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Chapter 18
Olivia walked into the living room and smiled. Elliot was lay on the couch with Eli lying on his chest both of them asleep. They had all eaten Chinese and watched a movie. The kids had explained where they had been and what had been said between them and Kathy. Olivia felt the tears swell up as they told how they defended her against their own Mom, Elliot had never been prouder of his kids than he had right then. The kids left them alone to go to bed and Olivia helped Elliot's Mom tidy up leaving Elliot alone with his son.
She crouched down beside them and gently shook Elliot.
"Hey Baby" she said quietly "Come on lets go to bed" Elliot opened his eyes and looked directly into her face.
"Hmm okay" he said his voice sleepy "Can you get Eli for me"
Olivia gently picked up Eli who opened his eyes at her "Ssshhhh Baby" she said rocking him gently. He gurgled and closed his eyes again going back to sleep. Elliot sat up smiling, watching her with his son.
"It suits you" he said standing up next to her, kissing her softly on the lips. She looked at him and smiled but her eyes looked sad. "Hey what's wrong?"
She shrugged her shoulders "I just keep thinking time is running out for me to have my own kids"
"Don't be daft liv you have plenty of time, we have plenty of time"
"What?"
"Me and you, we have plenty of time to make a baby"
"You….you want to have a kid with me" Elliot nodded.
"Liv I want to be with you for the rest of my life and having a baby I was hoping would be part of that plan"
"God I love you" she smiled looking down at Eli "Come on lets go to bed"
They put Eli in the small crib Elliot's Mom still had from when the other kids were little and climbed into bed. Elliot wrapped his arms tightly around her, her head resting on his chest.
"I have been thinking" said Elliot quietly "And I'm not going to get a paternity test"
"What! Why?" she asked lifting her head and looking at him.
"It doesn't matter what a piece of paper says as far as I'm concerned Eli is my son he always will be. I'm going to go and try and talk to Kathy calmly and sort something out. It's my name on his birth certificate and I love him that's all that matters."
"If you're sure"
"I am. We have seen enough in our jobs to know how things work. Whether I am his Dad biologically or not it doesn't matter I still have rights"
"Well I will stand by you no matter what you do baby"
"I know you will" he lent down and kissed her gently his tongue sliding into her open mouth, his hands moved under the sheet and moved over her body.
"El we can't …Eli" she said catching her breath.
"I know but I can still touch you" he grinned "and kiss you and make out with you"
"Yeah but then I will want more" she laughed "so behave" she said removing his hands from her. He looked at her his bottom lip sticking out. Olivia laughed at him "It's only for tonight, you will live" she said resting her head on his chest "Now go to sleep"
He wrapped his hands around her and pulled her tight "Night Baby" he whispered kissing the top of her head and closing his eyes.
Elliot climbed out of bed when he heard Eli crying; he rubbed his eyes and walked over to the crib.
"Hey little man you hungry" he asked him lifting him out the crib.
"I will go and get him his bottle" said Olivia getting up.
"No here" said Elliot handing Eli to her, "You climb back into bed I will get it" Olivia took Eli and sat back in the bed.
"Hey come on" she said rocking him "what's all this noise about eh" she lifted him over her shoulder and rubbed his back. "It's okay your daddy will be back soon with your milk" she kissed the side of his head as he started to calm down and the sobs turned to little sniffles. "There we go…we don't want to be waking your brother and sisters do you." she lifted him off her should and lay him down on the bed next to her and lay on her side propped up on her elbow looking down at him. "There we go is that better?" she smiled down at him letting him take hold of her finger and drag it to his mouth biting down on it. "Oh you are hungry aren't you… well once you have your milk you will have to go straight back to sleep cause your daddy gets grumpy when he is tired". Eli looked up at her with his bright blue eyes. "You have to be your Daddy's with those eyes baby" she sighed kissing him gently on the forehead.
Elliot walked back in the room and climbed on the bed on the other side of Eli "Here we go feeding time "he smiled putting the bottle in his mouth. Elis little hands grabbed at the bottle holding it.
"I can't believe how much I miss this" Elliot said watching him take his bottle.
"Yeah well hopefully Kathy will be reasonable and you will get to see him often" Elliot leaned over Eli and kissed Olivia. They both leaned back on the pillows whilst Eli took his bottle. Elliot picked him up and rubbed his back.
"El why don't you just bring him in here with us" said Olivia.
"You sure?" Olivia nodded "yeah it will be nice" Elliot climbed back on the bed and laid Eli in-between them. "He is so beautiful El" said Olivia holding Elis hand "With those looks and eyes he has to be yours"
"Yeah well I guess we will never know officially, but in my heart he is" they both lay on their side and watched Eli as he fell asleep.
"I meant what I said about us having a baby Liv"
"I know you did, but let's get everything with Eli sorted first"
Elliot nodded "I'm gonna take Eli home to Kathy tomorrow and talk to her, hopefully sort things out….. I want you to come with me"
"That's not a good idea it could make things worse"
"Your part of my life and my kids, she needs to accept that, but if it makes you uncomfortable then its fine I don't mind going alone"
"Okay, thank you" they both closed their eyes and finally fell asleep.
