The nails in his back were digging deep enough that they brought a loud groan from Rin and he ended up staring openly at Haru. He had a feeling he knew what he was hitting and kept doing it, even pausing slightly to rub the head of his cock against the area. He teased the other as much as he could, panting at the feeling that was encompassing him.
"H-haru, getting close," he breathed. Rin didn t know how much longer he was going to be able too hold out. Honestly, he found that he loved feeling Haru like this, especially when he was fairly sure it was the only contact they could actually have. Rin didn t know how long something like this would legitimately stay around for.
Rin held on tightly to Haru and found his hips moving almost uncontrollably once again. He was so close that Rin couldn t exactly keep himself under control anymore and he wanted all he could produce with Haru. Rin wanted to savor this but his body couldn t hold on much longer. I ll always be here. I m not leaving this area, he whispered. I ll never leave here.
Haru s body was already tingling all over, he was already so close but as Rin intentionally (or so it seemed) rubbed his cock into that spot repeatedly. Haru lost any control as his body shuddered and his cock came even without being touched.
He could barely registered Rin s whispered promise but somehow he heard those words. He heard the promise. Rin would stay. He would have Rin at his side and Haru simply smiled at this as his body was in a euphoria he had never felt before.
Why hadn t he just told Rin how he felt before he died? The irony that he had been planning to just before Rin died was hard to swallow. Haru bit his lip as he brushed that thought aside.
He knew Rin was close because he was at least coherent enough to registered those words and he groaned with every thrust. Rin was relentlessly giving him. But he understood. He felt the fear too. What if this was the only time they could be this intimate? It was weird that they even could as if some force had taken pity on them and allowed it.
Thinking this, Haru held onto Rin s shoulders and lifted himself up as Rin was still thrusting into him and he knew his body couldn t take much more. Rin. He hugged the redhead, pulling their bodies closer together. Rin let go and cum for me
Rin shifted slightly, his heavy wings thumping against the wall next to them while Rin was attempting to give Haru exactly what it was that he wanted. He wrapped his arms around Haru and let himself relax just a bit now that he was able to do so.
The angel whined and rested his head on Haru s shoulder before he emptied into him, moaning his name and squeezing the other closely to his chest. Clearly, Rin was surprised by the action and tried to rest against Haru but he didn t want to leave him. The pit of his stomach dropped slightly and Rin didn t let go for a second.
Even though he d just came, Rin was tense as a bowstring, his muscles not budging one millimeter. Haru I just had a thought. If there are angels, like me, then won t there be some other things too? I mean I don t know what it would be but
His hold tightened again and Rin sighed, shaking his head. He really didn t know what he would do.
Even if Rin was dead, the cum still felt warm and it was a bit strange but Haru had never experienced it before so he had no clue. It was over and he could feel Rin s cock sliding out of him as he hugged the redhead closer. The small fear that Rin could be gone any moment would not leave his mind.
"Probably? You mean like demons or something?"
But then again for all the two of them knew, other creatures like that could all be made up by man. Angels were real because Rin is one but other things Haru had his doubts about.
"Are you curious to know?" Haru asked as he nuzzled against Rin s neck and squeezed him a bit in the hug.
"You know I am a bit afraid to let go of you and I keep thinking you are just going to vanish at any moment .I mean I can see you now and I can sure as hell fell you but ."
Haru sighed and held Rin tighter. It was so unlike him to be so clingy but this situation wasn t exactly normal and he was in love with Rin.
"Yeah, just kind of worried about that kind of thing. Hopefully just being here will protect you from anything," he hummed. "No, I don t think I want to know but if one does show up, I ll fight them off of you, I promise."
Rin held onto Haru, feeling the same way, and frowned, pressing his face against Haru s with a soft sigh. He didn t want this to be temporary. It wasn t fair to them to simply fade away again but Rin was dead, his body was buried. This was mostly the end.
"I know what you mean. I I should have told you before anything happened. I didn t know it was going to happen like that. I just thought that maybe I would have more time than I ended up with." His wings moved up to encase them, trying to find some way to help Haru to come to terms with Rin being gone.
He kissed him and frowned. Maybe I can find a body to get into? Like maybe just someone in a coma that I can take them over?
Should haves and could haves and all the regrets, it made Haru feel a lump in his throat. At least, at least you re here now .. Haru mumbled before holding Rin tight and sighing. He had a bad feeling and he didn t like it.
