Amaya's P.O.V

I can't believe he left me there, in that damned hospital room. I had to walk clear from the other side of this town, holding a bag full of bandages and some cleaner for the wounds, to the train station. I was about to step on the train when this old guy kept on insisted to help me, finally I've had enough "I don't need you're god damn help! I've made it this far on my own, I can make it four more feet. now move!"

I stopped in front of the room, that the fucker was suppose to be in, I dropped the bag and slammed the door open and his feet were on the bench "get you're damn feet off the bench" his leg's didn't move fast enough, so I kicked them off. Note to self: don't kick anything. Still injured. man thoughs pain meds wore off fast. Damn it, now I'm bleeding from my side and stomach again.

"what do you think..." I know he's not about to yell at me. Then he looked and saw me. "you look like shit" no shit "I do? and here I only walked from the other side of the town, after almost dying in a battle, with no help from you, my so-called partner, so I have something to say to you" "and what's that?" "go fuck a duck" I stayed long enough to see his face look shocked. With that I stood up and walked out of the room, only stopping long enough to pick my bag up and walked away, not looking back.

I walked all the way to the last room and found it empty. I stepped inside and shut the door, dropping the bag on the bench. I looked myself over trying to find all the places that I'm bleeding from again, I only had a few, one on my right side, one on my stomach and the last one on my right shoulder. I sat down pulling out all I needed. Three wipes and three bandages

I decided to start with my side and move on to my stomach, once though's were all done, the last one was my shoulder. Now wasn't that going to be a bitch to clean and re wrap. I got it cleaned but the hardest part was going to be wrapping it, I tried multiple times to wrap it, but it just wouldn't wrap. I heard a knock at the door, I turned my head to see who it was and to my dis pleasure it was dick head

he slid open the door, and stepped in "what do you want?" "what are you doing?" "I asked you first" "fine. I came in here to see if you were still alive or if you killed over" "well obviously, I'm still alive as you can see, so you can leave now" "no" "and why not?" "because, you're never going to get you're arm wrapped like that baka" I know he wasn't about to start this shi with me

"oh don't you even start calling me idiot in another language, just to make you're self seem smarter dumb ass" "how did you know what I said?" "my mom was japanese and my dad was american" he just kept looking at me like he was trying to figure something out, than the look changed. he shut the door and pushed all the stuff I had on the bench, to the floor and sat down "hey jack ass, I was using that" "just shut up and turn around" he grabbed my shoulder's and turned me to face the window

"damn it Kanda that hurt's" god that hurt. Oh no don't cry, don't cry. I know, I'll just lift my arm and act like im brushing hair out of my face. yep that worked. Didn't suspect a thing "are you crying?" damn it "no shit Sherlock, you put like a death grip on my shoulders and turn me. Did you know that I had knives go through both of my shoulders, and pinned me to the tree and have them cut me over and over again" he looked up to the reflection of the window and what I saw was sympathy and anger, if that was at all possible

"I should have been there" he bent down to get something "should have been where?" he sat back up straight "fighting the akuma" he started wrapping my shoulder "there's no way you could have known" "I should have been paying attention, than non of this would have happened" he gestured to all of me and his voice was low for a change "it's not you're fault" it was quit, till I broke it "hey Kanda?" "what?" "if anything I leant something from this, I got faster and became a better fight and I leant, well don't take this last part the wrong way. Ok?" "sure" I looked down as I said this "I learnt to not expect someone to save me when I need it, but to keep fighting and hope that I live" the last part I said as a whisper.

I didn't know that he was done wrapping my shoulder when the warmth was suddenly missing from it "kanda?" I said looking at the window hoping that he will look at me through the reflection, and he did "thank you" I saw confusion cross his face "for what?" "for my shoulder.." I rolled it just cause "..and for finding me and saving me" I made eye contact with him but I didn't break it. I wanted him to know how much I meant though's words and I guess he did, cause he knoded his head.

I knew he was about to stand up to leave but I didn't feel like being alone right now "hey Yuu,ya don't have to leave" "che. I know, I'm picking you're shit up off the floor...idiot" I smirked at his bent over form "well you're the one, that pushed that shit, on the floor in the first place...baka" he stopped what he was doing and glared at me "what did you say?" "do I need to say it in english? well ok then...idiot" "that's it women..." "oh shut up and sit down, I'm to tired to deal with you're bitching of me" he went quit and sat down and the other bench

I leaned as mush as I could on the window, without hurting anymore then I already was. We were passing the field where I had to fight thoughs akuma and it looked bad. It didn't take long for us to pass it and good thing to, I didn't want to think about what happened right now, right now I just wanted to relax and fall asleep. but of course I couldn't cause it was cold and my jacket was ruined. I can't believe I was wearing sleeping pants and a tank top

