A/N: This episode has a lot of Klaine! Hope it makes up for the lack of it in other chapters, and you can expect lots of Klaine from now on :) Oh and some have trouble with the bodyguards so, Sam (dyed-blond) and Nate (brunette with the lip piercing) are Kurt's bodyguards and Peter (black hair and the eyebrow piercing) and Cam (real blond) are Gabe's bodyguards.
Summary: Burt Hummel is one of the most feared mob bosses, and in order to get to him his enemies are going after his twin sons but Burt will be damned before that happens, so he sends them to Dalton. Will it be enough?
Rating: T
Disclaimer: I do not own glee
"The Hummel Clan"
Needing you
I used to complain about not having a boyfriend but somehow I get the feeling that my emotions and feelings were better when I didn't have one; don't get me wrong I love having Kurt in my life and would never change that but seeing him so upset and having to see him fall apart before my eyes is not pretty and I feel like crap, I feel like a failure. I'm his boyfriend, I love him, I'm supposed to protect him and instead of doing that I just smile and say that his dad is going to be fine. But after two weeks of Burt Hummel still in the same condition I know I can't keep doing nothing about my boyfriend's depression and self loathing, he hasn't cried since he broke down when he first heard his father's condition from Robert, not a single tear so I decide that enough is enough and go in search of my beautiful boyfriend.
After fifteen minutes of walking around, searching from room to room, I realize that the fact that Dalton is soooo big can be annoying sometimes. I'm about to enter the dorms to ask for Gabe's help when I realize that I forgot to look in the most important room in Dalton, the music room. Stupid, I think to myself and start jogging to said room.
Just as I'm about to reach for the handle I hear the piano and stop since I remember Kurt telling me he hadn't played since his mother died, I wait until he's let himself go before quietly entering the room, I close and lock the door behind me to keep anyone from interrupting us.
I look to the far left of the room and find my boyfriend sitting in front of the grand black piano with his eyes closed, tears falling down his cheeks and his fingers delicately gliding across the keyboard. I slowly start to make my way to him, I don't want him to stop playing but I can't stop myself from placing my hand on his shoulder to try and give him some comfort in his world of sadness. He's startled but doesn't stop playing, he merely opens his eyes and leans his head on my stomach and looks up at me, I smile and run my fingers through his hair.
When the melody is over I lower myself so that I can hug him "Let it out Kurt, you have to let it out. You can't keep doing this to yourself, to your brother, your friends, to me, you have to let it out so that we can help, so that we can get you through it. Please Kurt, please just…. Just let it out" I whisper. I think he's going to run out of the room when he pulls away from my embrace and stands up but he just walks to the sofa and collapses, he buries his face in his hands, lets out a shuddering breath and finally the dam breaks. I run to him, pull him onto my lap and lay us both down since I know that he's going to be crying for a while.
For the next twenty minutes I hold him, I hold him when he punches my chest in anger, I hold him when he tries to run, I hold him when he all but falls apart in my arms but I don't mind because it's in my arms where that is supposed to happen. When he finally calms down I ask. "What were you playing?"
"River flows in you" he whispers hoarsely
"It was beautiful, Kurt. I don't understand why someone so talented would stop playing"
"Because it didn't feel right anymore but no matter how much I try to deny it, playing the piano always helps me feel better, it makes me feel close to mom and she would always make things better" he says and buries his face deeper in my neck
"Speaking of feelings, how do you feel?" I ask
"I feel….like I'm in a nightmare" he whisper against my neck
"How so?" I ask
"For years I've dreamt about my father dying, after mom was killed I couldn't really help it, if one of my parents could be ripped from me so easily then the other could as well. And now… now it could happen, it's no longer a dream it's happening but now I feel as if it were a nightmare because I can't take my words back, I can't even see him; he's being taken from me and I can't do anything, at least with mom I was there, I got to say goodbye, to tell her I loved her but right now I can't do anything, I can't and I can't forgive myself, I know that the heart attack wasn't my fault, the logical part of me tells me that but the other is screaming at me, screaming that my words helped him take a turn for the worst and it's killing me" he says. I hug him tighter and rub small circles in his lower back as I look for the right words to say.
