I'M SORRY AGAIN.
I'm such an idiot, I'm sorry. I have no motivations for this and it makes me feel awful. I don't know why, the part that comes up now is the things I usally love reading and writing, but the upcoming parts are the ones I'm exited for. I hope. I have their whole future planned out and how it's gonna end, that was how I started this story, by coming up with the end. Oh well. Maybe some reviews would make me more exited? Plus, I feel so disconnect with the glee fandom. I still read much fanfics and come up with ideas in my head but I'm much more into Welcome to Night Vale right now, and you know, Cecilos.
Oh well.
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School. Long story short, Kurt was not exited.
He knew school would be different without Blaine. It wasn't like they actually talked during school ( which he had tried to convince both himself and Blaine that he had no problem with and it didn't hurt him at all ) but it was nice having him there. But he still had the glee club, so that was at least something.
Meeting Cooper had been, odd. He was aware that the older brother existed and that Blaine didn't like talking about him but he didn't know why. But the first thing that had happened was awkward silence, some talk and later an argument. Kurt had then silently slipped out. And outside he met Blaine's mother who stared at him, looking shocked and a little... scared? He wasn't sure.
Cooper Anderson wasn't the best big brother.
He loved Blaine, but he just wasn't sure how to show his love for him, they were to different people. Blaine was a smart kid, he was great at singing and dancing too, but Cooper just didn't know how so motivate him. He kind of felt like sometimes he just crushed Blaine's spirit. He had met Blaine's girlfriend, and well, she was a little bitchy. And she just didn't seem like the type Blaine would date, and that included his friends. They were not Blaine at all. Blaine was a sweet guy, not a jerk like them.
He didn't really know Kurt, but he seemed more like a person Blaine would hang out with then the jocks at their school. Kurt seemed polite and he wasn't rude when Cooper stumbled in. Before they had really noticed him they looked really happy hanging with each other and from what Cooper had heard Kurt had been there when Blaine got injured. So Cooper hoped they would stay friends because Blaine seemed really happy. And with their family Blaine could really use a close friend, because soon they would have to tell him.
Cooper knew they would have to tell Blaine, even if no one was feeling really exited for it. It wasn't their fault that they had some bad blood in their family. Their dad didn't even know about it when he got together with her, but their mom knew it was the right thing to tell him.
She was even more worried now.
Kurt was a copy of his mom, she could see that so clear. She knew they should have moved out from Ohio but Johan had work here and they had a nice life and she just couldn't. It wasn't fair that a thing that she wasn't even involved in would have an impact on their life. So they stayed. They didn't know it would be like this, that Blaine would become friends with Elizabeth Hummels son. They couldn't have understood that! Regina wondered how Blaine would feel when he told him, if he would tell Kurt or if he would not. Regina didn't want Blaine to lose his friend, now his life seemed so great. He had a nice girlfriend, good grades, he was popular and now he had a new friend that was a nice guy. She really didn't want to bring this down at him, but she didn't have a choice.
Johan was getting slightly suspicious over his wifes behaviour. She was worried about Blaine's friendship with Kurt Hummel. Johan understood her worry, he was Elizabeth Hummels son after all and it would get tricky as soon as Blaine found out but if felt like something deeper.
When he first had met Kurt he hadn't had a good day and been really rude and that was not so very good, but he had tried to make it up by being nice to Kurt later. He hoped it had helped, he didn't want Blaine's friends to not like him. And he had suspected that Kurt might be, well, a little more then a friend to Blaine...
Blaine had no idea what was going on around him.
His brother had been so nervous they had started arguing, his dad have been trying his best to impress Kurt and he had no idea what was up with his mom. And Solivan had just been worried about him. They had all been there and now they were and getting some things in the cafeteria and before they went this all hit him. They had all been acting odd and he was kind of freaked out by this. Because what.
Kurt was also being strange but at least he had a reason. They had not talked about what had happened but Blaine was still freaked out. No matter how many times he thought about he couldn't figure out what was going on with him and his feelings. And he was strongly considering breaking up with Rachel, he had cheated on her after all, she deserved some better even if she was kind of annoying.
"Blainey?" At the door, Solivan was peaking in at him.
"Hey Soli, come in!" He said, trying to hide the fact that he had been pretty annoyed for just a moment ago. She came in and went to the chair next to him and sat up on it.
"Where are mom, dad and Cooper?" Blaine asked as Solivan leaned on the bed.
"I don't know. After I was done eating I slipped away." She simply answered and Blaine smiled at his little sister.
"And what if they worry about you?" Blaine teased but Solivan just shrugged.
"Well, then they will look for me." Blaine nodded, his sister understood normal logic at least. She would be nine in about a half year from now and for Blaine that was unbelievable. She still felt like six, but sometimes she had her momets of grown upness.
"Blainey, do you love Kurtie?" Woah, what?
"W-what?" Blaine stutterd out because he was not ready for that!
"Do you love Kurtie? Like mommy and daddy do?" Okay she knew what she was talking about but Blaine had no idea.
"I-I, I..." What was the honest answer to this question? Did he have a honest answer even? He wasn't so sure.
"I don't know sweetheart."
Was this awful? I don't know.
Three more weekends and I'll be done with the play, so then I'll probably have more time. Like the whole weekends.
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