So here you go. Chapter 2 is finally here and this is a proper, full length chapter.

Previously, Narcissa has just found out that Bellatrix died in the Battle of Hogwarts. She hasn't dealt with the loss very well and thought she just heard Bellatrix say her name in the darkness of her room.

Just so you know, this chapter contains self harm and lesbian incest. To skip over the self harm, don't read the two paragraphs after it says 'How could she love me?'

You have been warned.

Chapter 2

- One Last Time -

I heard the voice once more. This time I was sure I heard it. My eyes blinked open and flooded with the darkness of the room. I sat up and looked around. As my eyes moved across the dim moon light that shone in from the crack in the curtain, a shadow appeared. My eyes tried to focus on the dark figure. Then the shadow spoke; 'Narcissa,' it breathed.
'Bellatrix, is that you?' My voice was a whisper.

The figure moved from the beam of light to my bed side and as it came closer, features started to appear. Dark brown eyes glistened as the light hit them. Then I noticed her scarlet red lips. It was Bellatrix.

'Bella! You're alive?' I said, but she didn't say anything in response. I felt her hand against my cheek and I let my eyes shut as she pressed her lips to mine.

I woke up.

As I realised that I was alone once again, tears flooded my eyes.

I cried until I couldn't breathe anymore, until I could hear my pulse in my head. I couldn't think anymore.

I threw my legs over the side of my bed and stepped lightly on the floor. I took slow steps to my bathroom and shut the door behind me. I walked over to the glass shower and turned it on, watching the steam fill the cold room. I reached up my back, pulled down the zip for my black silk dress and let it fall to the floor. I slipped off my black lace panties and my matching bra. I took a few steps over to my full length mirror and wiped some of the condensation away. I looked at myself. How could anyone love me? I thought. How could she love me?

I reached across to my sink and pick up the razor blade that sat on the side of it. I looked at it for a second before lowering it to my thigh. Before I could even think, I pressed the blade against my porcelain skin and pulled it towards my inner thigh. I watched as the droplets began to run down my leg, leaving a trail of dark red blood. I pressed the blade to my skin, gliding it across the surface again and again.

I looked up at myself in the mirror opposite and dropped the razor, hearing it hit the tile floor. I fell to my knees in front of my reflection, blood dripping onto the floor. I stared at myself as tears began to fall. I sat for several minutes before somehow getting to my feet and walking to the shower. The warm water felt hot on my pale skin after being exposed in the cool room.

I have no idea how long I was stood there with the water pouring over me, but when I went back into my room, the sun was rising. The pink tinted sky reflected in my bedroom. I sat on the edge of my bed wrapped in a white towel. For one second I stopped missing for a second Bellatrix and thought back on our time together. Remembering her made the pain of missing her easier. I thought about the last time we were both in this room together…

It was the night before the battle and I was sat in the living room reading a book when there was a knock at the door. I looked over to the clock and saw that it was 1am. I grabbed my wand and walked cautiously to the door. Another knock. I stood a few feet back from the door and whispered "Alohamora". The door swung open to reveal a dark hooded figure.

"Bellatrix… I know it's you…" I mocked.
"Agh… I thought I had you that time." She pushed back her hood and took a few steps forward, wrapping her arms around me and pulling me to her.
"Well you did scare me for a little while…" I stepped back from her. She looked happy with that.

"So, what are you doing here anyway? It's one in the morning you know."
"I just came to see you. Is that not aloud?" She shot me a cheeky smile before using magic to remove her cloak and hang it on the stand next to the door. Her dark curls bounced as she walked into the living room.

We talked for a while about normal sister things, our lives and our past. We remembered the nights we used to go out when we were younger and not remember anything the next day but we did know one thing that happened, considering we always woke up in bed together naked. Before long, we both knew what would happen, the same thing that always happened when Bellatrix Black came to stay.

Mid sentence, I was distracted by a hand that was gently caressing my thigh and as I looked up at my sister she looked away as if she was innocent, but she had a naughty smirk on her face. While she was looking away, I leant forward and bit her neck, soothing it gently with my tongue. I trailed kisses down her shoulder and across her chest. I stopped when I got to the top of her dress. "You know, you are really wearing too many clothes." I whispered against her skin.
"I was just thinking the same thing about you." Bellatrix replied. She pushed me so I was lying on the sofa and climbed onto me, straddling my waist. Her finger tips felt the fabric of my dress. "This isn't expensive is it?" she asked, but before I could answer she lowered her head to my chest and took the fabric in her teeth. She pulled away and the thin material ripped, revealing my heaving chest. She took each side of the ruined dress in one hand and continued to pull, tearing it all the way and exposing my body to her. The raven haired witch let her tongue explore my body while her fingers toyed with the red lace of my underwear.