"Kurt look at me" I say and he tries to lift himself up but it's impossible with his lack of energy and only one arm, so I move him to my side and lift his chin. "Listen to me and listen good when I say that it is not your fault, people say things they don't mean in the middle of a fight, he didn't mean what he said and neither did you, that fight didn't make him hate you or forget that you love him with all your heart, the fight meant nothing compared to all the years you've told him you love him. He knows you love him so stop blaming yourself, stop hurting yourself and start living again, come back to me, love." I say and kiss him deeply.
When oxygen is necessary again we pull back and I rest my forehead against his "I'm sorry for pushing you away" he says
"Hey, I understand why you did it okay?"
"You do?" he asks surprised
"I do. You're used to dealing with things on your own and even though it worked before you can't keep doing that because it hurts me when you push me away and if you're the wonderful boyfriend I know you are, you'll stop doing that and come to me whenever you need it from now on, right?" I ask expectantly
"Of course" he says and kisses me again.
I break away and smile when he pouts "I'm taking you out today" I smile broadly at his confused face.
"You are?" he asks and pouts again when I laugh
"I am. I want to celebrate having my boyfriend back and in order to do that I need my beautiful boyfriend to go upstairs, take a shower, put on a marvelous outfit and meet me outside in forty five minutes" I say happily
"Forty five minutes? Blaine that isn't enough time" he argues
"Well tough luck because that's all you get" I say and start kissing him hungrily. This time he's the one that breaks away but instantly starts sucking and biting my neck, I moan and I feel him smirking against my neck before he pulls back and stands up. "Where are you going?" I whine
"Oh babe, I can't stay and make out, I have to go get ready" he smirks and walks out of the room.
"Ughhh" I groan and leave the room to get ready as well.
It took me about ten minutes to get ready but I still had to convince Sam and Nate to stay behind so that I could enjoy my time with Kurt, alone. So after making sure my hair was in place I left my room in search of the bodyguards.
I found them in the dorms' common room playing videogames with Jeff, Nick, Wes, David, and Gabe. I cleared my throat to get their attention.
"Need something Blainey? We're kind of in the middle of something" says Jeff, fingers hovering on top of the buttons
"Yeah, I need to talk to Sam and Nate" I say rubbing my neck
"Is that so?" Wes asks and they all put down the controllers and face me
"Umm, do you think we could do this in private?"I beg, not wanting the rest to be part of this conversation
"I'm pretty comfortable right here Blaine" says Nate, he flings his arm around Peter's shoulder and pull him close to emphasize his point
"I totally agree" says Sam and relaxes against the sofa
"Fine" I through my hands in the air in defeat. "So, I'm taking Kurt out and-"
"Oh, we're are we going?" asks Nate
"Well, you see that's the thing I don't want it to be a we" I say and motion to Sam, Nate and myself "I want it be an us as in Kurt and me, alone" I whisper
My friends stay quiet, aching to know what the bodyguards will say; I stare nervously at them while the four bodyguards have a quiet conversation. They break away and look at Gabe, who nods, they sit up straight and become very serious before Nate says "You can do it Blaine, take Kurt on a date by yourself but we have a condition, a condition that you will not like and neither will your friends"
"What is it?" I ask and sit down next to my friends
"You have to understand Blaine, if you or any of your friends want to keep being in Kurt's life now or ever you have to be part of our life, you have to become involved in the clan's stile of life, are any of you willing to do that?" asks Peter
We look at each other for a couple of minutes, nodding at each other before looking back at them and saying "Yes we are"
"We all love Kurt and if we have to become part of the clan to be with him and Gabe then so be it" says Nick, the rest of us nodding in agreement
The four bodyguards smile broadly and Cam says "Just what we wanted to hear, but are you 100 percent sure? Once you say yes there is no going back"
"We're sure" we all say
"Okay. Follow me" says Gabe and we all stand up and follow him to Sam and Cam's room.
The room is neat and filled with metal boxes with locks and combinations on them. Gabe grabs a big box that has an intricate shield with a crimson H in the center, he brings it over and lays it in one of the beds before facing us once again."I have to make it clear that once this box is opened you're part of this clan, am I clear?"
