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She had made breakfast, while she heard the shower running. It was taking everything in her not to just go into the bedroom and jump him. Why wasn't she again? Oh, that's right because they at least needed to talk about a few things first. Once it was talked about? Well, she wasn't holding back anymore. So much time had been wasted on waiting before, when feelings could have perhaps been said, when she could have admitted her feelings to either regeneration, instead of playing games. A shake of her head as she slid the pancakes onto a plate, she moved out of the kitchen for a moment. On the coat hangers rested both their jackets. She moved there for a moment, A small smile escaped as she looked at both the leather jackets. Her hand reached out and stroked his jacket for a moment. God, that jacket brought back so many memories. And one clear one running through her mind, the word Run the first time they met. It changed her entire world, had caused her to see so many things. Flashes of this specific man ran through her head, from the word run, all the way to the moment in the TARDIS when he'd regenerated and things had changed once more.
It was true, she'd picked leather for her jacket, for him. For her it had represented the beginning of an adventure, a life that could never truly be left behind. How could it be, when she felt as if she touched the skies, the stars, and most of all, found a man she truly realized she couldn't live without. It felt like she had a piece of her Doctor with her the whole time. Even after he regenerated, she'd always missed her Northern Doctor, with his leather, his ears, the way he smiled with that grin overtaking his face. The man who'd asked her twice, now of course she knew why. But he had no idea what it'd done for her, to live a life with him, to run for their lives, to get a chance to see things most people couldn't dream of. Now she had him back and it was just blowing her mind that this was happening at all. How did she get this lucky?
One more touch to his jacket as she remembered the many nights she'd fallen asleep holding onto it. Some nights? She'd cried into it, a specific night in particular, the moment of Madame DE Pompadour She knew the Doctor was the same man, had the same memories, but sometimes, in the deepest part of her, she had wanted her Doctor back. The one who held all the pain in those gorgeous blue eyes, smiled those manic smiles to hide the pain, always trying to keep her close and push her away, yet revealing things to her, things he would have never revealed to anyone else, the man who'd held her hand in a dungeon in Cardiff, proclaiming that he was so glad to have met her, the one who'd held her so tightly after they'd met that Dalek in Utah, the man she'd danced with for hours on the TARDIS after they'd rescued Jack. The adventures seemed so far away, yet so close at the same time. Now? She had him back and she didn't even know where to begin. Half of her was screaming out to go, go touch him now, the other half, wanting to explain what she had seen, to find out about what he had been through without her. She knew he'd had more companions and she would always be grateful for that. She'd always wanted to tell him to do that.
Any thoughts she would have continued to have, were erased when she heard the Doctor enter the kitchen. She turned, embarrassed at him seeing her stroke his jacket that way. It didn't help that he came out, shirtless, wearing only his boxers. How could she help the flush that had appeared? And it only got worse when she caught the look in his beautiful blue eyes.
It was longing,desire, lust, awe and wonder. Wonder at what? Was he still surprised they found each other after all this time? She truly was. She'd expected her brown eyed, messy haired, hyperactive Doctor. She had truly given up on seeing this Doctors face again, once she'd finally been able to make contact in her original universe. "Doctor..." Just his name came out as she moved towards him. Breakfast, talking, anything else was swept away from her mind as she stared at him. She stopped in front of him, only for him to continue his movements and pull her to him, hands on her hips, pulling her body flush against his. A low sigh escaped her lips at the contact.
He lowered his head, pressing his lips against hers. It wasn't a chaste kiss at all, it was all desire, need, longing and want. They had waited too long to waste another moment and it seemed they had both come to the conclusion that no more time was to be wasted. She wrapped her arms around his neck, sinking deeper and deeper into the kiss. She pressed herself as close to him as she could, a low groan escaping as he nipped at her lip. "Oh God..Doctor..."
He broke the kiss, only to press his lips to her neck for a few moments. It didn't matter that they were now in the kitchen, that breakfast was getting cold. All that mattered was that they were together, here and now. His hands were on her hips, pulling her so close that she couldn't have moved even if she had wanted to and his hands were all over her now, pushing her back just enough so he could get rid of her top, her hands moving over his chest, loving the fact that she finally had her hands on him like this.
