A/n: Hi guys,

I'm back from Paris! When I came home and checked my tumblr I found out that a lot of awesome people were in Paris at the same time... sadly I didn't see anyone :(. I did see Dylan Saunders, though! He was in the Netherlands! Whaaaaaaa! Anyways, back to the story.

Turns out this story is going to be Klaine and it's only a matter of time before the story characters will turn into Kurt and Blaine instead of Blaine and New Directions. I hope no one minds :). And maybe I should change the summary too some day, because the story is getting a little longer.

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A Gun Makes Me Feel Stronger - PART 4

Blaine repeated the words a few more times in his head, it still didn't make any sense after the third time.

... and you killed my brother.

You killed my brother.

My name is Adam and you killed my brother.

Wait.

Crap.

"I... uhm he- he tried to kill me first. I had to." Blaine stuttered, because hell he remembered. The older guy with the gun in the hallway, that should be Adam's brother. He hadn't killed anyone else, right?

No of course not.

"Ha ha," Adam laughed dryly, his voice filled with rage. "you had to kill him? You didn't have another choice? That's your excuse? That's all you have to say, Anderson?"

"He wanted to kill me-"

"So what? You'll end up dead anyway. Only now I'll make sure it will hurt a little bit more. I'll kill you very slowly when the timing is right. And no one will miss you, because you're worthless. Your so called friends will be glad you're gone for good, Blaine." Adam snarled angrily.

He walked towards the boy on the chair and kneeled down until he was sitting on his knees only a few inches away from the shaking boy. He placed his hand on the boy's cheek and moved his thump slowly up and down. Blaine tried to dodge the touch, but he couldn't move away far enough.

Blaine sobbed quietly as Adam made him look at him.

This couldn't really by Kurt's Adam right?

But it was him.

"I see why Kurt was interested in you, you're beautiful." Adam breathed softly in Blaine's ear. Blaine's heartbeat increased and his hands shook even harder. He tried to block all what was happening and what he was thinking.

His father will find him and make sure he'll be safe home again within hours.

He's sure of this.

He hopes that it's soon enough, though.

"I don't see why Kurt is interested in you." Blaine snapped suddenly, both Blaine's and Adam's eyes widened. Both of them hadn't expected Blaine to open his mouth, let alone say something like this.

"You know, Kurt is still in love with you. He keeps talking about you, good and bad things, it's kind of annoying. Kurt won't be able to truly love me when you're around." Adam commented slowly as he raised back to his feet and started to walk around in the room. "I'm not an idiot, sweetheart. I'm not gonna kill you because my boyfriend is in love with you, but it's a welcome bonus." He added as he walked into the small kitchen in the room. Blaine's breath itched as he saw Adam play with a knife and walk back towards him.

Adam held the knife firmly in his hand. He watched Blaine closely as the curly haired boy closed his eyes tightly.

If he was gonna die, that's fine. Well not really, but what can he do about it?

But he doesn't want to see it.

Blaine held his breath when he felt something sharp against his chin.

"Open your eyes, beautiful." Adam said, but Blaine kept them closed. "I said open your god damn, eyes!" Blaine screamed out in pain and opened his eyes immediately. He looked down right away to see Adam's foot on top of his. Had that asshole just stepped on his feet? "Next time it's the knife, Anderson." Adam warned.

"What do you want from me?"

"Isn't that clear? You killed my fucking brother! I want you dead!" Adam shouted as he angrily threw the knife against the wall. Blaine's eyes widened when he saw the knife sticking in the wall, Adam knew how to use a knife

"You really want to do that? When I'm dead it's over. I'll go to heaven and have probably a better after life with my mother there. Seriously in some way you'll help me when you shoot me in the head, or strangle me to dead. I don't care."

Blaine wasn't sure where all of this was coming from. He didn't want to die and he couldn't let Adam kill him. Maybe it made sense sometime?

"Shut your mouth!"

"Make me!" God, he really needed to watch his words.

"You want me to pick up Kurt? Because I know some ways to make you shut up with his help." Adam laughed loudly when Blaine shut his mouth right away. "Good." Adam walked away and opened a drawer. Blaine was surprised when he saw the other male walking back to him with a piece of paper and a pen, but seconds later it all clicked.

"Hell no."

"No?" Adam asked innocently and Blaine shook his head. "Well, let me just call Kurt and...-"

"Fine."

"Good boy. Now write. Oh and make it believable honey. When I read it I wanna be in tears you hear me." Blaine did nothing else but nod his head when Adam freed him from the handcuffs. He moved with his hands until the feeling in his fingers was back before he reached for the pen. Blaine struggled with writing, but didn't dare to ask for a table or at least something hard to write on. Adam noticed though and moved a small table in front of Blaine and place the piece of paper on it. "Is has to be readable." He explained and Blaine started to write.