"Yes" says Jeff
"And are you sure you want to do this?"asks Gabe
"We are" says Wes. Gabe sighs before turning back to the box, he presses some number and then scans his index finger and it pops open a little, Gabe motions for us to get closer and we sit on the bed around the box. When he opens it we all gasp, inside are guns. He pushes the front side and it falls against the bed, then he pulls and two levels come out, then he lift the top level and pulls them to the sides, revealing another level. When he's done, there are three levels in the center and two at each side, each holding four guns, with different designs on it.
"Pick one" he says simply
We all look at them for a long time before each of us picks a gun. Jeff picks up the one with a blue dragon wrapped around the gun, Nick picks the one with red vines, Wes picked the one with an intricate black wing on one side and a white one on the other, David picked the one with a white tiger on one side and I picked the one that had a red, blue and gold phoenix wrapped around.
"Very nice choices" says Peter and heads over to another box
"Gabe, how did you do these designs on the guns?" asks Jeff staring at the gun at every angle
"They are specially made by an Irish family that has been part of the clan since it began, he makes different designs for every gun but puts the shield on every one, it marks you as one of us, that gun is your way of saying you're one of us" he says and accepts the box that Peter hands him. This box has what appears to be cleaning tools, holsters and bullets.
"So, we have about twenty minutes before Kurt comes and kicks my ass for giving you these, so pay attention" says Gabe and starts showing us how to clean, load and aim.
"Blaine, you're ready enough to take Kurt out tonight, you guys will have to start practicing with us but for now this will have to do. Remember, from now on you'll have to carry the gun at all times in case you need it and to keep other clans from giving you a hard time. Blaine go and face Kurt and when he flips out send him here" says Sam
I do as he says and knock on Kurt's door, I hear footsteps and suddenly the door opens and there stands my boyfriend with skinny black jeans that look painted on, a white button down, a black vest and black boots.
As soon as he sees my face his smile vanishes and he half yells "He didn't" and pushes past me and walks to Sam's room."Gabe!" he yells.
"We can explain" says Cam
"Then do it" he says and gives them his best bitch glare
"Blaine wanted to take you out on a date alone so we made a deal with him, he had to become a part of our clan and he accepted and so did the others so-"Gabe is cut off
"The others!" he yells and looks around the room to find Nick, Jeff, Wes and David hiding behind Sam, Nate and Peter. "Gabe, our life is a living hell why the hell did you do this? Why make them suffer as well?" he yells and starts pacing
"Kurt, we don't mind" I say and he stops and stares at me before laughing hysterically.
"You don't mind?" he repeats after controlling himself "Blaine, you don't even know what it's like to be us, how the hell can you possibly know what it is that you don't mind? Do you not mind having to turn over your shoulder every day, to have to go everywhere with someone, to have to carry a gun everywhere, to see people you love die in front of you?" he asks angrily
"No but, we want to be with you, we want to be part of your life and if that means having to deal with that then so be it Kurt, you're not getting rid of us" says Jeff, they all step in front of the bodyguards and surround Kurt and Gabe
"Kurt, stop worrying, it's done and we wouldn't have it any other way, so just go out with Blaine and clear your head, we'll talk tomorrow" says Nick, he hugs Kurt whispers something in his ear and pushes him to the door.
"Have fun" says Gabe and I lead Kurt to the car
Kurt remains silent the whole way across Dalton but relaxes once the car door is closed.
"Care to share where we're going?" asks Kurt as soon as I start the car.
"No, just sit down and relax, we'll be there in about forty minutes" I say and turn on the radio in hopes that he'd fall asleep.
Thanks to all the deities in the world Kurt fell asleep fairly quickly and before he knew it we were there and I was kissing him awake. "We're here" I say and pull back to exit the car.
"Where are we?" he asks and looks around the open field
"Deep in the woods of Westerville" I say and pull him to the blanket I had laid down.
After a few minutes of comfortable silence and star gazing Kurt finally speaks "Why did you do it?"
"Because I love you Kurt and I never want to leave you, so I did what I had to so that I could keep you" I say and lay on my side and prop my head u=in my hand so that I can see Kurt
"You're an idiot Blaine Anderson" he says but still moves to burrow himself in my side
"Perhaps, but I'm your idiot and you're not getting rid of me" I say and pull him on top of me so that I can kiss him.
"I'll never say goodbye to you, Blaine, I hope you know that" he says and looks into my eyes with nothing but love
"I know" I say and kiss him again.
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