Hello! I'm back!
I had so much fun at camp! And met some really cool people. And did some really weird things.
But now I'm back! And I have to ask you guys something! Did anyone of you read my Nightbird!Blaine one shot? ''Fly me away and keep me safe''? Should I keep going? Because it was only meant as a one shot, not multi chaptered.
And I'm sorry this took so long, but: No energy, Land of Stories, Happy Little Pill, helping in the house, no energy, looking what I line I should go in if I wanna become an author, Footloose, Hair, fanfic, internet and no energy. I'm sorry.
But well, I hope you all liked the last chapter and that you'll enjoy this chapter!
But well, here's next chapter!
Kurt woke up at the floor and was pretty confused.
He felt warm, he had a blanket on him. And the blankets he was laying on was warm, plus his pillow. And whoever had their arm over his waist and was laying very close to him was warm too. Wait, what?
He opened his eyes and holy cheese, it was Blaine. He had to stop himself from sitting up in shock because, hey he wasn't really complaining. He stayed still and started think what happened last night.
He came over and a snow storm happened. He couldn't get home so he had to stay here. They started talking. And drinking a few glasses. Blaine admitted that he questioned his sexuality. Blaine had said he was hot. That he could remember clearly. And Blaine had kissed him. And they had started making out. And they laid down and Blaine messed up Kurt's hair. Then at some point they fell asleep. Wow. Then Kurt realized they would have to talk when Blaine woke up. So, he just moved a little, making Blaine shake a little. Blaine mumbled something that sounded like a 'no'. Kurt moved a little more, but that only caused Blaine to move closer to him and holding him tighter.
''Uh, Blaine? Wake up, will you?'' Kurt didn't wanna move because depending on how he would turn, Blaine would either spoon him, which he had no trouble with or he would lay on top of Blaine, which he also had no problem with. But still, he felt like it would be an bad idea. So, he stayed still.
''Blaine? Uhm, you're making it kind of hard to move. Can you like, wake up?'' Kurt shook a little and because that Blaine was so close he could feel it better now. And to Kurt's happiness, Blaine groaned and yawned, slowly opening his eyes. He looked a little confused at first, he looked around, but at last he focused his eyes on Kurt he looked a little less confused.
''Kurt?''
''Blaine, hi can you, like, release me?'' Kurt nodded his head towards Blaine's arm that was still tight around his waist. Blaine looked around, made a 'Oh!' sound, looked like he just realized something and let go. Kurt sat up and looked around. The fire had burned out and ( luckily ) not set the whole place on fire. He stood up and walked to the window where the snow was still coming down hard. Or that's what it looked like. It really was hard to see, everything was covered in snow but the wind dragged it up so he couldn't say if it was snowing or if it only was windy but he thought it was snowy. Then he noticed how cold and dark it was. He went to the TV and tried to turn it on, but no. He did the same with the lamps, but no. He turned to Blaine who had been staring at him all the time it looked like. ( Kurt ignored the fact that Blaine's eyes were a little too low. )
''It's still snowing and the electricity is down, we'll have to stay here a little longer.'' Blaine nodded slowly then stood up. Then they just stood there and it was really awkward. Because they had totally made out last night and even though they both drank a few glasses they weren't drunk so they can't blame it on that.
''So, uhm, should we make some breakfast?'' Blaine asked quiet, in a little awkward tone. Kurt nodded and almost in sync they started moving against the kitchen. Some of the food maybe wasn't that great for eating now that the fridge and freezer didn't work so they took what they could. They ate in silence and when they were done they just sat there. Kurt knew they would have to discuss, uhm, what happened last night.
''So, are we gonna discuss what happened last night? Have you made up your mind?'' Maybe not the right words. Blaine just looked really helpless and Kurt had no idea what to do.
Not when he was so scared that Blaine would decide he was straight and break Kurt's heart because he had gotten his hopes up. He knew it was a little selfish to hope that Blaine was gay because Kurt knew it wouldn't make Blaine's life better, it would probably get much worse, but right now he was allowed to be selfish. He allowed himself to hope for love.
