Title: In Your Eyes

Authors: Raven Shadowrose/BeethovenRIP

Rating: M

Pairing: ?/?

Summary: A joint FanFic by Raven Shadowrose and BeethovenRIP based on Dixie and Jeff's conversation at the end of Series 26 Episode 36. We have rated it M as future chapters will contain adult themes. Dixie wants to be a mother and Jeff is all too willing to oblige, but, does their conversation in the ED have an unexpected effect on their relationship?

Disclaimer: The authors do not know or own any characters or content from Casualty, any original characters and the story are ours and we do not give permission for anyone to use the story or reproduce it.

Author's Note: Thank you to olivia. c. king1 for your review, we really appreciate it :)

Chapter Nine.

'JEFF WILL YOU GET A MOVE ON I AM GOING TO BE LATE!' Dixie shouted up the stairs for the third time in as many minutes. She really did hate these budget meetings and although Jeff had done a pretty good job of taking her mind off it last night, he was getting on her nerves already this morning. 'I said I will be there in a minute Dix, can't a man go to the loo in peace any more?' Dixie was halfway up the stairs at this point before she spoke again, 'Jeff, you have been in there ages, I told you I wanted to be up early and leave on time, now come on.' Dixie heard Jeff sigh, she knew she was being harsh on him, he didn't deserve it, but, she was getting herself in a bit of a two and eight over this meeting and Jeff's bodily functions were not helping her nerves. She sat down on the bottom step checking through her handbag and laptop case one last time making sure she had everything while she waited for Jeff.

Dixie was finding it a little hard to focus at the moment, all she could think of was what her and Jeff did last night, the kissing, it was amazing. She had no idea that kissing a man would be that satisfying, that rewarding, or, evoke those feelings from deep inside her. Every time she tried to focus on the meeting, her mind wondered back to their kissing, it made her all squishy inside. Dixie didn't want Jeff to stop last night, she wanted to go further with him and she was pretty damn sure he did as well. She dreamt about what could have happened if they had carried on - it made her feel good inside knowing that she had turned him on as much as she had done.

Dixie shook her head; the thoughts of a naked Jeff moving inside her would have to wait until after the meeting. She couldn't very well go in there all flushed at her thoughts, that wouldn't do her any good at all. She had just about managed to compose herself when she felt a pair of arms snake around her waist pulling her backwards. She then felt a soft pair of lips kissing her neck softly. Dixie closed her eyes as Jeff continued to place small kisses at the base of her neck in the crevice of the shoulder. She could feel herself letting out a sigh as he continued; she was starting to become turned on by this. 'Jeff, stop, we need to go.' Dixie whispered as she tried to maintain a sense of composure.
Jeff smiled placing one last kiss on her cheek before she turned around to look at him,
'How about a goodbye kiss?' he asked hopefully.
'I think you have just had one.'
'Oh come one Dix, just one.' Dixie smiled at him before she pressed her lips against his giving him a small kiss. She pulled away and they both smiled at each other before heading out to face the day and meeting.

Jeff knew that Dixie hated these meetings and knew she would be in need of some comfort when she got back. He had helped her with the figures this quarter, she had overspent on equipment and training courses, but, they were able to justify absolutely everything. The station had a reputation in the South West for being one of the best in terms of response times, treatment and patient care, surely the men in suits would recognise that? He really hoped they wouldn't give Dixie a rough time as they scrutinised her figures, but, he couldn't be so sure.
He used the few minutes he had spare to place a chocolate bar on Dixie's desk for her return. He would like to give her it in person, but, if she arrived back while he was out on a shout, she would need it rather than wait for him. He positioned the chocolate on her computer keyboard before placing a post it note on top 'J xx' was all he wrote, he didn't need to say any more than that. He smiled at his gesture, placing a kiss on the post it note before he left her office.

Dixie arrived back at the Ambulance Station about four hours later, it had been an intense meeting, they had really grilled her on every single expenditure, telling her it wasn't good enough that she was over budget again and that there was a station in the South East who delivered the same as she did but on less money. The men in suits had decided that she should pay them a visit and learn how it is done. They had told Dixie to sort out her overspend or lose a paramedic. She didn't want that, they were stretched enough as it was, so, she had reluctantly agreed to pay her counterpart in Sussex a visit. They had given her until the close of play to get the draft costing for the next quarter to them; they demanded to see at least a 10% underspend on her budget. Dixie knew this was going to be a tough one, how was she going to do that?

