Amaya's P.O.V.

I was just sitting on the floor, waiting for an answer "I thought you were dead?" I looked at the floor "I thought I was dead to. Thank's for saving me, Yuu" It was quiet, till I heard foot steps walking my way. I looked up and saw Kanda, holding his hand out for me to take it. "Che. You're gonna get sick, if you sit on the floor for to long"

I took Kanda's hand and he pulled me up to fast and I got dizzy. A pair of hands grabbed my waist, to keep me from falling back to the floor. When I looked up, I came face to face or rather face to chin with Kanda. "Che. whatch you're step women" he turned his head away "Uh, thank's Yuu. Again" He was still looking away from me.

"Che. Whatever" I stepped back slowly, making sure that I wouldn't fall. "Uh, well I'm gonna go get some food" I started walking to the door "Hey Yuu,?" He looked at me "What?" I can't believe I had to ask "Can you tell me, where the cafeteria is?" he looked at me like I was joking "Che. Stupid women" He started walking my way, opened the doors "Come on" he said and continued to walk. It was a little hard to keep up with him, but I managed.

We came to a set of doors and Kanda opened the left one. We both walked in together, I don't know if Kanda knew that we are being watched, but I sure did. You could even hear the whispers of the finder's, that were sitting at the tables. We got in line to order our food from Jerry "Ah, Kanda. The usual?" "Yeah" Kanda stepped out of the way, so I could order my food "Well, hey there sweety, It's been a while, how have you been?" I smiled at him "glad to be awake" and Jerry smiled back "well, what can I get you sweety?"

What did I want. Um, oh I know "How about, honey chicken with noodles and tea that's it" "all right" he disappeared and in eight seconds, he re appeared with Kanda's soba and my food. that was fast. I don't know why,but I was still following him? He sat down at a table, that no one else was sitting at, so I sat down on the other side of him. "what are you doing?" he said "sitting down to eat. Why?" he looked at me "this is my table, so move" I just stared back at him, till I caught something in the corner of my eye. It was Lavi, Allen and Lenalee, they were all carrying boxes.

"fine" I didn't want to start arguing with him, so I got up and moved to a different table "hey Amaya. How have you been?" Lavi said, while walking towards me "I'm doing good, you?" I took a bite of my food and it was good "Lavi, come on, we need to go" Lena said "I'll see ya later, Lavi" I said to him "see yeah" he walked away and I waved to Allen and Lena as the left again.

I went back to eating and when I was done, I took my dishes back to Jerry, told him thank's and walked outside. It was nice out here, it was sunny and the wind was blowing, almost like the day I about died on my first mission. I laid down in the grass, looking up at the blue sky. I closed my eyes, enjoying being outside when I heard something like wings. I opened my eyes and saw Hei, my golem flying around my head.

"It's been a while Hei, where were you?" a tiny lid slid opened and started to show me what happened after I passed out. It was me ,being carried by Kanda into the Black Order's infirmary. He laid me down softly on a bed, pushed my hair out of my face, took my innocence and whispered in my ear 'get better' then he walked away slamming the door, Matron I guessed heard the door slam, walked in the room and saw me laying on the bed.

Then Hei did a time skip, to when Kanda entered the infirmary. He came in when no one was in there, walked over to my bed and sat down at the foot and started to talk 'You've been a sleep for a few day's, Matron says that you might not wake up. I got you here as fast as I could' he turned his head to the door, I guess he heard something 'Im being sent on a mission, I'll see you when I get back, get better' with that he stood up and walked out, not to long after Matron walked in 'I could have sworn I heard someone talking' she said and left the room.

Hei did another time skip. It was Kanda, He came back to the infirmary and sat down at the foot of my bed again. 'I see you're still here, It's been a week, when will you wake up? you better wake up. I'm being sent on another mission so, I'll come see you when I get back, get better' he stood up and left. And in walks Matron 'I sware I am hearing things' again she left.

again Hei did a time skip. Kanda walked in, looking tired and limping. What's wrong with him? he sat on the floor by my feet and laid down towards my head. He was on his back looking up, he had scratches over his face. 'You're still not awake. It's been two in a half weeks. I have you're innocence in my room.' creak Kanda turned his head, to look at the door. All you see are boots, so I'm guessing it's Lenalee. 'Kanda?' yep It's Lena 'Kanda, what are you doing in here and down there?'

he stood up 'Che. Non of you're concern' he went to walk away 'Kanda, It's ok to come and visit her. I come and see her, hoping that she would wake up, but she never does' Lena looked at kanda 'Kanda are you hurt?' she walked over to him 'Che. I'm fine' and he left. Lena walked back over to my bed side 'don't worry about him, I know he cares about you, in his own way. I have to go make sure Kumoi is doing his work, I'll see you later, bye Amaya' And Lena walked away.

Hei shut his eye lid, and started to fly in a circle. I was dumb struck, just staring up at the sky. Kanda actually came and visited me and he had my innocence. I stood up and made my way back inside to find Kanda, but I ran into Lenalee "hey Lena, where's Kanda?" "I believe he's in his room, why?" she said, while holding the lethal clip board to her chest "I think he has my innocence" boom.

"Lena, please tell me you're brother isn't behind that explosion?" Lena and I looked up "I wish I could, but you know how he is, so why don't I go see, if he hurt anyone. I'll see you later, ok?" "ok, bye" I waved to her, as she ran off. I made my way to Kanda's room. I finally found it and knocked on the door 'knock, knock' "go away" he said from the other side of his door "hey Kanda, It's me Amaya, can I come in" the door opened and Kanda was standing there "what do you want?" his hair wasn't in it's usual ponytail, it was wierd.

"can I have my innocence back please?" he looked shocked "how did you know I have it?" I put a smile on my face "Ayano told me where she was" yeah I lied, so what. He walked away from the door, so I walked in. His room was bare, it had a bed, dresser, closet and a night stand by his bed. On the night stand was a flower, a lotus to be more exact.

I don't know where Kanda disappeared to, but I walked over to the lotus and saw how pink and pretty it was. I also saw how it was missing a few petals, I counted four that have already fallen. I remember seeing something like this somewhere before, but I couldn't remember where. It might have been when I was little and was found by someone, from the Order.

"don't touch that" Kanda was back from where ever he was and he was mad "I wasn't, don't worry" he walked over to where I was and pushed my innocence into my stomach "here, now leave" he was angry "you know, Yuu? I think I remember, before I came here, that someone had one of these, back in the asian branch. I don't remember who though, I lost most of my memories, after I was taken away from the asian branch. Sorry I didn't mean to ramble, I'll just leave now. Bye Yuu and thank's" with that I walk away, leaving him in his room, looking at his pink lotus.

Why I spelled the title like I did is because, Kanda looks at things like there a piece of meat and disposable. So, why wouldn't Mugen look at things the same way. That's why I spelled it like that.

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