Any thoughts she'd been having were swept out of her mind then when he picked her up, depositing her to sit on the counter, those wonderful hands of his moving to pull her pants off, leaving her in just her underwear on that counter. Not that she cared, but she pulled him closer, moving to relieve him of his boxers. "Doctor..." It's all she could get out in this moment, as her fantasies, her deepest hidden (or attempted to be hidden) desires come out now that she had him here with her. She heard him say her name, a groan escaping as her hand moved to finally touch him. He's fully erect, showing just how much he wants this. She needs him and he needs her and she'd never thought this would happen in her life.
His hands are running all over her, caressing her breasts, his mouth on hers again. She nipped at his lip, grinning when she heard that deep moan escape his lips, it sent a thrill all the way through her, turning her on even more. She wrapped her legs around him again, nudging him even closer again, so that he was fully pressed against her, though she felt overdressed as she felt his erection pressed against her core. She broke the kiss then, moaning. "Doctor, need you..." She paused as a groan escaped from her as he pressed towards her. "In..me now." And she did, otherwise all this touching and kissing was going to push her over the edge.
He let out a dark chuckle then. "Rose Tyler, the things I am going to do to you...I have waited too long for this." He broke away from her touch, moving so that he could remove her panties then and tossed them over his shoulder. He kneeled, pushing her back gently so that her head rested on the wall, moved her legs so that the were hooked around his shoulder, and gently pressed his tongue lightly into her warm, worshiping her slowly, so very slowly, dragging cries and moans of pleasure out of her, especially as he found the hidden treasure he was seeking, her moans and cries escaping her lips. All she could manage to do was scream his name out again and again as he sent her into an orgasm. She cried and screamed as he did, tears falling as this moment felt like something she'd waited her entire life for and honestly she had. It was her Doctor, loving her, touching her.
And then he rose, kissing her passionately, as if he was a dying man getting his last request. She pressed against him as he stepped closer, and those dark blue eyes looking at her had changed color, taking on a darker tone, seduction written across his face. He was sex and love, want and passion wrapped up in one package. Love and desire was clearly written on his face as he eased inside her, letting her get accustomed to his size, even as he stretched and filled her. Her arms were around his neck again as she sat up a bit, pressing herself against him, watching every reaction on his face. She didn't want to lose the look he had as he thrust into her, over and over again, driving her wild. She threw her head back finally, letting out a yell as she orgasmed again, her nails digging into his back as he continued his movements. Her hands moved from his back to grasping his behind, encouraging his movements and she moved again so that she could nip at his ear and whisper. "Come for me, my Doctor, come for me..."
And then he groaned, his own yell escaping as he orgasmed. And then they were there, her arms wrapped around him, his forehead on her shoulder as they calmed down from the events, still in the kitchen, the breakfast still on the table. None of it mattered except the feeling that everything was so right in the universe. She was his and he was hers. She could barely believe it, honesty.
"I love you Rose Tyler." And hearing him whisper those words into her ear? She knew it was truth, she had her Doctor and it was Rose Tyler and The Doctor together...just as it should be.
After the impromptu moment in the kitchen, they'd both redressed and now had pancakes that she'd reheated in front of them. Not much in the way of talking was happening, she was busy staring at him, a big grin on her lips as she replayed those last moments before he broke the silence.
"Alright Rose, I guess we can start with what you've been up to since we were separated." A ghost of a smile appeared, thinking about losing her was not settling well for him. He didn't want to think about it ever happening again, in any way shape or form.
She took a bite of her pancake and then started to speak. "At first, Doctor, I was useless. Mum couldn't get me to get out of bed, to do anything. I cried, yelling that it wasn't fair and it wasn't until Mickey gave me a what for. He reminded me that you'd wanted me to have a fantastic life, that I was to do that for you. I realized he was right. I couldn't sit and have self pity. I didn't need to go to school, Torchwood wanted to hire me right away with all the experience I had, but I went and got my A-levels, I wanted to be proud of myself again. If I couldn't be out there saving the universe, I wanted to at least make a difference right here and right know you know? My dad paid the way, saying I deserved the best of everything." She let out a small smile.
He himself was glad to know she had hopefully got along with Pete regardless if he had been to man to be there when she was born, she deserved the best, but she was still speaking and he wasn't going to interrupt. "I didn't need as much as I thought, I ended up graduating early, seemed I had picked up a lot more knowledge then I thought I Had travlin' with you. So, once done, I took a spot with Torchwood, on the field. We handled hostile aliens, any aliens that could show up. We get a lot more here then we did in the other universe. This one is farther ahead technologically then ours was. I proved my worth, because more then a few species that we'd handled, ended up here and I knew what to do and not to do from our experiences. I got promoted and now I'm Director Tyler. I handle alien negotiations, pretty much if anything lands here, I get to decide what we do. Though some people think its just because I'm Pete's daughter, which was hard to explain, seeing as I appeared out of nowhere." She chuckled, taking a sip of her water.
