really sorry I uploaded wrong chapter hopefully this one is right lol

Sorry not a very long chapter for the people who don't like the smut. There is bit of bad language in this chapter still just to warn you.

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Chapter 17

Elliot finally pulled away from Olivia and rested his forehead against hers.

"I was so scared when you drove off" he told her "I totally lost it ….. I didn't know what to do". Olivia dropped her hands from around his neck and took hold of his hands lifting them up towards them.

"So I can see" she said looking at his bloody knuckles she raised them to her mouth and gently kissed them. "I'm so sorry" she told him.

"Hey you came back, that's all I care about" he told her. "But the next time you get scared or worried talk to me first and trust my kids when they tell you they love you okay. You have always been there for them"

Olivia nodded "I will I promise". Elliot wrapped his arms around her and held her tight. "Come on" she said "Let's get your hand sorted out it needs cleaned then I have plans for you to make up for upsetting you"

She took his hand and gently led him back into the kitchen. He rested against the table as she got a cloth and soaked it. She stood between his legs and lifted his hand and gently cleaned away the dried blood, Elliot's eyes never left her face.

"El stop staring" she said not looking up.

"I can't help it your so beautiful" he told her "All those years I spent looking across the desk at you wanting to be so close to you, t hold you and kiss you, I can't believe it's finally happened" he said taking the cloth out her hands and throwing it in the sink. His hands moved to the buttons on her shirt and he slowly undone them keeping his eyes fixed on her. He slipped it down over her shoulders letting it drop to the floor. Leaving her in the bikini top from earlier that day. He lifted her chin gently and brushed her lips with his.

"Hmmmm" moaned Olivia at his gentle touch "Don't be gentle El" she said looking him in the eyes with such fire and lust "Just take me hard and fast, I need you to fuck me like you never have before"

Elliot stood mouth open listening to what she was saying "Liv…. I don't want to hurt you"

"You won't baby I trust you and I know if it gets too much you will stop if I ask… I just need you to take me and fuck me hard El, I want …no need you to make me yours, think of all those things you have thought about doing with me and do it" she told him "Make me scream and beg you for more"

Sex and smut bit

"Baby you okay?" he asked her worried it had been too much for her.

"Just give me a moment Baby" she panted as she lay face down on the table. Elliot nodded and gently stroked her back his finger sliding through the film of sweat that was there. After a while she moved and pushed herself up off the table, she turned round and faced him a big smile on her face, Elliot smiled back at her. "Fuck me Stabler where the hell did that come from" she laughed as she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Are you sure you're ok?" he asked her "it didn't hurt did it?"

"Oh it hurt but it was a good pain that was amazing baby" she said kissing him.

"Are you sore now?"

"Yeah a bit, but I'm sure it will ease off" Elliot nodded.

"How about a bath may relax you a bit" he suggested.

"Yeah sounds good, why don't we take a bottle of wine in with us" she smiled.

"Your amazing do you know that" he said holding her tight.

"Yeah well you're not too bad yourself" she said holding him back. "Now go run the bath I will grab the wine. Elliot kissed the tip of her nose and left the room. Olivia pushed off the table and winced as she walked to the fridge and grabbed out the bottle of wine. She walked carefully to the cupboard and took out two glasses and walked slowly to the bathroom.

Elliot ran the bath and added bubbles he dimmed the lights and checked the water wasn't too hot. He looked up as Olivia walked into the bathroom and noticed she was walking as if in pain.

"Shit Liv I've hurt you" he said going to her.

"El, baby stop worrying I will be fine I promise" she told him handing him the wine "get pouring" she smiled at him. Elliot done as he was told and put the two glasses down on the table by the bath, and rechecked the water.

"Feels good" he told her. He stepped into the water and reached for Olivia's hand helping her in the tub. He sat down first and Olivia slipped between his legs resting back against his chest sighing, as the water covered her aching body.

"That better?" he asked her.

"Hmmm it feels good" she said as Elliot splashed the hot water over her. Elliot reached over and grabbed a glass of wine handing it to Olivia before getting his and taking a long drink, putting it back down, before starting to gently massage her neck and shoulders.

"That feels great" she sighed as he rubbed her neck and shoulders dropping her head forward as Elliot gently kissed her neck.

"Liv what we just done… in the kitchen, I ….. I have never done anything like that before, it….no you were amazing"

"Well then that's a first for me as well" she groaned as he continued to rub her "I have never felt comfortable enough with anyone to let them do that or trust them enough" she told him.

"What never?"

"No El, never. I knew if I asked you to stop you would, because I trust you. Hell I trust you with my life. I would never have done what we just done with anyone but you"

"But I still hurt you Liv"

"El I have never came so much or as hard as I have tonight, and I may be a bit sore now but its already easing off" she smiled turning to face him "Now stop worrying" she said lying back on him as she drank her wine.

"Okay Baby" he said kissing her neck and picking up his wine finishing the glass. He picked up the bottle and refilled his glass and Livs. "This is nice "he said as Olivia ran her hand up his leg under the water.

"Yeah it is" she replied and felt his cock twitch against her back "You got to be kidding me Stabler" she laughed.

"Sorry" he laughed back "I can't control it around you"

"Yeah well you're gonna have to cause the only thing I will be capable of tonight when we get out the bath is sleeping" she told him.

"I'm good with that Liv, I promise" he smiled "Just being with you is good enough for me" he said laying his head back.

Elliot's mom and the kids climbed out the car the house was in darkness.

"They must be in bed" giggled Lizzy.

"Yeah I bet the aint sleeping though" said Kat.

"Yeah well I don't care what their doing as long as they are together" said Maureen.

They walked into the house and into the kitchen looking at the clothes all over the floor. "I guess they couldn't wait" said Kat picking them up and smiling.

"Well I don't want pictures in my head of my dad and his girlfriend" said Dickie "so I'm off to bed" he said waving to the girls and his grandmother. He went into his room and changed before heading down the corridor to the bathroom. Yawning he pushed open the door and walked in.

"Jesus Christ!" he shouted darting out the bathroom and slamming the door.

"Dickie what's wrong?" asked Kat running towards him. Before he could speak she pushed open the bathroom door and burst out laughing. "Guess it's more than pictures in your head now Dickie" she said as she watched Olivia grab a towel and throw it over her and Elliot in the bath. "Seriously guys you could of locked the door" she said to them as Dickie walked back to his room shaking his head.

"We fell asleep "said Elliot "we weren't supposed to still be in here" he explained to his girls who were all now stood in the doorway looking at them. "Now if you wouldn't mind getting the hell out so we can move" he said to them. They closed door and heard them laughing and asking Dickie if he was okay.

"Shit Elliot" said Olivia climbing out the tub and wrapping the towel around herself. "Poor Dickie"

"What do you mean poor Dickie" he laughed.

"El he just seen me completely naked" she said throwing a towel at him.

"Yeah and what a naked body to see" he said still laughing "he certainly won't be looking at you in the same way again"

"El it's not funny you need to talk to him, I can't have him feeling awkward around me"

"Olay Liv I will in the morning I promise" he said "now come on let's get to bed" he said taking her hand and quietly heading to their room.