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"How is she doing today?" James asked Dr. Matthews as he entered the clinic.
"She still doesn't remember name,her home,nothing at all." Dr. Matthews said.
"This must be so hard on to have an identity."James said,walking to the recovery room,thinking back to two days ago when she woke up not remembering anything about her nearly broke his heart to see the pain in her eyes when she couldn't recall a doctor called it amnesia.
"It's when a patient forgets everything they ever they they were they live." explained to him at the time.
"There is just no telling who she is or where she lived before you found her James." the doctor said simply.
Since then James had tried to help her remember anything but to no avail.

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As he reached the recovery room he took a deep breath before he turned the he entered she was sitting up in bed holding her head in her hands. "Another headache?" he asked,crossing the room to sit in the chair near the bed.
"Y-Yes" she stammered,as she closed her eyes tighter.
"I'll get the doc." James replied quickly,standing up to cross the room.
"N-No!" she replied quickly,"The medicine will just make me sleep again and I don't want that"
"Nah,ya been sleeping enough,huh." he said jokingly.
"You're right." she said trying to force a smile."I just wish these headaches would end"
"Once you're up and out of this bed you'll be felling even go outside."James said.
"That would be wonderful."she replied her mouth breaking in a upturn smile.
"As soon as the doc gives me the go ahead I'll take ya for a walk."James said,smiling for the time around her.
"You have a nice smile." she said simply.
"So do you, ma'm." as he returned the compliment.
She leaned her head against the headboard and drifted off to sleep.

As she drifted off she dreamed she was in an open field and soldiers were charging their horses at her with rifles had an overwhelming felling that it was her fault. Because she needed their help.
Then her dream switch to a different was dark wherever she was but there was a fire to keep her felt like a failure.
Like she let someone two hands place a blanket around her giving her shoulders a slight the first time she felt nothing could harm her.
She's on a train searching for has to find him before it's to she loses him for good.
She woke up squinting her eyes trying to adjust them to the sunlight coming through the she remembered her did it all mean.
Did it have something to do with her past? Where she lived? There were so many questions and no if she never remembered? Would this be it?
Was this all she was destined for?

A week later said she was well enough to leave the clinic.
James helped her get a room at the boarding house in was a small room with one window but it was big enough for her.
"How do ya' like your room?" he inquired as they took their walk out of town.
"Very well,thank you." she replied.
"It's probably not what you're used to." he said simply.
"What do you mean?" she asked,as she stopped walking to look at him.
"Well,it's your 's you was brought up with a lot of wealth or class." he said simply."Most people around here don't talk like that is all"
"I wish I could remember something." she said sadly.
"Maybe you are." he replied."Did ya' have anymore dreams lately"
"No, not since last week." she said quietly."I had the worst headache after that dream." she replied.
"Maybe you had a headache for a reason. Maybe it was a memory"
"But the dreams doesn't make any sense. None of the pieces fit." she said.
"Maybe they will in time."James said hopefully.
"My head is starting to hurt,James.I think I want to lie down for awhile." she said rubbing her temples.
"Sure,let's get ya' back." he said holding her elbow to steady her.
While walking back to town the headache lessened before she reach the boarding house.
"James, I need to think about getting a job." she said worried.
"We'll go looking tomorrow." he said simply.
"We?" she questioned.
"You don't know any people yet but I do.I could help ya' find a job"
Not wanting to be one to rely on people's kindness but seeing no way out of it on this one,she replied,"Thank you James,for saving my life and for helping me"
"You're welcome ma'm." he replied as he gently place a kiss on the back of her hand.