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"How do you do it?", Emmett suddenly asked while I was resting my legs on their white leather couch.

"Do what?", I asked, confused.

"You know... Not kill on fullmoons?", he asked honestly, almost making fun of me.

"Well... I lock myself in tunnels before I transform and then I unlock after I'm back to normal", I explained hesitantely.

"Why can't you just crush the walls?", he objected.

"Well, I could but I sort of trace blood and stuff around the tunnels so I will be busy trying to hunt down there instead of breaking out", I answered.

"Smart", he said impressed.

Well, yeah... After years of practice you learn a thing or two.

"I don't have a choice. If I kill someone the volturi will come hunting me. I've escaped them once I'm not sure if I can do it twice", I said.

"You escaped the volturi?", Esme asked , walking into the room.

"They may be powerful but most of us plan escape-paths before we even move somewhere new just in case we would mess up. It's the safest way. I had planned a perfect escape that time and I managed to shake them off", I explained.

"It must be rough... Always having to run and plan how to esape", Emmett said, thinking out loud.

"It is", I whispered, very aware of that the entire family heard me.

"Can I ask you something?", I asked Alice once we were alone.

"Sure", she said.

"You said Edward lost his mate, how?", I asked. "You don't have to answer!", I added fast.

"No, it's okay. Edward's mate is human", she said.

"Human?", I repeated in shock.

"Yes, and he left her because he knew that eventually she will be turned into a vampire or die if he stays with her", she continued.

"How sad", I said honestly upset about this.

"Yeah, it is"

The next day was like hell suddenly came to earth. I couldn't even comprehend what was going on. I'd spent a few months with the Cullens now and heard their stories and they'd heard mine but I still didn't quite understand what was happening.

"What are we doing again?", I asked Emmett for what felt like the hundredth time.

"We are flying back to Forks because Rose accidentely made Edward believe that Bella was dead and now he's in Italy wanting to kill himself while Alice and Bella are trying to save him. We want to be back at Forks when they get there", he said.

"Okay", I said still sort of confused. "Do Forks have tunnels?", I asked eventually.

"Nope, not that I know of", Emmett said with a smirk.

"What?", I yelled. "What am I suppose to do?! Tomorrow is a fullmoon!", I continued, still screaming.

"Don't worry about it. We'll manage", he said calmly.

"Oh, fine . 'Don't worry about it', I guess I'll stop then", I said sarcasticly.

"We'll figure something out. Worst case scenario is that we have a big concrete cellar that we can keep you in. We'll just make sure you don't get out", Emmett said toatally relaxed.

"That's a horrible idea! It's hard enought alone, I don't need seven vampires to hurt me, I manage that very well on my own on fullmoons", I protested.

"I'm doomed, I might as well go to Italy now and turn myself in. What am I going to do? What if Aro find out about me in Alice's or Edward's mind? Did you even think about that?" I raged, fearing for my life.

"December, Aro will be focused on so many other things", Carlisle said.

"I hope you're right because otherwise you just signed my deathsentence.

"Okay, so have we figured something out yet? About the fullmoon I mean", I asked.

The fullmoon was tonight so I really wanted a way to manage this. Now.

"I think we'll have no choice but to keep you in the cellar for tonight", Jasper said.

"Really? Are you sure that's what you want? You'll all have to be on high alert. I might not be very smart in my werewolf form but trust me. I'm fast and I'm strong", I warned.

"That's why all of us will be there to make sure you don't get out or hurt anyone", Edward said.

"Just be careful, to me and to yourselves. The transforation is hard on the body without having vampires surrounding me and pushing", I said still not convinced.

"It will be fine, Dec. I can see it", Alice said and hugged me. All I could do was sigh in response.

It was time. It was the fullmoon. I was standing in the corner of the cellar and all the Cullen's were surrounding me. I took deep breaths, preparing for the pain that I knew was about to come.

Suddenly, my leg broke and twisted.

I couldn't help but scream.

After that and arm broke and the bones within it started reshaping.

I looked up to the family that I had come to love. They had never actually seen a transformation and the look on their faces showed pity and sorrow.

My spine started breaking and reshaping. I screamed, louder than before.

The hands grew bigger and claws started forming, my feet turned more wolf like and claws grew out there as well.

My jaw broke and my teeth changed. They got sharper and bigger.

My eyes got extremely darker and through this I could see the look on their faces.

It was something they'd never seen before. Something so horrid and crude.

I began to lose myself like I always did. The beast within me took over, it growled and clawed to come out. I had tried to keep it in so many times but each and every time the beast won. I didn't stand a chance.

I still felt the growing pain in every part of my body. Every inch ached and begged for something to just take the pain away.

The pain didn't fade but my consciousness did.

And suddenly I was lost. The beast had won once again.