''I don't know. I really can't understand. How can- how. Ugh. I don't know how to explain it. What if you let a straight guy write letters with a few people he didn't know the name or gender of and he falls in love with a guy? Even though he always liked girls and never boys? Or doesn't the mind and body react? And dose it have to do anything with sexual attraction? Or is it just about love? Like, I like kissing you way more then Rachel and you are more, appealing to me then Rachel are. So does that mean I'm gay? Or am I bi? I just have no idea.'' Blaine laid his head down at the table and Kurt really, really wanted to help him but he wasn't sure how. He moved closer to Blaine until he could take Blaine's hand.
''I can't answer that. You're the only one who can answer that and I wanna help you but I can't, I'm sorry.'' Blaine looked up at Kurt again, first looking a little sad, then smirking. He sat up straight and turned to Kurt.
''Well, maybe there are some ways you could help me.'' The tone of Blaine's voice made Kurt's heart beat very fast, because if this means what he hoped, well.
Blaine leaned closer to Kurt, and if Kurt thought Blaine was close before he was very close now.
"Oh really? I would love to help." Kurt didn't knew where those words came from, but judging by the look on Blaine's face he wasn't complaining at all. And then Blaine kissed him again. Blaine's hand went up to cup Kurt's face and Kurt's both hands went to Blaine's hair. Blaine kissed him hard and Kurt collected powers to kiss him back. He felt Blaine's lips part and he could feel Blaine's toung against his lower lip, almost like he was asking for permission. Kurt parted his lips and let Blaine's tongue in. And then Kurt's tongue joined Blaine and well, it was really hot. Kurt noticed ( very much ) what a good kisser Blaine was. Well, he had actually never kissed anyone else but he was pretty sure Blaine should get some medal for his kissing.
Blaine slipped his arm around Kurt's waist and tried to drag him closer and Kurt was sure that if Blaine would try to get him closer he would end up in Blaine's lap. Once again, he wouldn't really complain, but it would be a little awkward.
They pulled apart and stared at each other, Kurt's hands still in Blaine's hair and Blaine's hand still on Kurt's face and his arm still around his waist.
"We-we maybe s-should move to the living room." Blaine said the last five words very quickly, but Kurt got them and nodded quickly. They ( sadly ) released each other and walked to the living room. Kurt sat down first, then Blaine came too. And as soon they had sat down Blaine attacked Kurt's month.
"M-maybe we should c-cool of." Blaine managed to pant out. He was laying on top of Kurt, but he had pulled back.
"Yeah, g-good idea." Kurt answered a little breathless. Blaine sat up and climbed of Kurt, falling down next to him. He couldn't really find a comfortable position and it seemed like Kurt couldn't either. ( It had nothing to do with the fact that their pants were a little too tight and uncomfortable. Nothing at all. )
They laid there in a comfortable, little awkward, silence. And they were clooling off. Kurt tried to think of the most unsexy things he could think about. Like Rachel Berry and dead fishes. And thinking of Rachel made him think of something.
"Blaine, are we going to talk about that you just cheated on your girlfriend? And you did it yesterday too?" Blaine groaned and Kurt understood that he was feeling bad. But Kurt couldn't really be sad, he had just made out with the guy he had been in love with for about five months. He didn't feel that bad for Rachel Berry.
"Do we have to talk at all? Can't we just lay here?" Blaine asked and Kurt nodded hoping Blaine would see. "And, if you don't mind, maybe cuddling?" Blaine continued, looking very nervous. Kurt was speechless. First making out with Blaine, then cuddling? It had to be a dream. And he never wanted to wake up.
"Yeah, that would be great." Kurt swore that Blaine's smile could cure cancer and make flowers bloom even now. Kurt moved closer to Blaine, resting on his chest. Blaine wrapped his arms i over Kurt's stomach, holding him tight. Then a though crossed his mind, but he didn't wanna talk. He just wanted to lay here, like Blaine said.
Yay fluff and a quarter smut. Sorry if I sucked with describing the kiss. Not my strongest side.
And just some news! Today: 5 years ago we brought home our dog! Tomorrow: New Night Vale and TRXYE! DYING! The 16th: My birthday! Wiii! The 18th: School again. The 23: DOCTOR WHO LIVE IN A CINEMA.
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Until next time! Goodnight Night Vale, goodnight!
