A/N: Yea I haven't updated in so long. A lot has been going on at school and home and everything. I have been making chapters though I just never found the time to upload them lol well it gets dramatic lol it's pretty short and so is the next but I promise the rest will be longer. Enjoy!

Amy's POV

Its Monday night and I have one more day till I go back to school. I got washed up and dressed ready to go to bed when out of no where Shawn came up to my room.

"Shawn what are you-" before I could finish my sentence he grabbed my waist and started kissing my neck. "Shawn get off of me." I pushed him off and he sat down on my bed.

"Amy I'm sorry but I had to, okay? I just-"

"You know my son is right there" I continued yelling at him when he just blurted out the unbelievable.

"Amy I love you!" He shouted. I was speechless. I just stared at him. I didn't believe him since its Shawn and he'll do anything to sleep with a girl but then he started explaining himself. "Amy I'm in love with you and I have never felt like this about anyone in a long, long time." I sat next to him and listened to what he was saying. Till I knew it we were there all night talking about his first love and random things.

"You're not really a bad guy you know that?"

"Not really, after this I'd probably go and find a girl to sleep with." He admitted.

"Seriously?" I asked with an eyebrow raised.

"Amy you're taken. I'm not going to be Jared and just sit around waiting for you. And plus, I like sex."

"Wow" I rolled my eyes.

"It'll be better with you though."

"I take my statement back. You're a bad boy." We both laughed. "You have to get home. It's 2 in the morning and you have school."

"Can I just stay here with you? I love having you in my presence." He smiled.

"That's a bad idea. You need to get going and I also need some sleep."

"Okay I'll go. I can't believe I was in a girl's house and didn't have sex at all." He said to himself.

"That's because I'm Amy Juergens, the girl with a son and dating the father."

"I'm Shawn Mathews, the boy who's in love with Amy Juergens but can't date her so will continue to have sex with other girls." We laughed at what we said. "Bye Amy Juergens"

"Bye Shawn Mathews." He came back and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I looked at him giving him a serious face and he just smirked and walked off. "Oh my god" I thought to myself. This wasn't going to be good when I tell Ricky, if I tell him.

The next day Ricky came by after school to hang out with me. I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss Shawn gave me on my cheek. It was soft, gentle, light. It was unforgettable. I couldn't concentrate on anything else. It's like the thought consumed me.

"Amy" Ricky said popping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?"

"Is everything alright?"

"Yes yes everything is okay. I'm fine."

"I hope so. You seem distracted" he asked concerned.

"No I'm fine." I told him. I'd have to tell him sooner or later. We were suppose to be honest with each other. I'll just find the right time.

"So, are you gonna answer my question?"

"Oh what? I'm sorry Ricky what did you ask?"

"If we're having dinner here?"

"Oh yeah, my mom is actually setting something up."

"What's up Amy? I know something is up. You're never like this." He finally asked. I wasn't ready to tell him that Shawn was at my house all night and kissed my cheek. I wasn't even ready to tell him the beginning part. I have to admit that I'm a little scared of his reaction. I decided to keep quiet and try my best to keep everything normal. I gave him a small kiss assuring him that everything is fine.

"I'm fine Ricky, just a little stressed" I told him.

"Yeah I can feel it in your muscles. Let me relax you" he started to massage my shoulders and softly kiss my neck and shoulders. I was getting really relaxed. I turned around and started kissing Ricky making him sure that I wanted him. "Amy, we're about to have dinner in a bit"

"Don't worry they take a while to set up." I assured him, unbuttoning his shirt.

"I don't even have a condom" he said laughing."

"It's okay" I told him before kissing him again. He stopped me to ask a question.

"Amy are you sure about this?"

"Yes Ricky I'm on the pill!" I quickly replied. We continued and it really got my mind off of Shawn. We went down stairs and ate some dinner. It was nice to have one of these. The last time we had a family dinner was when I just found out I was pregnant with John. We ate lasagna and turkey and a lot of other delicious foods. When the dinner was over me and Ricky went back up to my room with John to talk.

"So how about moving in to that apartment?" He said with a smile.

"Ricky, remember we wait till you graduate high school and when I'm a senior."

"I know but I really want us to be in one place" he admitted.

"I know. So do I." He gave me a light kiss then wished John goodnight. He left out the door. I smiled and laid on my bed when I remember I forgot to tell Ricky about Shawn!