She parked the car and headed in towards the locker room to get changed; Jeff was nowhere to be seen, so she assumed he was out on a shout. Once she was changed, Dixie made her way to her office to put her files and laptop away. Sitting at her desk, she went to put her head into her hands before she noticed the chocolate and Jeff's note; she smiled to herself at his thoughtfulness before she ate a square.
In the meantime, Jeff had arrived back with Norman, his face lit up once more as he saw their car parked in its usual spot, so he knew Dixie was back. 'Back in a minute.' He yelled at Norman as he jumped out the ambulance practically running for Dixie's office. Norman looked on in surprise; Jeff never moved that quickly for anyone!

Jeff didn't knock or anything, he burst straight in to see Dixie, she was sat in her chair fiddling with sheets of paper staring at the computer screen. Jeff closed the door before he walked up to her. 'You have a headache don't you Dix?'
'Umm.'
'I said, you have a headache don't you?'
'How do you know I have a headache?' Dixie asked puzzled at Jeff's ability to diagnose from 40 paces. 'You are wearing your glasses; you only wear them when you have a headache. Mind you, they make you look even more sexy than you already do Mrs Collier.'

Dixie let out a small smile as Jeff moved closer. 'That bad was it?'
'You have no idea handsome.'
'Come here Princess, let me make it better.'
Dixie got up and moved herself into Jeff's embrace. She rested her head on his chest as he held her, he was right, she did have a headache. Dixie relaxed into the hug letting her thoughts wash over her. She felt her head being tilted once more as hers and Jeff's lips touched. He encouraged her to part her lips again as he slipped his tongue into her mouth, they stood there for what seemed to be an eternity lost in their kiss. Dixie could not believe how good this was now getting, she had forgotten they were at work along with the deadline she now had; her mind was on Jeff and returning his kiss. They pulled away quickly as Norman knocked on the door. 'Jeff, we have a shout, are you coming or not?' Jeff still had his arms around Dixie; Norman didn't know where to look as both Colliers were rather flushed. 'Yeah, just coming.' Jeff leant in again to kiss Dixie on the cheek before he left once more.

The remainder of the shift passed without too much incident. Dixie had just about managed to complete her draft budget plan for HQ as well as catch up on rotas and paperwork. It had been a quiet day; Jeff had come in and seen her at every opportunity he had, each time ended up with them kissing rather passionately. Dixie couldn't believe how at ease she was becoming with this, it excited her.

Jeff had taken her out for dinner as a reward for getting through the Budget meeting, nothing fancy, just to their local Beefeater. It was lovely going out as a couple, holding hands under the table and sharing their food with each other. It made her forget about all the budgets and troubles that being Operational Duty Manager brought.

They were now back at home, back on the sofa sharing another kiss. Jeff was resting slightly on top of Dixie as he kissed her, both tongues dancing around the others in their mouths. Jeff's hand was running up and down Dixie's arm as he kissed her whilst hers were running up and down his back. She wanted to touch him elsewhere, but was too scared to in case he didn't like it. She would have to find out what he liked as their relationship progressed. Dixie was getting lost in her thoughts again of Jeff being naked on top of her, making love to her, she so desperately wanted it to be a reality, she hadn't noticed the fact that Jeff had pulled away. 'Dix?'
'Umm.'
'I know we said we would take things slowly, and I completely understand if you said no, but…'
'Jeff, I won't say no.'
'Really?'
'Jeff, I want you again, I want to feel you again, I want to make love with you again.' Jeff smiled as Dixie said this, he wanted her last night, but stopped himself, now the wait was over, he was going to show Dixie how much she meant to him and what sex should be like. He was determined to treat her with care as they made love, as much as the first time had been satisfying, taking her up against a wall was not the gentlemanly thing to have done.

Jeff slowly got up off the sofa and took Dixie by the hand, 'Are you sure about this Dixie?'
'Most definitely.'
'Your room or mine?'
'Mine.'
'Tell you what Princess, you go on up and get yourself ready. I will lock up and be up with you in a sec okay.' Jeff hoped that by giving Dixie some privacy to get ready that she would be less self-conscious when he did join her.

