Title: In Your Eyes
Authors: Raven Shadowrose/BeethovenRIP
Rating: M
Pairing: ?/?
Summary: A joint FanFic by Raven Shadowrose and BeethovenRIP based on Dixie and Jeff's conversation at the end of Series 26 Episode 36. We have rated it M as future chapters will contain adult themes. Dixie wants to be a mother and Jeff is all too willing to oblige, but, does their conversation in the ED have an unexpected effect on their relationship?
Disclaimer: The authors do not know or own any characters or content from Casualty, any original characters and the story are ours and we do not give permission for anyone to use the story or reproduce it.
Author's Note: Thank you to chan. nelson4444 for your comment, enjoy this chapter.
Please note, the chapter contains some adult content, you have been warned and the authors take no reponsibility for you not liking what you read if you continue reading this chapter.
Chapter Three.
They sat lost in their thoughts listening to the music. Jeff would look over at Dixie, he could see she was mulling things over in her head, he knew she was thinking about children. Even though they were incredibly close, this was something they never really talked about, they just seemed happy to have each other.
Every now and again Dixie shook herself from her thoughts to move over towards Jeff's foot. He would watch her slowly remove the tea towel, check on the swelling before rotating the ice placing it back down gently. He continued to look on as she readjusted the cushion that supported his bare foot before returning to her wine and thoughts.
This was killing Jeff inside, he wanted to know how desperately she wanted to have children, he needed to know how serious she was about this. He reached over to pick up his glass swallowing the contents down in one hit. Jeff placed it gently on the coaster before turning to face Dixie. 'You okay Dix?'
'Yeah, honestly mate, I am fine, like I said, I am just being silly.'
'Why do you think you are being silly?'
Dixie let out a sigh before she leant forward topping up the glasses with wine. 'Just am that's all, honestly love, nothing to worry about, probably just my hormones.'
Jeff watched her reshuffle on the sofa pulling off her socks so her bare feet were showing as she too placed her feet up on the coffee table. 'Oi Mrs Collier get those feet down right now.' Jeff said sternly but jokingly at the same time.
'Why? What are you going to do if I don't peg leg?' Dixie responded looking at him smugly knowing that he couldn't exactly do anything with ice on his foot.
Jeff seized the opportunity to show Dixie how serious he was about sleeping with her to give her what she wanted. He didn't mind if she rejected him in that way once she became pregnant, but the thought of sleeping with her, giving her a child was causing a whole new range of emotions to stir from within him.
Dixie eyed Jeff curiously to see what he was going to do, she wasn't expecting him to shuffle along the sofa towards her or to place a gentle kiss upon her lips before tickling behind her knee making her scream before she pulled her legs away placing her feet firmly on the floor. 'You cheeky sod.'
'But you love me.' Jeff replied. He stayed where he was sitting closer to Dixie looking at her as she continued to think.
'Dix?'
'Ummm.'
'Are you still thinking about wanting to be a mum?' Jeff bit his lip as he asked this question, he didn't want to upset Dixie, but he needed to know.
'A little maybe, but, like I said, I am just having a moment.'
'The moment seems to be lasting a long time though.'
'What do you mean by that?'
Jeff sighed heavily while thinking of what to do. It was obvious to him that Dixie wasn't going to ask, but he just didn't know how to bring the subject up again. Instead he passed her the glass of wine, chinking his against it before they both drank down the contents. 'I think that wine has just gone straight to my head.' Dixie said as she tried to put her glass down on the coaster but missed making her and Jeff laugh.
'A little tipsy are we Mrs Collier?'
'Not one bit.' Dixie said smiling as Jeff then tried to pour more of the wine into the glasses but he just couldn't get the coordination right so he gave up.
'You still thinking of having children Dixie?'
'A little, I often think about what it would be like. What I would feel like carrying a baby, giving birth to it and caring for it. Having it call me Mummy.' Jeff saw Dixie's eyes light up as she said this, he saw something in her that he hadn't done for quite some time. Jeff sat there staring at Dixie who was giggling at the thought of being a mum, he lent forward once more taking her head in his hand as he edged closer towards her lips, if she wanted a baby, he would give her a baby.
Dixie felt Jeff's hand against her cheek; she was lost in the moment thinking about how gentle his touch was against her skin. Millions of thoughts were racing through her mind at that point; none of them were making any sense to her, even less so when she felt Jeff's lips touch hers. It had been a long time since she had been kissed by anyone, was this what she wanted?
Jeff's lips lingered on hers as he slowly began to capture them in his mouth, he kept it soft and gentle before those emotions came flooding back, he was no longer thinking with his head, he was thinking with something else. He was experiencing feelings he had not had in quite some time, something was rising within him.