"Rose Tyler, I am proud of you. A-Levels, A director at Torchwood, Alien Negotiations, travlin' to Parallel worlds, look at you." And he was. He'd always known Rose was special, that she could handle things that no one else could, but looking at her, he couldn't believe just how much she had changed from the girl he knew to the women sitting in front of him. "So, tell me how did you handle the stars going out?"
And she told him, how one day they had started to notice things weren't right. Rickey and she debated on what to do, until they realized there wasn't much they could do on their own. They had to go back to the original universe, which they'd been working on, but she'd been afraid to try and open the void back up and risk two universes. As much as she had wanted to come back, it wasn't worth risking everyone. Once they realized it was weaking, they realized travel was possible and a fight had broken out over who should try and find him first. She'd pointed out that he wasn't likely to just believe some random stranger knew her, so they'd let her do it.
"That was the worst. Jumpin' into different universes. I ran into so many different versions of you. Some had never met me, some I'd said no both times you asked, a few I'd died on some adventure or another, but the worst.." She paused staring at him and it hurt his heart to see that look on her face, agony was what it was, as if she didn't want to relive that moment.
"I ran into a parallel you, that had lost me on the game station. Bad Wolf killed me. " She rubbed her face. "He still had your face too and it killed me when I had to listen to him. He gave me hell for tyin' to find you. Told me I was better off in my universe, the stars goin' out be damned. It didn't matter, I'd be safe in my universe. He and his Rose had been together since Downing Street and losin' her killed him." He reached across the table, taking her hand, her words striking a chord deep down in his heart. There was no way he could have handled her loss either, his regeneration could because he'd been born out of love, out of a profound sacrifice and he knew Rose was safe, even if it wasn't with him. But him? It would have torn him apart if he'd not been able to save her that day.
"oh Rose, I'm so sorry..." He kissed her hand, just taking in how hard that must have been for her.
"I...it'd been the first time I'd seen your face since you'd regenerated and it killed me so deeply to see you in all that pain. He yelled at me something fierce. He kept callin' me a stupid ape for risking my life and I couldn't really say anything back. I couldn't imagine the pain he was going through and eventually he helped me figure out how to get back to my universe, that he wanted me to be happy and if finding the right you was so important, he'd not let me die in the process." She paused, standing up out of her chair and moving over to him, settling herself into his lap as she continued to speak. He stayed quiet as she explained how she'd ended up in the right universe, always missing him. One time she'd seen Jack jump onto the TARDIS and it dematerialized, she'd been so very close, but he was so thankful she'd not been around for the Master. He almost wanted to shudder when he thought about how much he could have hurt her if that had happened.
"And then we ran into each other and I knew I was on the right road." He had to smile hearing that. He'd run into her on a far off planet, it had been uninhabited and his mind brought back that memory so fast, now that he was able to remember exactly what had happened.
He'd been exploring the planet, taking in the purple grass, the orange sky above. It had no life on it, except for animals and it was just what he needed since he'd been turned down by Rose in London. It'd stung more then he thought it would have, being turned down like that. He'd expected her to say yes, but she'd decided to stay with her useless lump of an ape. But that was interrupted by a very interesting sound. He turned, surprised to see Rose Tyler standing in front of him. What surprised him most was how different she'd looked. Gone was the 19 year old women he'd left behind. This Rose was all grown up, holding a weapon and looking about warily until her eyes landed on his.
"Shit." Was all she said and he had to raise a brow at that.
"What? What are you doing here, are you really following me."
She laid the weapon down, letting out a sigh. "Answer me two questions please? Just before I start talking and reveal something I shouldn't? One, am I traveling with yet, and Two, if I am...I'm not here am I. I don't want the reapers to appear or something horrible to happen because of it."
He just gaped at her for a moment, she was sure of herself and just handling this like it was no big deal. "Why would you be traveling with me? You said no back in that alley. You didn't want to come with me. You chose Rickey."
She stared at him and then spoke. "You came back and added in It travels in time. I came then. I said no because I was scared, but when you came back, I felt worthy of something like that." She hadn't moved closer yet, instead she seemed to hold herself as if she wasn't going to come anywhere near him, like she was scared to touch him.
