Title: In Your Eyes

Authors: Raven Shadowrose/BeethovenRIP

Rating: M

Pairing: ?/?

Summary: A joint FanFic by Raven Shadowrose and BeethovenRIP based on Dixie and Jeff's conversation at the end of Series 26 Episode 36. We have rated it M as future chapters will contain adult themes. Dixie wants to be a mother and Jeff is all too willing to oblige, but, does their conversation in the ED have an unexpected effect on their relationship?

Disclaimer: The authors do not know or own any characters or content from Casualty, any original characters and the story are ours and we do not give permission for anyone to use the story or reproduce it.

Author's Note: Thank you to chan. nelson4444 for your review, we really appreciate it :)

Please note that there is some adult content in this chapter, if you do not like it then do not read, you have been warned.

Chapter Thirteen.

The remainder of the shift passed without too much incident. Jeff was still highly embarrassed at Dixie confirming to everyone that they were sleeping together. Dixie, on the other hand, could not see the problem with it. She had told Jeff that she had not said anything different to what he had done at the start of the shift; even he had to admit that she had a point. The couple arrived home at seven the following morning taking an excitable Abs out for a quick walk in the park before they headed home once more. They found themselves making love to each other again before turning in for a well-earned sleep. Now, here they were again, back at work for the second of three night shifts.

Dixie had received a phone call from one of the Paramedics that afternoon saying she was ill so will not be in for a while. As much as she hated it, Dixie had arranged for an agency Paramedic to cover. She now had to work out who she would pair with them. As nice as he was, Norman would probably bore them to the point of not coming back. Dixie sighed, as much as she didn't want to, she would work with Norman and put the agency Paramedic with Jeff. Normally she wouldn't mind him working with someone else but after their session in the ambulance yesterday, Dixie did not want to be away from him for too long. Dixie walked through the bay to seek out Jeff. She found him restocking and checking the ambulance. 'Hey Lover.'
'All right Princess? Are we ready then?'
'Kind of.'
'What do you mean kind of?'
'Jackie has called in sick so I have had to arrange for cover.'
'Right'
'I am not working with you tonight Handsome. I figured you probably would not want to work with Norman so I will work with him. Could I put the agency Paramedic with you for the shift?'

Jeff eyed Dixie; she could see the disappointment in his eyes. She was disappointed too, but, there was no other option. She trusted Jeff and knew he would keep the agency Paramedic in check. 'OK Mrs Collier, if that is what you want then that is what I will do.' Jeff jumped out of the ambulance placing a soft kiss on her head before standing close next to her.
'Thank you Jeff.'
'So who is this Paramedic then?'
'We haven't had her here before. She is called Tamzin.'
'Right. Is she here yet?' Dixie shook her head leaving Jeff with instructions to bring her to the office when she arrives so Dixie could explain the systems to her.
Twenty minutes later Jeff knocked on the door bringing Tamzin to see Dixie. Dixie eyed the young paramedic she had paired with her husband, she saw Tamzin was in her late twenties with long brown hair. Dixie noticed her perfect complexion and toned body. What had she done? Dixie found her feelings of insecurity returning cursing her body once more. Would Jeff bed this younger paramedic in the back if the ambulance like he did with me yesterday? She put those thoughts to the back of her head as she went through the procedures with Tamzin taking her to meet with Jeff afterwards.

Dixie felt she needed to make Tamzin aware that Jeff was spoken for and she couldn't have him. During the introductions, Dixie dropped in the fact that Jeff was her husband several times holding his arm for added impact. Soon enough she had to let him go as a shout came in. 'Have a good shift Handsome.' Dixie said as she pulled Jeff in close to her wrapping her arms around his neck locking her lips onto his kissing him slowly but passionately. Tamzin looked away from the pair whilst Norman tapped his foot signalling that it was time to go. Dixie reluctantly broke the contact with Jeff as she headed off to work with Norman. 'Well that was some goodbye kiss.' Tamzin joked as Jeff readjusted himself walking to shut the back doors of the ambulance as they too got a shout. He was slightly bemused by Dixie's sudden public show of affection towards him, he wasn't expecting it, but it was lovely that she felt comfortable to kiss him so openly at work.

