Chapter Two
WARNING: HP ISN'T MINE:( THE STORY AND NEW CHARACTERS ARE MINE:)
AUTHOR'S NOTE: SEE AUTHOR'S NOTE CHAPTER FOR THIS ONE.
Chapter Two
Fenrir's POV:
The hunting trip did nothing to help get my mind off of things. I was still thinking of Harry's death. Even after two years, I can still see his lifeless body covered in blood as if it just happened. I could still see the way his parents came running over, falling to their knees, taking him from my arms and crying their sons body. Damion's reaction was probably the worst though. He kept asking me why "mommy wouldn't wake up." it took him the rest of the day and through the night to quit crying when we had to tell him his mommy wouldn't wake up again.
"You know, if you keep thinking about that day you'll never be able to move on." Alex said pulling me out of my thoughts. I sighed and looked up at the sky from where we were sitting in the woods. We were just 10 minutes from the field, with two rabbits each and a huge buck laying between us, and neither of us were ready to go back yet. "I know it won't help me but I can't help it. Everyday only gets worse and the only thing that's keeping me from ending it is Damion." I told him and he looked at me sadly.
"Damion is a great kid, I'm still proud that you named me and Crystal as one of his Aunts and Uncles. And you know that him and Eric are best friends." Alex said and I looked back at him. "But, I don't think that Harry would like to see you like this. I understand you're in pain, his death was painful for me too. I looked at him as a little brother, and the pack loved him as their alpha female. So I can honestly say that if Harry were here right now he'd be hitting you upside the head for how you're acting." he said smirking.
I laughed a little and shook my head. "He probably would do that wouldn't he?" I said and looked at him again and smiled, "If he were here right now he'd probably be yelling at me about Damion not knowing more about himself and of Harry. He'd tell me that if it was me, that he'd make sure Damion knew as much as he could about me. And I want Damion to know about his mom. It's just, whenever I go to talk about him, my chest starts to hurt and my mouth refuses to let words out. I just don't know what to do anymore." I told him truthfully.
We were both quiet for awhile before Alex stood up and looked at me. "Well, why don't we both talk to him? That way you have support and he can learn about his mom through someone else's point of voice. What do you say?" he asked and I thought for a moment before I stood up and smiled at him, "That sounds like it would actually work. Let's get back, the pack's probably wondering when we'll be back with dinner right now." I told him, he nodded and picked up a rabbit and part of the buck while I followed his example.
We made it back to the pack and gave the food to Clair who said dinner would be ready within the hour. We thanked her and went to my den to talk to Damion. When we got there Damion was asleep on my side of the bed. I smiled at him. He really was the only thing that kept me going these days. I walked over to the bed and sat down and petted his hair. That's when I noticed he had tear streaks on his face and was holding something in his hands. I gently took it from him and looked at Alex who had a confused look on his face.
I opened up what looked to be a letter and read it. My eyes grew wider with each sentence I read. By the end of the letter tears were pouring down my face. I looked to Alex who looked concerned. I handed him the letter and went to the whole in the wall and looked in. Just like Harry had said all of the albums that I thought we had lost were there. I took them out and opened one them up. Smiling at each memory inside of it I came across.
Alex came over and picked one up and looked in it as well. He had tears in his eyes which meant he had read the letter too. Just then we heard a groan and I looked over at Damion. He was sitting up and rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. He looked at us and smiled, which faded when he saw the both of us crying.
"You read the letter didn't you?" he asked and we both nodded. He got out of bed and ran to me and wrapping his arms around me. I held him tightly and let him cry on my shoulder. After a few minutes he calmed down and pulled back a little and smiled at me. I smiled back and kissed his forehead.
"I guess now is as good of a time as any to talk to you." I told him and he looked at me confused. I sighed and looked at Alex, "Your dad and I were wanting to tell you about your mom, but that looks like it'll have to wait. Now, it looks like we'll have to explain why you more about why your mom told you to only trust the family when you go to Hogwarts." Alex said and Damion looked at me confused.
"I don't understand. I already know this Voldemort guy is after me and mom just said that some spies for Voldemort going to Hogwarts, what more is there to tell me? Is there another person trying to come after me?" he asked and I looked at Alex and he nodded his head.
"Actually Damion, there might be another person trying to get you. Mainly to hurt me, but you still need to be careful of him." I told him and he gave me a confused look. "OK? What's his name?" he asked, "His name is Dawn. He was apart of the pack until he hurt your mother and I kicked him out." I told him and his eyes got big. "How and why did he hurt mom?! I thought the entire pack loved mom?" he asked and I sighed.
"They do son, it's just, Dawn had this thought in his head that he was my mate. It obviously wasn't true but he wouldn't except that, so he cornered your mom and told him that he wasn't good enough for me and he'd ruin the pack. Your mom took it to heart and locked himself in the bathroom and cut himself." I told him and tears started to run down his face. "M-mom cut himself?" he whispered and I pulled him into a tight hug, "Ya he did. Aunt Crystal fixed him though. But, he had done it before loads of times to where that last time made it to where his wrist has no real skin on it, it was only scar tissue. But when he had woken up we had told him he couldn't cut anymore. That was the last time he cut himself." I whispered in his ear as he cried harder.
He pulled back and looked at me. "So, why do I need to be careful of him?" he asked, "You need to because for one, he maybe working for Voldemort and two, he may try to take you as his own son and/or use you to try and get me. So I need to be very cautious of him if you ever see him OK?" I asked and he nodded, I pulled him into a hug just as we heard the sound of someone apparating. We all ran outside, Damion behind me and Alex, to see who had apparated here.
When I saw who it was we relaxed and Damion ran to them.
"Grandpa Remus! Grandma Sirius!" he screamed and threw himself at them. They laughed and pulled him into a tight hug between them. They looked up as me and Alex approached and hugged us both.
"Do you have it?" I asked Sirius as we pulled apart. He nodded and turned to Remus who pulled out an envelope and turned to Damion.
"Damion, here is your Hogwarts letter. You go to meet the rest of your family tomorrow morning." Remus told him and turned to Alex with Eric's letter. They found out shortly after he turned human that he was a wizard and were very happy. Damion got the biggest smile on his face and ran to me.
"Dad look! My Hogwarts letter!" he said bouncing up and down happily. I laughed and hugged him. "I see that son, why don't we go pack for tomorrow morning." I told him. He nodded and ran towards the den with me, Remus and Sirius following him.
CHAPTER TWO DONE! SORRY IF IT'S TO LONG OR CONFUSING. I HONESTLY STARTED TO GET WRITERS BLOCK ABOUT THE SECOND PARAGRAPH. IF IT'S TO BAD PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I'LL TRY TO FIX IT.