Kathleen opened her bedroom door yawning and walked down the corridor to the kitchen as she got to her Dads and Olivia's room she stopped noticing the door was open and peeped in. They were lying on the bed facing each other asleep with Eli in-between them.
"Hey what you looking at?" said Dickie looking in the room.
"They all look so cute" she said.
"Yeah" said Dickie.
"Can you imagine how cute a baby would be if they had one together" said Kat.
"Well if they carry on like they are then it shouldn't be too long before they are" said Dickie grinning. "Come on let's get breakfast sorted Dad and Liv are heading back to the city today"
"What about you and Lizzy?" asked Kat as they headed to the kitchen.
"We are gonna stay here until mom has moved out and Dad is back at the house, it would be too cramped at Livvys place"
Olivia opened her eyes and looked at Elliot. "What is it with your kids and them thinking we can't hear them" she laughed.
After breakfast they packed the car and said their goodbyes before heading back to the city. Elliot had called Kathy and told her he would meet her at the house to talk, which she agreed to.
"El could you just take me straight home please, I don't think I could face seeing Kathy"
"Yeah sure Baby, once I'm done I will come straight over" she nodded and carried on looking out the window.
Elliot pulled up to the house and took a deep breath as he got Eli out the car. He was fast asleep as Elliot carried him up to the house. Kathy opened the door for him and Elliot took him straight upstairs and lay him in the crib. When he came down Kathy was in the kitchen making coffee. She handed a cup to Elliot.
"I'm not taking a DNA test" he said "Providing we can come to some arrangement for custody"
"Why?"
"I have been here for him since the day you told me you were pregnant. I left the job I loved and almost ruined ever being with Liv by moving back with you" he saw Kathy pull a face when he mentioned Liv's name. "Don't….. Don't stand there pulling faces at the mention of her name, Liv isn't to blame for any of this"
"How can she not be you have been in love with her for years" she said.
"Maybe I was but nothing ever happened, I wouldn't let anything happen and neither would Liv. You left me and asked for a divorce. And don't stand there and tell me you did it because you thought I was sleeping with Liv cause that's bullshit. If you really thought that then why did you go to her and asked her to get me to sign the papers" he asked her glaring at her "Come on …..Why?"
"I don't know" she answered. Elliot shook his head.
"You need to stop looking for someone to blame for our mistakes Kathy. We fell out of love years ago and you know we did. The only thing that kept us together and me here is the kids. You need to move on because if you keep blaming everyone else all the time you are going to lose the kids as well"
"You mean her when you say everyone" she snapped.
"Yes I mean Liv" he said getting frustrated "Jesus Kathy can't you see our kids love her whether you like it or not. They went to her that night when your lover boy came to the house, they went to the one person they knew they could trust and who cared for them."
"I KNOW!" she screamed "That's what fucking hurts" she said starting to cry. "The fact they love her so much and I'm just a total screw up" she pulled a chair away from the table and sat down. "I know I fucked up and I have lost everything because of its"
"So try to start and put things right, take responsibility for what you have done and stop blaming other people. All the kids want is for everyone to be happy"
"But I'm only happy with you" she said standing up and moving towards him "It's always been you" she reached up to his face and cupped his cheeks reaching up she tried to kiss him. He grabbed her arms pulling them down.
"Kathy don't" he warned her. "It won't work this time. You're not going to get me into bed and tell me 3 months down the line your pregnant, not this time"
Kathy ripped her arms out his grasp and slapped his face "You Bastard" she said her face red with anger.
"What the hell happened to you?" he asked her shaking his head and beginning to walk away. "My lawyer will be in touch" he said not looking back as he walked to the front door.
"Fine I will give you joint custody" Elliot turned to face her and walked back to her. "I won't fight it anymore; I will be out the house by the end of the weekend for you to move back in". Elliot stood looking shocked and confused at the sudden turn around. "I had to try one more time" she told him "the kids told me how much you were in love her….. But you would never cheat on someone would you"
"No I wouldn't" he said "like I told you I never had"
Kathy nodded "I will sort everything tomorrow"
"Thank you" he said turning to leave again.
"I will always love you Elliot" he didn't turn back again as he walked to his car and got in. He picked up his phone.
I'm on my way home xx he text.
Hurry I miss you xxx he smiled and pulled away from the house.
Elliot walked into the apartment and got a beer out the fridge and drank half the bottle straight away, and stood at the window looking out; he didn't hear Olivia coming up behind him.
"How did it go?"
"Okay I guess, she is giving me joint custody and moving out by end of weekend" he put his bottle down and Olivia nodded.
"That's good right" Elliot nodded as he pulled her into his arms.
"God I love you so much" he said holding her tight "Please don't ever leave me"
"Hey baby I won't" she told him holding him tight "It took me long enough to get you I aint ever letting go….. Now why don't we go and practice making a baby, you do realise we went a full 24 hrs. with no sex at all" she grinned.
"Sounds good" he replied kissing her neck as she started to undo shirt slipping it off his chest and running her hands down it. Elliot pulled her t-shirt over her head and dropped his head kissing her breasts "God I missed these" he smirked kissing her hard on the lips.
"Take me to bed El" she said as he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around him laughing as he walked away from the window. Neither of them saw the lonely figure glaring up at them from the car across the street an evil grin spread over her face.
"I will get you back" she said "You will always be mine …..Nobody else's"
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