Hello dad,

I don't know what to do. My arm hurts and I'm scared. Life used to be easy. It's pretty insane how quick that changed. When mom died last year, it was too much, for the both of us.

Blaine was relieved when Adam didn't seem to notice the slightly thicker font on some places in the letter. His father will.

"Tell him you love him, but sometimes life is unfair." It was almost ironic how Adam came up with that. Blaine would have commented on it, but he was trying to hard not to cry. "Also tell him not to look for you."

He simply listened to what Adam said.

That way it will be over sooner.

I love you dad, but sometimes life is kind of unfair. People hurt people and themselves. I can't take it anymore. It's too much. Please don't blame yourself. You've been amazing.

I love you and I'll never stop loving you.

Please don't look for me.

Goodbye.

Blaine was in tears the second he was done with the letter. He can't believe he's actually doing this, making his family think that he's gonna kill himself. He handed Adam the letter, who gratefully accepted it.

"Thank you, beautiful. Good job." Adam complimented as he walked out of the room. Blaine was glad that he could be alone for a while, but he didn't have any luck these past few days. "Mr. Crawford asked me to keep an eye on you while he's bringing a letter to the postoffice."

If Blaine had to stay here for a while he could better get some sleep, he figured.

With his hands cuffed behind his back he tried to fall asleep, but he didn't get much further than sitting there with his eyes closed.

The most horrible thoughts spinning through his head.

Kurt didn't know what to expect when he picked up his phone that evening and saw his father's number on the screen. His father never calls in the middle of the week, he knows he's busy.

What if something happened?

What if he's dying because of the cancer?

What if the doctors were wrong and he was still sick?

Kurt shook his head several times before he finally picked up his phone and greeted his father a little nervously.

"Hi dad."

"Kurt. Thank God you answered." Burt exclaimed and Kurt frowned slightly when he heard his father's concerned tone. "I need to tell you something and I think you're gonna freak out. Who am I even kidding? You're gonna freak out, but everything is going to be okay."

"Dad, please tell me you're okay." Kurt practically begged as he settled himself on a chair, silently preparing himself for the worst.

"I'm fine, Kurt. It's- It's Blaine." Kurt was relieved when his father told him he's fine, but that was only for a single second. Blaine? What could have happened to Blaine? "Have you seen the news?" Burt asked.

"Uhm… no I haven't. I've been kind of busy. Just tell me what happened, please?"

"Sure kiddo. There was a shooting at McKinley." Burt breathed softly, trying not to sound too stressed out. "Blaine- he… he is missing." Burt finished finally.

Kurt was silent for a few seconds and Burt gave his son the time to sort it all out in his head. It wasn't something that someone can register easily. Kurt and Blaine may have broken up, but they still love each other, Burt is sure of this.

"Kurt? You're okay there, buddy?" Burt asked.

"Uhm... no- should I come home?"

"If that's what you want." Burt answered sweetly. Kurt thought about it for a minute. It was important for him to stay here. He finally made it into NYADA and his work at Vogue is also very special to him.

Who is he even kidding? It's Blaine they are talking about.

"Yes, I'll be there as soon as I can." Kurt said, it was only now he realized that his voice was shaking slightly and his cheeks were wet from the tears. "I love you, dad."

"I love you too, son."

Kurt hang up the phone, but didn't make another move. He sat silent on the chair and stared to the wall. Blaine was missing and they didn't know where he is. Kurt really regrets watching Saw the other day with Adam now. All those people were kidnapped, just like Blaine. On the bright side, how big of a chance is there that whatever Blaine is going through right now is worse than any of the Saw movies?

Kurt hadn't even seen half of that movie. He was too disgust by the amount of blood or too scared when he knew something horrible was about to happen.

No something like that won't happen to Blaine. What Blaine goes through is worse.

It's real.

Not some disgusting movie.

It took almost an hour until Kurt finally moved out of the chair and walked to his room. There he immediately reached for a bag and threw all his clothes in it. He didn't even bother to fold them. Soon his toiletries were in it too.

When he was looking for his key he heard someone opening the door. Kurt was just about to look who it was when he heard someone calling his name.

"Kurt? Sweetheart?"

A/n: Rating changed to M, you probably noticed why. I still don't know yet what is gonna happen in the next chapter or in this whole story. Honestly all of this wasn't supposed to happen, but it still did. I hope you guys enjoyed!

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Xxx Crissingirl123