Hello and welcome to chapter 6 of True Colors! ( I'm very proud of the name of this chapter btw )
Sorry this took so long, but I'm hooked up at Modern Family, I have been with my friends, I got a book I have been waiting for, we have started celebrate easter, I have been working on three story's and started think of a Doctor Who one AND A NEW CHAPTER OF DALTON CAME OUT AND I LOVED IT.
But still! I actually updated, we all have the
Maybe it will make my thoughts that becomes ( it took me three times to spell that right ) chapters, so well, they might be fun! ( who am I kidding I love angst and drama and loss and heartbreak )
So, here is the new chapter! Hope you will enjoy!
Blaine hated school. And he hated that it was Kurt's fault.
Well, not really. Blaine didn't think you could blame anyone for being so easy to like them. But he hated the fact that Kurt was one of his friends and he wasn't able to show it.
Well, maybe it was Blaine's fault because he was to scared to stand up for Kurt when the other guys made fun of him. It was hard, Blaine was used to just follow peoples lead and do what he was supposed to do, the normal as he had been taught. But, there was one problem; He was never taught what was wrong. Just some special things, like murder. Sure, some people would assume that things that wasn't normal was wrong, but his mom once mentioned that somethings are in between, it's hard to tell if they are normal or not. That had often been a problem for him. Because he was taught to stay away from things that was wrong, but help things in between to become normal.
But what was Kurt? Homosexuality was nothing that was discussed in his hose, but did that make it wrong? His parents always said that if it didn't work out with Rachel there was many others girls. They had talked about girls with him all his life, so did that mean they knew he was going to be straight or where they worried and tried to make sure Blaine became straight? Still, what would make him gay? Was it something he would be born with, would it come or was it a choice? Kurt was a cool guy, he was nice and he knew guys that where straight and was idiots, so being gay or straight has nothing to do with the way you are. Still, being gay, isn't it like being straight in one way? Is something that we know, maybe not always, but it was something that you knew after a while. But still, why was some people gay and some not? Was it like some people was born girls or boys, or if they liked sports or not? But why was some people gay and some people not? Is it completely random? Blaine was confused. He never thought about this, he had always just listened and tried to be a bad boy, but the truth is that Blaine is a very sweet and loving boy that just have been taught wrong.
Blaine was exhausted. He was tired of seeing Kurt get showed into locker and then ignore the hurt and lost look in his eyes every time someone made fun of him or was mean to him. Still, he didn't need to ignore it long. It was there in about one second, then he hid it. Like it was never there. Then he put on a mask of ''I don't care about you idiots, I'm better then you.''. But Blaine knew what have been seen can never been unseen. He thought about the scars on Kurt's back a lot. Had he been bullied before? Was that the reason he came to McKinley, to find a place to be safe? Well, if it was like that he must be disappointed. He wasn't safe here, he was treated like crap.
Blaine felt like Kurt had unlocked a part of him. He had never really liked being mean to people, it wasn't his nature. But he still couldn't do anything; Kurt may have unlocked the door, but Blaine still needed to open it.
Kurt had a problem.
A big problem.
He had gotten a crush. On the only person he actually was friend with at this school.
Blaine Anderson.
He had tried to deny his feelings, but couldn't anymore. They had been friends for two months and when they where home at Blaine's hose he where very nice. And very handsome. But, he was Blaine. He was popular. He was one of the guys that threw slushies on him everyday. Or, well. Blaine actually didn't do so much. He had thrown three, four slushies at him, never showed him into lockers and stayed back when they threw him in the dumpsters. Kurt had always had the feeling that Blaine was a kind person, but didn't know how to show it.
Kurt had a feeling he knew why he was like this, and that feeling was that the people to blame was Blaine's parents. He had met them both, his mom was very shy and quiet and his dad was demanding and he made Kurt feel very uncomfortable. He always looked at Kurt weird, like he wanted him to go far far away.