Dixie ran up the stairs like an excited child on Christmas Eve flying straight into her bedroom, she quickly tidied up the washing piles and books that were thrown on her bed fluffing up the duvet and pillows ready for Jeff. She heard him pottering out in the garden with Lil Abs as she brushed her teeth, she knew he would be with her soon. Dixie was grateful that Jeff had left her alone to get ready, as much as he had already seen and felt most of her body, she was still self-conscious about her 'flabby bits' as she called them. Dixie went back into her room and removed her clothing looking at her naked form in her mirror. She wondered if Jeff would still want her if he saw what she looked like without any clothes on. Dixie sighed to herself as she got into her bed pulling the covers up waiting for Jeff.

After a few minutes Jeff knocked on her door coming in when she gave him the all clear. He was carrying the purple box that caused mass embarrassment for him placing it on the bedside table. Dixie couldn't help but let out a small laugh as she saw it thinking back to Jeff's face as they bought them. She hoped that she had made up enough for it by now.

Jeff turned on the bedside lamp before he turned off the main light, he wanted to see her as he made love to her, but, wanted to keep the light subtle. Dixie looked on as Jeff slowly stripped himself of his clothing in front of her, she took in his chest, flattish stomach, solid legs and perfectly formed bum - desire and wanting shot through her as she studied his naked form.

Jeff climbed into the bed next to his wife taking her into his arms as they kissed one another once more. Jeff wanted to take this slowly, he didn't want to rush anything or Dixie herself. He took her into his arms and kissed her, softly caressing her back as he did so. He felt Dixie's hands return to his back moving up and down it steadily and slowly.

Jeff was becoming aroused by this tender action, he wanted to make sure Dixie was ready for him, so, he slipped his hand lower down her body gently parting her legs as he slid his hand over her. He fought back the urge to place his fingers inside her; he would save that for another day.

Dixie moved so she was lying on her back, Jeff had moved to put on the condom and was now hovering above her staring into her eyes.
'Are you ready Dix?'
'Yes.'
Jeff slowly lowered his body onto hers as she parted her legs even more allowing him to get in closer. As Jeff came down onto Dixie, he slowly guided his length into her, both let out a moan as they joined together.

Jeff started moving slowly locking his eyes onto Dixie as he did so; he ran his hand down her cheek as he moved deep inside her, his other hand was locked in hers just above her head. Dixie couldn't believe how complete she felt again, she was glad that they didn't wait much longer. 'Are you okay with this Dixie?' Jeff asked once more as they continued to make love to one another slowly and steadily. 'It is wonderful Jeffrey.' Dixie replied through her deep breathing and moaning.
'Tell me if you want me to slow down or stop.'
'I don't want you to do either of those things.' Dixie whispered as her eyes closed.
Jeff smiled at her as he watched her getting lost in the moment, he maintained a slow and steady rhythm and it wasn't long before Dixie started to move her hips to match his actions intensifying their love making even more. Both were losing themselves in the sensations that ran through them, their moaning was getting louder and, unbeknownst to them, their movements were getting faster. Jeff had lent in once more to feel Dixie's lips on his, he didn't need to coax her to open her mouth this time, and she was already there with her tongue ready to enter his.

Over the next few minutes, Jeff broke his contact with Dixie several times to check that she was all right with this, on all occasions she said she was and begged him not to stop. She sounded so satisfied with what they were doing, so was he. Jeff hadn't felt like this in a long time, he was in bed making love to a woman he cared so deeply for. Slowly he felt his body start to tense, his orgasm was on its way, Dixie felt him get harder as he sped up, she found this exhilarating as she started to slip into release.

Dixie felt Jeff arch his back and let out a moan before he collapsed onto her once more. She had never felt an orgasm like that with anyone before, Jeff had turned her to jelly and she loved every moment.
Jeff lay on Dixie for a little while longer as she continued to trace patterns on his back. He had slowed his breathing down and his body was slowly returning to normal after he came. Jeff could never remember releasing like that with any other woman before, not even Lucy made him feel like he did right now. He let out a sigh as he rolled onto his back looking over at his wife who was staring into his eyes. 'I love you Jeff. That was amazing.'
'I love you too. Are you sure you were all right with it all? Dix, I don't want you to think I...'
'Ssshh love. You didn't do anything I didn't want you to do to me.' Dixie replied as she placed a gentle kiss on Jeff's arm.

