Chapter 9 – Miss you
For me get used to normal life after being these days with Phil, was almost completely impossible. The time seemed to pass slower and I was so bored sometimes, that I literally lay down on the bed looking at the celling.
I know we promised to see each other soon, but that 'soon' could be either tomorrow or in 2 months, and that made me worried. It's true we Skype almost everyday, and it's always so good to hear and see Phil, even on the computer screen; but he's still far away. What if he founds someone else? More interesting or good looking than me? Or worse, maybe someone closer to him. Someone he could see everyday? These are the thoughts that are consuming my mind.
I know we didn't discuss about what this is, and maybe that was a mistake. Because if he only sees this as a friends with benefits kind of relationship or just a one time thing I will probably get hurt. Not that I don't respect his opinion or what he feels, it's just I may have stronger feelings for him at the moment.
Arghh… why does he have to live so far away?!
I miss him terrible.
a/n: Hi guys, sorry for the short chapter. I have lots of homework to do, so it needed to be a quick one. I promise the next one will be bigger. Thanks for reading, and please a review so I can know what's your opinion :] xx
Mariana