Dudes and dudettes, let my present: THE NEW CHAPTER! XD
No, seriously. A weird, short chapter.
Chapter 9 – Organizing thoughts
HAZEL
Hazel didn't want to think.
But after everything that happened, there wasn't much to do. Her thoughts had been swirling around in her head, waiting for attention, but it had been too much to do. She hadn't really realized that she needed this time to think, and sometimes the only thing she wanted was to really think through all of it, but now… Well, it was time to clean up the mess in her head and organize the thoughts.
Hazel took a deep breath.
She hated doing this. Since she took Leo to that flashback, summoning it on purpose, she tried to do that more and more. Now, she could disappear in to her thoughts whenever she wanted. Literally go in in her thoughts.
"You need to do this, Levesque. Come on." Hazel said. And then she did it.
Hazel was standing in a… What was it? It wasn't a room. The only think you could see was winds, swirling winds in different colors.
She knew these winds were her thoughts. If you looked really closely at the winds, you could see that they were playing a movie, a memory.
Hazel watched the memories carefully, trying to find the ones she needed.
A swirling wind played the memory when she had been helping Leo with his scrolls. She touched it and dragged the memory so it was in front of her. She did the same thing to all the other memories that was about Leo and the ones about Frank.
Then she started to compare.
"I can't choose between you two!" Hazel screamed desperately. The winds swirled in together and just created a blur of smiling, uncertain and blushing faces.
"Hazel! Hazel, wake up! What happened?!"
Slowly Hazel opened her eyes and tried to see who was standing over her. It was Frank.
"Are you okay? What happened? I thought you didn't have any more flashbacks!"
Hazel felt like her brain was a soggy, messy chaos of memories and thoughts. She tried to say:
"I'm fine."
Carefully Frank helped her sit up. He looked really worried.
"What happened?"
Hazel sighed. She couldn't tell Frank. It was all about him, and that was why he was the one who absolutely shouldn't know.
"Nothing. I fell asleep. Been a strange day."
"Nothing?! Hazel, you can tell me. Why are you having flashbacks again?"
"I'm NOT having flashbacks!" Hazel said angrily. "And you shouldn't care! Just because we are together in a relationship it doesn't mean I have to tell you everything!"
Hazel regretted the words as soon as they slipped out form her mouth. Frank blinked, looking shocked.
"I guess not, but isn't that what's most important in relationships? Trust?"
He left her feeling so guilty she almost cried.
I am so sorry that it is so short and boring! I'm quite busy, but I think next chapter (which probably comes tomorrow) will be better. Just hang on!
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