I guess somewhere down the track I fell asleep. All I remember was feeling something hard on my head and being cold, next thing I knew, my head was on something soft and I was getting warmer. Well I'm not gonna complain I was finally falling into a deep sleep

It felt like I was having a weird dream like I was on a boat rocking back and forth and back and forth, then I started to hear voice they sounded muffled but familiar "Kanda how long has she been out?" "sence about half an hour after boarding that damn train" "well alright, go take her to the infirmary" "che. that's what I was doing before you stopped me baka" "oooh touchy touchy Kanda, be have now, tootles" sway-ing sway-ing nothing but sway-ing sway-ing

"che. stupid supervisor what did he think I was going to do. I've been the one taking care of her till we got here, she used my damn lap as a pillow and I even gave her my damn jacket to keep her worm" creeeeak "damn noisy door, gonna wake up the whole fucking place and that damn Usagi" holy shit why do I feel like I'm falling, oh wait it stopped never mind I'm cool. man whatever my head was on was sooo comfy it should be illegal "I see you brought someone to the infirmary again Kanda, that's the fifth time this month" "che. shut up, she was injured Dearing a battle, but she's you're problem now so take her"

Ow what the hell just bit my arm? ow damn it there it was again, shit stop biting me damn it "ow, that hurts you know, damn person" "oh just hush, I'm trying to give you pain meds" "well these pain meds are shit, cause they're hurting" "just like Kanda with the language I see" "I aint like that prick. I'm simple, you be nice to me I'll be nice to you, You be mean to me I be mean to you, get it?" "yes I'm afraid I did just get that, now just lay down and take it easy the meds should kick in soon"

with that she walked away and I fell asleep. Man how long have I been out? it looked bright outside judging by the sun shining through the windows "bout time you woke up sleepy head, how you feeling?" "I'm great Lena, how have you been?" "It's hard trying to keep brother doing all his work" Lena walked over and sat on the foot of my bed "good luck with that" I said with a smile "thanks I'll need it" 'creeek,slam' "well look who finally woke up" Lena and I looked to see Allen walking our way

"yeah, um how long have I been out?" I looked at Lena, she looked a little said "you've been out for three weeks, the nurse said that there was a fifty, fifty chance that you might not have woken up, but you did and everyone will be happy to see you" she looked so happy along with Allen but I wasn't, I was out for three weeks, three? and the worst part was they didn't think I was going to wake up, I wonder who else think's that I'm not waking up

when I went to ask Lena something else she was talking in hush tone with Allen. They both had smiles on their faces and was knoding. What was kinda creepy was that they both looked at me at the same time with smiles, dear god it's like it was, when I first joined the Order "hey Amaya come to the cafeteria at 8 p.m. tomorrow ok?" "um ok?" "great" she shot up and looked at both me and Allen "well I got to go, see you tomorrow" she waved to me and Allen and skipped away out the door

"so where is everyone?" I turned to look at Allen "Jarry is still in the kitchen cooking, Lavi is with Bookman on a mission and Kanda hasn't stayed more than a day sence you two got back, I don't know why but when he left, he looked like he was beating himself up over something but non of us know why" I think I knew what was beating him up. I think it was me, him not being there to help me fight, me almost getting killed and then me might not be, waking up from a coma. Yep I think that's it

"well feel better, I have to make sure Lena doesn't get carried away" that got my interest so I looked at him "away with what?" "huh? what? oh nothing, got to go bye" Allen left so fast you could see dirt fly up from the floor. Well guess it's just me "oh and one more thing" Allen popped his head in the door "kanda should be getting back in a few minutes, just so you know" then he left again slamming the door behind him

now I have a problem, how am I going to go find Kanda when I'm wearing a hospital gown. I just so happen to look to my left and on the bed was a pair of clothes in my size, I wonder who did that? Lena most likely. I pulled all the plugs out of my arm and started to dress, when I was done I made my way to the door. I was a bit wobbly, not having walked for three damn months, opened the door and made my way to Kanda's room.

It took me a great deal of time to get there, but when I finally did I knocked on the door and waited and waited and waited some more, oh screw this, I though the door open and no one was here. Wow, don't I feel stupid now. Where else could he be? hmmmmmmm "ha" I turned around and started making my way to the training room

damn I have got to start working out again. I knew he was in there, cause you could hear the sound of something getting the shit beat out of it. I pushed open the door and walked or wobbled in, he had his back to me, cutting the hell out of some pole. It was getting hard to stand, so the closes thing I had to a seat was the floor, so I backed up to the wall and slid down till I was sitting with my leg's to one side and my hands in my lap

"I asked to be alone damn it! can't I go one place without someone asking me why I..." he finally turned around and saw me sitting on the floor, leaning agents the wall. The look on his face was priceless, It was shock, relief and a little bit of happiness I think "hey Yuu, how ya been?"