AN- So.. I'm sorry for the lack of updating, I'm trying to juggle; schoolwork, having a boyfriend and losing my best friend at the same time and it's kinda hard lol. So, this will most likely not make up for it since it'll be crap but oh well

Cat has a secret. Jade wants to know. Cat's scared. Jade's worried. Cat's crazy in the head. Jade's crazy for Cat.

Cat was sat on her bed, while everyone else was out at some food place. She wasn't allowed to go any where besides Jade's or school.

You see, Cat has a huge secret; there's more than one Cat. Cat has many alternative personalities. She has two, including her own self.

No one knows this besides her family and the teachers. She doesn't know how much longer she can go on.

She is sat on her bed, scribbling away in her diary. This diary belongs to Amelia; one of her personalities. Amelia is a 15 year old girl; she's the polar opposite to Cat. She's sad, upset and she hates every single thing about herself.

"Dear Diary,

Jade invited me to go out today, but I can't. I'm not allowed. I have to stay in. Adults say so.
But that's not the only thing that happened today. The bad images came flashing back in school.
I need help. I NEED them to go away. MAKE THEM GO AWAY."

'Amelia' put down the pen and sobbed. More images of 'her past' came flooding back. One thing was on her mind; pills.

Wiping her face, she strolled to the bathroom. With shaky hands, she raised the pills to her mouth. This wasn't the first time this has happened. Amelia has caused Cat to self harm, overdose and drink. Once Amelia appears, Cat has no idea what is said or done.

Just as she was about to swallow, someone walked in. Jade.

"Babe..." Jade whispered.

Cat's eyes rolled and she dropped the pills, stumbling back a little.

"Jade..?" Cat asked.

"Hey.." Jade's arms snaked around Cat's waist, pulling her for a hug. Cat started to cry. She noticed the pills and knew that Amelia was here.

Although Cat has no control over when Amelia switches, or what is said or done, she can always tell that it wasn't her.

She sounds normal-ish, just a separate personality, but really, she has to take a lot of medicine.

"Baby, what happened? Talk to me.." Jade asked her.

So Cat broke down into more tears, and choked out the whole story of Amelia. Jade just stood there, holding her girlfriend.

"I can understand if you don't want to be with me anymore." Cat told her, breaking from her embrace.

"Shut up. You're still Cat. You're still my girlfriend. You're still the love of my life."

"But.. I'm not normal."

"Cat, I fell in love with you for who you are, not for your normality. Realize that. I love you and not even this will stop me from doing so."

Cat smiled and planted a small soft kiss on Jade's lips.

"Just so you know, I love you too,"