I opened my legs slightly, showing her what I wanted but she was going to make me work for it, I knew she was. So without another thought, I pushed her off my waist, letting her land on her back. I pushed her skirts up with one hand as it brushed against her thigh, closely followed by my tongue. I rubbed her clit though her panties with two fingers as I bit down on her thigh, drawing blood. She moaned out of both pleasure and pain before she pulled herself back and got up.
"Bedroom?"
"Sure. I'll race you!"

We ran for the stairs. I was closer so I was the first on to my room which was pitch black, apart from the beam of moon light entering though the curtain. I turned around to gloat, but no one was there. "Bella… Where are you… Come out, come out where ever you are!" I teased.

I heard her footsteps down the hall. I sighed and heard her giggle from one of the room across from me, but just as I peered around the door, I saw her shadow leave the room.
"Bella, come on. Now is no time for games…" More footsteps and another giggle. I would have to use another way to get her to me. "Bellatrix. I'm so wet for you. I want you so bad." I smiled to myself and sure enough, hands from behind me rested on my waist. They felt across my tummy and down to my panties. "Hmm. You weren't lying," Bellatrix whispered in my ear.
I shook my head and I felt her push her body against my back. She was now just wearing her lace underwear.

I turned and pushed her back onto the bed. I climbed on top of her, straddling her thighs. I kissed her chest and took one of her hard nipples in my mouth, swirling my tongue around it. I licked up the middle of her chest and placed kisses on her shoulders and neck. I tangled my fingers in her hair as I moved my kisses to her mouth. Her tongue bushed my bottom lip, requesting entrance and I gave in.

As we kissed, her hands moved over my back, pushing my body closer to hers as she raised her hips against mine. I let one hand loose from her curls and raised my hips slightly from hers to let my hand between us. I rubbed against the black lace before sliding my hand under the fabric and rubbing two fingers against her clit. She moaned into my mouth and her breathing began to increase as my fingers moved faster. We kept kissing as she came closer and closer to her orgasm. She rocked her hips against my hand and said my name between breaths before finally she screamed out, letting her body collapse against the bed. I removed my hand from her panties and licked both fingers clean.

Still not fully recovered from her climax, Bellatrix rolled me onto my back and climbed off the end of the bed. I pushed myself up onto my elbows and watched her. She unhooked her bra and dropped it to the floor before stepping out of her panties and holding them up. She threw them behind her and proceeded to take mine off and then my bra. She took hold of both of my ankles and pulled me to the end of the bed so that my hips were on the edge. Before I knew what was happening, she dropped to her knees in front of me and licked up the length of my slit. I called out her name breathlessly before she did the same thing again. She giggled at the noised she could get me to make and after one more lick, she pushed two fingers into me, hitting my g-spot straight away. She blew cool air onto my clit before lapping at it with her tongue.

She moved her fingers quickly in and out of me as she kept her tongue working on my clit. It hadn't been more than a minute before I could feel myself getting close. 'Cum for me, Cissy!' Bellatrix whispered as she pulled away from my clit for a second. The tongue returned and that was it. I screamed and arched my back off the bed before releasing my juices onto my sister. Bellatrix pulled out her fingers and proceeded to lick them clean. 'No… Keep going… Please.' I begged. The fingers returned and so did the tongue. She hit my g-spot every time she moved her fingers back in and it hadn't even been 30 seconds before I came again. Bellatrix knew to keep going for a third so she didn't slow down, she pushed though my orgasm. Before a minute after my second orgasm, I came again. I screamed out her name and my body shook violently as the longest, most intense orgasm filled me.

I must have fallen to sleep or passed out because the next thing I remember was waking up next to Bellatrix and tangled in a mess of sheets.
'Good morning, sleepy.' Bellatrix sang.
'Morning, Bella.'

She laid her soft red lips to mine and I shut my eyes. When I opened them I found myself once again alone in my dark bedroom.

A.N - I hoped you like it! I think after the depressing time Narcissa is having she needed to remember the... exciting times... she had with Bellatrix.

Please review for me. I am going to some personal issues at the moment and writing such depressing stuff isn't helping, but knowing that people are enjoying makes me much happier, so thank you.
- twice-as-drunk :)