OMG, OK, so my own laptop MAY be fixed so MORE UPDATING. Hopefully, Now this pile of crap was rushed on NYE but I Couldn't update it. It's all rushed&boring but hey hooooooooooe

Parties suck. I hate the drunk guys trying to hot on you, and I hate all the drunk girls thinking they're sexy, and I hate how I just sit there like a fool. So, can someone please tell me why I'm sat at Tori's house at her stupid party? As usual, I was sat in the darkest corner. Tori and Cat were with me but they left to go grind up some randomers.

"Oh my god, Jadey. Come and dance with me?" Cat found me. She tugged on my arm. Before I could even say no, she gave me her famous puppy dog eyes. I groaned but got up and followed her anyway.

"You look pretty tonight." She shouted over the music. I asked,

"You be looking gooood girl." I winked at her.

I was never a good dancer, so I sort of just awkwardly danced as I watched how pretty Cat looked. Her face was glistening in the light, she was grinning and she's never looked as beautiful.

Some song that I really disliked played so I went back to my little corner, leaving Cat to grind some more.

"Tell her." Tori came and sat by me. I looked at her and rolled my eyes.

"What do you know?" I snapped.

"I know that she likes you too, ok! So just tell her."

"Why are you trying to help me? What am I even meant to say?"

"Kiss her at 12." With that, Tori walked off, leaving me in confusion.

Most people had left, leaving Beck, Tori, Andre, Robbie, Cat and I chilling. We were sat in a circle, somehow I managed to get Cat in my lap. She was playing with my blue streaks.

"So, it's nearly 12." Tori announced, winking in my direction. I glared at her, the bitch.

"Ugh, this is so boring, what even?" I groaned.

Tori got up, walked over to her speakers and played some music. Die Young came on.

"Omg, come on Jade!" Cat pulled us both up and we danced. The others were giving me some weird looks but I sort of ignored them, I was dancing 2012 away with my best friend.

The song finished and we sat back down. And the count down began.

5, 4, 3, 2... 1

I was about to go in for a kiss with Cat, just like Tori said, but before I could, Robbie had kissed her. And she looked happy.

Tears fell and I made a run for the door, only to be stopped by Tori.

"Let me go." I growled.

"Look, Jade I'm sorry."

"Yeah, well. Happy 2013 Tori." I smiled and walked past her.

2013. Let's hope it's amazing.