Jeff smiled before getting up out if the bed. Once more Dixie admired his naked form as he left the room heading to the bathroom. She couldn't believe that she had had him in between her legs once more. Dixie felt like a lucky woman, the luckiest woman alive by all accounts. She fell back onto the pillows sighing to herself as she thought back over the last hour they had spent together, she loved feeling Jeff inside her and could not wait until she felt him again. Dixie closed her eyes getting lost in her feelings barely noticing the second weight on the bed next to her.

Jeff stared at Dixie; he enjoyed seeing her like this. All the worry and anxiety from the meeting and day had disappeared and it had been replaced by a look of happiness and contentment. He slowly lent in once more and placed a soft kiss upon her head before snuggling down next to her.

Dixie felt Jeff close by and nestled her head into his chest tracing her fingers around his hair and nipple. She found herself placing her leg on top of Jeff's as they lay together, this was all new to her but it felt so right at the same time. Dixie moved her head so she was looking directly into Jeff's green eyes, she took in all his features, his wrinkles and wide smile that showed off perfect teeth. She knew women would kill for what she had, but no one was taking Jeff from her. Dixie smiled back at her husband before she kissed him. She held his face in her left hand as her right moved around his upper body stroking him lightly. Jeff licked at her lips once more as she slowly opened her mouth allowing him in.
As the kiss intensified once more Dixie moved herself so she was lying almost on top of Jeff as they continued kissing. She felt her feelings of arousal returning, the desire to have Jeff once more inside her before she went to sleep was overwhelming. It was becoming obvious to her that Jeff wanted the same as well; his length was growing once more as they continued to kiss.

Dixie fumbled with the open packet that was on the bed side table to get another one out and ready. She wanted him again, she had had a taster and now she wanted more. She continued to kiss and caress Jeff and they slowly moved. This time she was on top. Dixie straddled Jeff once more as he slipped inside. She was lying on his chest as she slowly moved her hips downwards consuming him in his entirety. She was changing, or was she? Dixie was an out and proud lesbian who found the idea of kissing and having sex with a man repulsive along with alien but here she was, naked, in her bed, lying on top of a naked man who had his solid erection buried deep inside her. What did this all mean?
Dixie decided not to think about it but to enjoy making love once more - she was in control this time. Slowly she moved her body up and down staring into Jeff's green eyes as she did. He looked as if he was enjoying it, he must have been. Dixie felt his hands run down her body once more settling on her bum and he helped her to intensify the sensations. 'Sit up princess.' Jeff softly requested as Dixie continued to slowly bring herself down onto him.

'Why?' she asked panting.
'Let me see you.' Jeff replied as he let out another moan of pleasure feeling Dixie coming down softly swallowing his length in her body. Dixie slowly pulled her upper body away from Jeff's as she continued to move her hips rhythmically. She found herself leaning back resting her hands behind her on Jeff's thighs as their intercourse became incredibly intense and deep.

Jeff looked up at Dixie who now had her eyes closed as she moved on top of him. He found the fact that she was in control a huge turn on and now he could see her, he realised how beautiful she was. He took in her neckline, well-formed and perfect breasts which he cupped in his hands as he slipped into the second release of the night.

Jeff moaned as he came noticing Dixie move faster as she too cried out before collapsing back onto his chest to slow her breathing down once more. After a few minutes, he guided her off and onto the bed next to him as both of them felt their bodies returning to normal. 'Wow Mrs Collier. That was unexpected. Twice in one night. I am lucky.'
'No, it is me who is lucky.' Dixie replied as she settled down on the pillow. 'Goodnight my Jeffrey. I love you.'
'Love you too princess. Sleep well.' Jeff kissed Dixie on her head as he too settled down to sleep. He watched her for a little while thinking back over what they had done. She really was beautiful in his eyes. Her body was perfect, every bit of it. He knew she hated how she looked but it didn't matter to him, he loved her how she was.

Jeff wondered what she liked, where she liked to be touched and if she would let him touch her more intimately. He wanted to explore her body further, he had the urge to pleasure her using his fingers and tongue, but, would she be comfortable with him doing that? Maybe that was something for tomorrow, after all, she trusted him enough to allow him to make love to her. He was certain she would let him continue to pleasure her. With that thought in mind, Jeff placed his arm around Dixie's waist and fell asleep.