Dixie let Jeff kiss her; she felt his lips parting over hers as he tried to deepen the kiss they were sharing. Something was stirring within her, something made her tilt her head and part her lips allowing his tongue into her mouth. Slowly she slipped her tongue into his as their kiss intensified. Dixie moved herself so she was closer to Jeff using her hands to caress his back as they fell back onto the sofa. Jeff brought the kiss to a gentle end staring into Dixie's eyes, he could see the want in them just as much as she could probably see it plastered across his face. Dixie smiled at Jeff moving the ice from his foot taking him by the hand leading him up the stairs and into his bedroom.
Jeff couldn't quite believe what was happening, he was being led up the stairs to his room by his best friend, emotions were running high for him, and he was now thinking of one thing, that one thing was sex.
Dixie opened the door to his bedroom and pulled him inside moving her body so she was right up against his. He looked down into her eyes, he could see wanting, yearning, passion. He took her once more into his arms locking his lips firmly on hers once more as their mouths opened beneath one another; they were hungry, hungry for each other.
Jeff moved his hands across her top before gently pushing her back up against the wall next to his window. The moonlight streamed in through the open curtains illuminating the semi dark room, with the door open, the light from the landing was streaming in giving them enough light so they could see each other, but the net curtains provided some privacy. He thought of closing the door and curtains, but, that would take time, he wanted Dixie and wanted her now. He had her up against the wall continuing to kiss her while feeling himself becoming more aroused, he felt as if his erection was going to burst out of his jeans! He was desperate to have her.
Dixie was losing herself in the kiss she was sharing, naughty thoughts racing through her mind as she stood up against the wall, she could feel Jeff growing as his lower body moved in closer to hers, she couldn't believe how turned on she was becoming by this. Dixie reached her hands down undoing Jeff's button and zip pulling down his jeans so they fell around his ankles before she did the same with his boxers. She felt his erection ping out and bury itself into her thigh as they continued to kiss. She moved her hand down to his lower back holding him in closer to her.
Jeff broke the kiss as he pulled on her jeans dropping them and her thong to the floor before she stepped out of them returning to stand against the wall. Dixie caught sight of Jeff's erection and gasped, excitement flowed through her knowing in a minute she would be feeling him. Jeff pushed her firmly against his bedroom wall before using his right hand to pull her left leg up to his waist holding it in position before he used his left hand to guide his erection into her. He hovered in position just placing the tip inside her before desire took over leaving him to ram it into her. Dixie cried out as she felt Jeff enter her full on and hard. Once he was in, he continued to hold her leg in one hand while pushing her right shoulder against the wall with his left hand. Their eyes locked onto each other as Jeff moved in and out of her thrusting hard and fast.
Dixie moved with every thrust maintaining her balance on her right leg which was firmly on the floor. After a few thrusts, she timed her movements with Jeff perfectly, bringing herself down onto this length as he thrust making the penetration intense and deep. 'Fuck Jeff.' She whispered before letting out another moan as he continued to move inside her.
Jeff let out moans of pleasure as he felt Dixie come down onto his length, he felt really deep inside her. They continued like this until Dixie leant in to kiss Jeff, as she did, she lost her footing and sent the pair of them crashing down onto his bed. This didn't stop them, Jeff was still inside her, she was now on top straddling his thighs moving herself up and down as he continued to thrust hard into her.
Dixie straightened her back sitting upright on top of Jeff as they continued to move. Jeff found his hands firmly on her thighs pushing her down as he moved. 'Fuck Dix, I am going to cum.'
'Shit not yet Jeff, I am almost there.' Dixie felt herself slowly start to let go, she tightened her thighs and muscles around Jeff's hard erection trying to hold him in place as her body began to quiver. Jeff needed to release, he could feel it rising making its way along his length ready to erupt into her. Dixie closed her eyes as she felt her orgasm take hold moaning Jeff's name and groaning loudly. This was all he needed, without a second thought and using what remaining strength he had, Jeff flung Dixie onto her back pushing himself deep inside her even more as he let out a loud scream coming inside her.
Dixie felt him erupt, she felt complete having a part of Jeff inside of her, she felt warm and contented. She didn't want to let him go, she wanted him to stay inside her. They lay together for a few minutes catching their breath before Jeff slowly withdrew from her lying next to her. Dixie moved up the bed so she was resting on the pillows next to Jeff feeling her eyelids starting to close. They looked into each other's eyes once more sharing a small kiss before sleep took over, both falling asleep on top of the duvet half-dressed allowing the moonlight once more to illuminate the room as they slept.