Well, thats a problem for another day. His biggest problem ( expect his crush on Blaine. ) was the jocks on McKinley. He didn't wanna stress his dad out, not after the heart attack he had this summer. He knew, even if his dad denied it, that heart attack was because of him. Not really him, but the fact that he had been beaten so bad he ended up in hospital for a month. His dad needed to find a new school, and being the overprotecting person he is, they moved from Westerville to Lima. When he found out about the bullying, he was wrecked. And when he found out how long this has been going on, well. Kurt didn't wanna think of his dad's reaction. He had been furious, but he also was so very sad to hear it. Burt thought that he didn't protect him enough, but Kurt had told him that he was an great father.
The summer had been full of stress and Burt didn't take care of himself, so he ended up in coma for three weeks. It had been the worst weeks in his life. His aunt and uncle took care of him during these weeks. After that Kurt couldn't do anything to stress him out. He took care of him and sat his dad's health before his. That's why he couldn't tell his dad what was going on, he was scared that it would stress him if they needed to move again and if he found out Kurt was bullied again. Plus, Kurt had never been good at talking about emotions. Not after his mom passed away. It had been hard for both Kurt and Burt, but after that Kurt shut down a part of himself. The part that shared every emotion with his mom and dad. He didn't do that, with anyone anymore. At his old school he had lost his only friends, Jessica, when he came out. After that he didn't have friends. He told his dad that he had two close friends but they went at other schools and had never time to visit. He also told him he had some friends at school that they weren't so close. Now, he knew he had to do better. That's why he was joining the glee club. They seemed very nice, and he needed some friends expect for Blaine.
"Sorry I was late, I was practicing." Kurt said as he entered Blaine's hose.
"Practicing for what?" They went up to Blaine's room and started to take out their stuff.
"Audition for glee club. I'm having hard time choosing what to sing." Kurt started to organize papers and stuff so it was where it supposed to be and Blaine got pencils.
"Why don't you sing that song you sang for Solivan and me for a few months?" They started looking for the papers they had been working with last week.
"Samson? I don't know. I love the song, but I'm a broadway person. I love Wicked and I maybe thought about Defying Gravity, but I don't know. I don't know if it is a good audition choice." They weren't trying to work anymore. Kurt was resting against the wall next to his bed and Blaine was sitting in his chair.
"Well, I don't think it will be hard to get in. They are taking pretty much everyone in, they always have hard having at least twelve members. If you can sing, which I know you can, you'll get in." Kurt blushed a little at Blaine's compliment. He wasn't used to hear good stuff about himself.
"Most people say I sing like a girl." Kurt admitted and looked away just a little, which made him miss the sad look at Blaine's face.
"I think you sing amazing." Blaine said and Kurt blushed more. It was very long ago he had gotten compliments, and this was the first time he ever had gotten compliments from a guy he was crushing on. ( Still doesn't matter, he is straight and he is just trying to be nice. )
"Thank you very much. You are a good friend." After he said that they both froze a little. They both thought about each other as friends but they had never really said it out loud. Kurt was scared it would make Blaine uncomfortable, but Blaine only smiled.
Blaine was happy that Kurt thought of him as a friend, even if they never talked at school and Blaine treated Kurt bad there.
"I bet there is lots of better friends out there. I am a jerk to you at school." Blaine didn't really wanna bring it up, but he had to. Why? Don't ask him.
"Not as much as you can be." Kurt said and Blaine looked puzzled. Kurt sighed but went on. "You have never showed me into a locker, tripped me in the halls, thrown me in a dumpster, called me offensive names and you have slushied me like, mostly five times. I think what I am trying to say is that you are not such a bad guy." Kurt finished with a little smile. Blaine also smiled. Kurt was right, he tried to was so nice as possible without throwing his reputation away. It mattered to him, he was taught when he grew up that it meant was other thought about you.
"Where is Solivan? She wasn't here last week, I miss her big, curly hair."
But, Kurt started to show him that maybe it didn't matter so much.
I was happy with this chapter!
I'm exited for the new songs, they are coming out soon! I am also exited for Lea to release the dates and country's she is going on tour to, even in she haven't given us a hint about when she will be releasing them, but I am still exited. Why am I talking about this. Is anyone reading this?
Leave a revive if you want, it makes me happy and take like, thirty seconds. You can be that nice to a little girl, right?
Well, until next time, byeee!
P.S. If you want to, you can check out my new story where I will post reaction fics!