"I don't ask twice Rose, why would I?" He pondered that though and realized maybe this event right here happened and he'd changed him mind. "And what are you doing then if you're traveling with me. I wouldn't be stupid enough to let me come find me."
She laughed bitterly. " Not travlin' with you anymore Doctor. Not that we don't want to be, but something happened and I'm trying' to find the right you before it gets worse." She looked brokenhearted and defeated for a moment. "And I keep finding the wrong you. No matter what I do, it feels like I'm not getting any closer and this..." She lowered her voice and added a part in. "Is particularly disheartening I never thought I'd see this you again."
She said this him? Then he regenerated? And she stayed with him? Not everyone could handle that particular Time Lord trick and this one had handled it and was sad to see him? "I regenerated didn't I? Thats why you look sad."
She nodded for a moment, leaning against a tree, sighing. "Alright Rose Tyler, tell me everything. I can make myself forget this until the right time appears. Tell me why you look like you've been through the ringer."
She shook her head for a moment. "You'll forget this all? How will you know to come back to get me then?"
He explained that he could leave that thought behind, that he'd remember that much. So she agreed and he sat and listened to her whole story, utterly surprised at the utter devotion she had to him from the moment she came on board. What had he done to deserve it when he'd messed her entire world up. A missing year, looking into the vortex, Madam DE Pompadour, Satan? Cybermen, Daleks, all of that and she was still fighting to get him? How on earth had he deserved that.
By the time the story was done, he just wanted to give her a hug and he ended up doing so. She clung to him, crying at this point and he couldn't blame her. A parallel universe, traveling multiple ones in search of the Doctor she needed, fighting to find the right time, being close on a few occasions. It wasn't pretty.
Finally he spoke again and she stared at him as he talked. "Rose Tyler, you are fantastic. You are brave and strong to do all of this. Not many could handle this and yet here you are. Fighting this battle everyday, getting done what needs done and trying to not destroy the universe. You're almost there Rose, don't give up home."
She hugged him back, wiping tears away and then let go, stepping back. "I have to go find the later you now. I have to do this." She took a deep breathe, holding back all she wanted to do, at least it looked that way, until she darted forward, pressing her lips to his for a moment and then backed away, pressing the button and disappearing from his sight once more.
He took a moment to soak it all in. He loved her eventually, he could tell when he heard the stories, the look on her face. He finally stood up, letting himself erase everything but going back for Rose Tyler in his head.
His thoughts cleared and he shook his head, wondering why he hadn't told Rose it traveled in space. Once in the TARDIS he set his directions and headed back, making sure to add that in. And the rest was history pretty much.
He sent her a smile, hand running up and down her back. "Rose, you did an amazing job. You are fantastic. No one else could pull this off quite as well as you did, you know that right?"
She grinned at him as he said that, asking what he'd been through. She almost wanted to cry when she heard about him having to be human, forgetting everything, though he mentioned drawing her in his journal, gasping and wanting to hold him when he talked about the Master, about Martha leaving because he hadn't treated her correctly, Donna appearing again and everything up to the moment they saw each other again. Her poor Doctor. It was never easy for him and she could only hope that perhaps now? They could have some sort of peace in their lives now. She stroked her hand through his hair, not that he had much at the moment, but she loved how he looked at this moment. Her Doctor. The one she had looked into the Time Vortex for. They still had so much to discuss, but really hadn't they done enough for the day. They both needed time to adjust, and they needed to get into Torchwood and go shopping.
She stood up then, grabbing his hand. "Well, I think it's time to head to Torchwood and then Doctor? We're going shopping. I know it's too domestic for you...but that doesn't matter. You cant only have one outfit anymore." She leaned into him, pressing a kiss to the side of his neck and grinning as he gripped her a bit tighter.
"I hate shopping Rose." Was all he said as he took her hand, squeezing it as they headed towards the door. She paused, grabbing her leather jacket. It worked with her outfit. Black pants, a white top and plain black shoes. Shrugging it on, she took a moment to see her Doctor without his leather, enjoying the sight, but there was something so sexy about him with that leather jacket on. A grin appeared on her lips then and she pulled him to him by the lapels of his jacket, lightly bit his lip and kissed him and then headed for the door, trying to remind herself that they had things to do.
"Just think what can come after shopping Doctor?"
A/N-So, yes, they were supposed to be doing other things. Alas, reviews and my muse demanded...other things..
A/n- And this...my lovelies, first sex scene. Hopefully it was good!