Grumbles and small movement could be heard and felt from under was this bed moving? I allowed my eyes to open and I saw Kanda's eyes blink a few times, as in trying to get thing's to focus. I sat up and waited for him to get done with what he was doing.

Then he looked at me. "Hey", I said softly as to not wake him. He looked good, his color was back and the scratches on his face, long gone. "How long have I been out?", he asked me. About three day's Yuu", I told him, he looked thoughtful for a minute then sat up, or at least tried to set up.

I leaned forward and helped him up. "Why are you here?", he asked me. In some way what he said hurt. "Um...well I still have my wing Innocence and that piece of Mugen, so The higher-ups are letting me stay her again". I told him. He leaned forward and gave me a hug. Kand Yuu gave me, Amaya a hug.

I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a hug back, not to hard to hurt him, but just tight enough so he knew that he was missed. "How have you been?", I asked him "Going out on missions a lot, not really being here more than a day before being sent back out". I pulled away to look at him.

"Yuu, you're going to get sick if you keep doing that", I warned him. "Che". was all he said. I gave him a small smile. Man how I've missed this man. He turned his head back to me and we just stared at each other for what seemed like minutes or hours. What was one to say in a moment like this? 'I miss you?' I thought about you every passing moment that I was away?' or 'that I still love you?' But I didn't have to worry about saying anything, 'cause Kanda spoke first. "I love you too", he said and leaned forward and kissed me.

It took me a moment to register what was happening before I kissed him back. We were like that forever. His hand holding my face to his face while the other was around my waist keeping hold of me. My arms were around his neck and around his waist making sure I stayed right there. Lips soft as rose petals and tongue smooth as silk.

One could get drunk off of this man, and I surely was. Our breath was coming faster and faster, soon making it hard to breath. But neither of us wanted to part just yet. Missing each other was painful, mentally, emotionally, and physically painful.

How have I ever been away from him for so long? The empty day's, the lonely night's, the hollowness of the many day's that have passed. This is where I belonged, and this is where I would stay. By his side till my heart stops beating, for it only beats for him now.

So succumbed by each other, we didn't even notice when the door was opened and in walked Lavi. "Guess you're doing fine, Yuu?", we broke a part and I kept my face looking at Kanda's chest, not 'cause it looked good 'cause it did, but just because I didn't want to look at Lavi just yet.

"Don't call me that Baka usagi, and get the fuck out". Kanda barked at Lavi. "Okay, okay. I know when I'm not wanted. Be safe Amaya". Oh my God, my face went beat red with what he had just said. I'm gonna hurt him the next time I see him. I looked up and saw Kanda looking at me. Our chest's still moving up and down trying to gain the air back that they lost. "I love you to". I said to him with a small smile on my now red lips.

He put his left hand on my right cheek and told me, "Don't ever leave again", I don't know if it was an order or a plea, but I nodded and said, "Promise", I kicked my shoes off and then I laid down on his right side. He leaned back with me and we just laid there.

Holding each other. looking into his eye's, man I could do it for hours. The darkness of the blue in the center and the lightness of the blue on the outer ring. Simply mystifying He had his hand in my hair just brushing it, nothing less, but certainly something more.

Foreheads touching, breathes in unison. Just us simply being. Staying awake and fighting whatever sleep came our way. Not wanting this moment to end. Not wanting what we were finally able to have and then having it being taken away again by sleep. Afraid to let go, afraid to move on and afraid to see what the next day would bring them.

It brought them sun light and chirping birds and a rather soundless morning. I opened my eye's to see Yuu still sleeping. I looked down at us and we were tangled together of arm's and legs...and a blanket? Where had the blanket come from? The Nurse? Lenalee? Please be the Nurse. Lenalee would tell everyone of what she had just saw, I love her and all, but she can't keep anything to herself.

I looked back at Kanda and he was looking up at me. "Morning", I said in a low voice, not wanting to disturb what quietness we had around us. "Hmm", was all he replied with. I gave him a small smile and laid my head back down on his chest, not taking our eye's off of each other. He was warm and comfy, but I wasn't about to tell him he last part.

He rolled over to where he was facing me, and my head was no on his arm. We were so close to each other but yet, still so far away. Noses brushing noses but still neither of us wanted to make the first move. In the end, the temptation won me over. I leaned forward first and our lips met. He was just as hungry for me as I was for him. Lips still as soft as ever but I wanted more.

I lightly bit his lower lip, asking for access. And it was easily granted. My tongue slipped in and it met his. Our bodies got closer if it was even possible. Legs wrapped around legs and I believe a hip? Arms wrapped around waist, neck. We weren't parting anytime soon, that much was clear, that was fine with him and it sure as hell was fine with me.

Somewhere in this heated mess his hands were inside my shirt, feeling up my waist, hips and stomach. My hands were on his chest, feeling the broadness of it. His skin you would think to be rough was smooth as silk. I let me hands wander down his chest and to his hip bones and the to his sides. God this man was addicting. His hands were still sliding up and down my sides and just sometimes, ever so slightly grazing just below my breast's.

He was driving me insane. I have made love once before, It all started with a kiss, then feeling and rubbing up and down each other, but nothing felt like this. This was a whole new level of feeling, a whole new level of emotion. Our kissing slowed but didn't stop, it got sweet and longer, fast and desperate was nice and felt good, but slow and long, was a whole other ball park.