He wanted to keep Rin with him forever or as long as possible but what was happening was anything but normal. Anything but ..
Rin was an angel of all things and he was dead and gone but yet he was here. He was holding Haru and he felt so warm as if he was still ..still alive.
"I love you." Haru felt he needed to say it again, he pressed his lips to Rin s forehead and soon sighed. "I really do hope you can stay with me somehow "
The thought of Rin in someone else s body was not something Haru had contemplated but if it worked, it would be nice. It wouldn t look like Rin but he was pretty sure they were soul mates and maybe that was the reason that he could see Rin and feel Rin.
He nodded and held onto Haru as tightly as he could. He didn t know how much longer this was going to end up continuing. Rin kissed along Haru s neck and smiled after he pulled back, feeling Haru s soft lips on his forehead. Thank you so much, Haru I love you too.
There was a part of him that prayed he could be in another body for Haru but Rin could already feel a weakness in his limbs that hadn t been there before hearing Haru telling him he loved him. Frowning, Rin thought he knew what it meant and curled up against Haru, his wings still surrounding them.
During the night, the redhead watched Haru while he was sleeping and kept playing with his hair. He could see himself becoming more transparent but he didn t stop even when it hurt to move. Rin whispered to Haru about all the things that he had wanted to do with him, everything that they could have done together, and kissed him numerous times.
It turned out to be in vain, his wings burst from his back and Rin was completely transparent, several dozen long and soft feathers resting on the bed around Haru. There was a distinct pain in Rin s chest but he didn t mind it, the dull ache made him smile bitterly and he smiled at Haru s form.
"You re so beautiful, Haru. I knew the second I laid eyes on you that you were the one for me, it was so new when I was younger that I didn t know those warm feelings in my chest were because I had found my home in you. I ll come back, I know I will, I don t know how but I ll find you again. We re connected and Haru? I love you so much."
Rin wiped the tears from his cheeks and gave a tiny whine, not wanting to leave. His time was up though.
While the sun was rising, Rin started to dissipate into light particles, leaving nothing but his own scent and the white feathers around Haru.
He didn t remember when he fell asleep, he felt peaceful as he did. Morning came too soon though, Haru woke and swore for a moment that he felt Rin s lips in him. He smiled to himself Rin But then he realized the bed was a bit cold, he slowly opened his eyes and gazed over the room. Rin wasn t there. He was simply gone, Haru wondered if he had been dreaming all this time.
Maybe, maybe the whole thing had been a dream and Rin Rin wasn t really dead. But as he realized he was still naked and there was a slight ache making it apparent that the shared intimacy the prior night was all too real. Haru jumped from his bed and looked all over his house.
But he didn t find Rin. The only proof that he had been there was his smell on Haru s bed and feather that must ve been from his wings. Rin? Rin .RIN! Haru screamed much like the day he was running after Rin before the relay. But this time, finding Rin didn t seem like it was going to happen.
Haru curled up on his bed and hugged his pillow close because it smelled like Rin. It smelled like last night and it was soon soaked as Haru held it too tightly. He he really was gone. He .he was really gone.
And this time, this time it felt more permanent. The feeling he had the night prior was like some warning and it was like some higher force had taken pitty on him and let him see the boy he loved so damn much but only for a short time. He was able to tell him he loved him. He was able to kiss him, hug him and hold him.
He was able to make love with him at least once. But no more ..
It was bittersweet. It was more than he could ask for at the same time. Perhaps wherever Rin is now, when Haru s life comes to an end. Perhaps he will once more see Rin again. This was all he had left, his hope to someday see Rin again.
His angel.
While the other was mourning the loss of the angel, there was a tiny white body on the windowsil, pecking the glass as it was preening pearly feathers. A tiny hoot and tilts of its head had the dove watching Haru.
Near him, the feathers on the bed ruffled slightly as a breeze slipped through the window, the bird cooing louder at him. It was a soft trilling noise, slightly muffled by the glass, but the bird was trying to get Haru s attention. There was a red string in its mouth, hanging on either side of it s beak.
Another loud trilling and the bird jumped at the sound of Makoto knocking on the door. Haru-chan? Haru-chan, you should come on out, it s almost time for school, he called. And with that, the dove slipped the little red string, tied in a bow, under the window to flutter in onto Haru s bed before taking off.
It seemed that life was simply going to go on without Rin in it.