see.
"I'm joining you, my angel."
A/N- so, erm, thanks to everyone who actuall reads this pile shit:)3... Also the song Jade sang, is called Ameila by Tonight Alive, it's actually Erm, check that out.
Disclaimer- I don't own Ameila, ok.