It was more meaningful, deeper and in someway, moved things along just a bit faster. His hands started sliding down just below my waist band on my pants. I guess seeing if I would stop him or not. I won't. He slid his hand's down till it rested on my butt and he lifted me up so I was face level with him, instead of me kissing up and him kissing down. "Mmm", I moaned at that action.

I ran my hand up and over his shoulder to brush the blanket off of him, so his chest was exposed to me to feel. Everywhere I touched was soft, everywhere I touched was smooth. I couldn't get enough of him. I ran my hands down to his pant line and tucked my fingers under the band and ran my fingers from the center of the band to his hips. He let out a soft moan. I ran my fingers back to the center where the button was and undid the button.

After that was done I waited to see if he would protest. Nothing. So I slid his zipper down slowly, letting him drown in anticipation. The zipper was down and I could feel him press against me. Was he as ready for me as I was for? God I hope so. I didn't do anything more. I was letting him make the next move, and make the next move he did. Both hands crabbed the edge of my shirt and lightly pulled it up.

I had to lift myself up to get it over my shoulder, and we had to break apart from kissing so it could come fully off of me. After it was off I laid back down and again we were kissing. Our chest could now be together, nothing stopping the skin-to-skin contact, and I was loving every move our chests made. I ran my hands back down from his hair to his pants, and gently slid them down as far as I could without needing his help to get them off.

He pushed them down with his one hand and got them off, and threw them on the ground. He was no completely naked. He reached his hands down to my pants, and just slid them off. We were now both fully skin-to-skin. He was so ready and so was I. He brought his hands up to my shoulder and rolled me so I was on bottom and he was on top. He put his weight on me, not all of it but just enough to get me even more hot and bothered.

He used his legs to spread mine apart. It wasn't hard seeing as how I opened them and them resting on top of his calf's. He moved his hips forward ever so slightly. Testing the waters I guess. (No pun intended) He pulled away from my lips to look at me, he didn't pull away far but just enough to where our noses were touching. He looked into my eye's and I know he was asking for permission. I gave him a slight nod and he slid in.

USE YOUR OWN IMAGINATION FOR THIS PART.

We weren't bothered through any of our time together. It was nice, it was great. The best moment of my life was the moment that had just ended. He was mine and I sure as hell was his. What the rest of the day would bring us, was just a guess from this point. We rested again after our love session. When we woke back up the su was high in the sky and big white clouds wee floating in the sky. I felt just like them High on cloud 9. Kanda sat up and pulled his pants on.

His back was just as smooth as his front, except his back had his tattoo on it. He stood up to button and zip his pants back up, then pulled on his shirt. I was still laying in the bed with only the blanket to keep me covered. He turned around and then he realized why I was still in the bed. I had no idea where any of my clothes were. He took them off and threw them somewhere.

I saw him bend down and pick up my shirt, then he walked around the bed to find my pants. He found them then laid them on the bed. He bent down to kiss me lightly on the lips, "I'm gonna take a shower", He said.I nodded to him and watched as he walked off, before he walked out the door he turned around to look at me. Smiled small smile, then walked out the door, shutting it behind him.

I through my clothes on and raced out of bed and up to my old room. I knew no one would be in there. It was left just how I left it. I went into the bathroom and saw that there were towels and body wash and everything else in there for me. Lenalee. I smiled and turned the water on, took my clothes back off and got in the shower. The water was nice and warm just like his hands.

I was clean and out of the shower within thirty minutes. I dressed in clothes that were in my closet, again from my guess, Lenalee. And walked down stars to get some food. I walked in and everyone was there including Lavi. Crap. I walked in order my food, got my food and sat down beside Lavi. Allen was still talking to Lenalee to look at me just yet. Perfect timing.

I leaned my head over to Lavi and said, "If you could please not tell anyone about what you saw I will keep Bookman from finding you for a whole day?", He looked at me with huge eyes. "Deal", He shook my hand and went back eating. I started eating and was half way through when Yuu walked in. He looked like a whole new person. Was it just me? I looked around at everyone else. Yep, just me. He looked at me for a few seconds then turned away.

He got his food and sat at his normal table. Thing's went back to normal for the most part. Lavi was still Lavi, and Allen and Lenalee were still themselves. All in all. It felt good to be home.

I KNOW I KNOW. I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR A LONG TIME, BUT NOW I'M BACK AND UPDATING AGAIN. THIS CHPTR WAS ONE OF MY FIRSTS. I HAVE NEVER MADE A CHPTR LIKE THIS BEFORE. YES THE RATING IS M, BUT I WON'T WRITE SOMETHING LEMONY OR LIMEY. MAYBE IN LATER CHPTRS, BUT NOT IN THIS STORY. TO ME AMAYA SEEMS TO FEMININE TO BE WROTE ABOUT IN THAT WAY. I GAVE JUST ENOUGH DETALE TO MAKE IT TASTFUL BUT LEFT YOU TO YOUR OWN THOUGHTS ON HOW YOU WANTED IT TO HAPPEN.

AS ALWAYS PLEASE READ AND REVIEW AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.

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