Meanwhile Dixie's night was going slowly. Norman was rabbiting on about some pointless fact while all Dixie could do was think of Jeff and what he was up to with Tamzin. Dixie didn't want to think that Jeff would play away, but he had done it before with Lucy, he was capable of doing it again when someone younger came along. As much as Dixie tried to put that thought out of her head, her hormones brought it back. She looked at herself in the mirror of the ladies; she had escaped Norman for a few minutes to nip to the loo. Dixie didn't know what Jeff saw in her, she wasn't thin, toned, have long hair or a younger face. She was in her early forties, ragged features and overweight. Jeff said he loved her and she was beautiful, Dixie knew Jeff wouldn't lie to her.

She wondered what they would do now. Her period had started. Dixie was relieved that she was not pregnant but full of fear as she wouldn't be able to make love to Jeff for a week. If Tamzin stuck around longer would Jeff go to her for some action? Dixie had never been in a relationship with a man before so had no idea how men would react to not having sex. Jeff had had a lot of it recently. Dixie traced her mind back over the last three weeks; they had made love in her room, his room, the ambulance and sofa. Each time they made love was magical in her eyes, she wouldn't trade what they had or had done for anything. Jeff wouldn't play away just because she was having her monthly, would he? Dixie shook her head, 'you are being silly Kathleen. Jeff loves you and will love you no matter what time of the month it is' she announced to an empty room.

Norman was back on fine form again as their shift drew to a close. 'Here's an interesting statistic for you. Did you know that 19% of people surveyed last year said they had dated their supervisor?'
'Really.' Dixie replied
'Yes and 18% of people admit to having sexual intercourse with their supervisor while at work. 17% of those were caught. Highly unprofessional wouldn't you agree?'
'Totally. Sex in an ambulance is not comfortable. Trust me, I did it yesterday. I guess Jeff and I are one of the 17% who did not get caught.' Dixie said as she hopped out of the ambulance leaving an open mouthed shocked Norman behind.

After getting changed Dixie found herself wondering into the Rec room stopping just outside as she could hear Jeff and Tamzin laughing. She wondered what they were giggling about; Jeff didn't normally get too friendly with agency staff as they usually wound him up, what was so different about Tamzin? Dixie entered the room walking over to Jeff wrapping her arms around him from behind kissing his cheek. Jeff's face lit up as he felt his wife close by. 'Good working with you Tamzin, I look forward to when we can do it again.'
'Yep me too. Have a good day and I will see you at six tonight.' Tamzin replied giving the Colliers a smile before heading out.

'So, what was she like then?' Dixie asked as Jeff got his coat on.
'Yeah, not too bad. Good sense of humour and was really good with all the patients, looks like the agency finally sent us a half decent paramedic.'
'Good, did you want to work with her again tonight then?' Dixie asked hesitantly.
'Did you want a break from Norman?'
'He is OK, although after what I said to him, I don't think he can quite look me in the eye again.' Dixie chuckled before explaining what had happened to Jeff as they drove home.

The couple were now lying in Jeff's bed once again getting ready to drift off to sleep.
'I cannot believe you told Norman we made love in the ambulance.' Jeff sighed rolling onto his back. 'It shut him up though.' Dixie said moving onto her side looking at Jeff. 'How can I look him in the eye now if I work with him later?'
'I am sure you will find a way Jeffrey.' Dixie leant over towards her husband claiming his lips in hers as she kissed him slowly and tenderly. She could feel Jeff's hands on her back rubbing it softly as they continued to kiss. Dixie hoped he wouldn't go lower down, she didn't want him to. Thankfully, he didn't, he kept his hands on her back throughout.

Dixie broke the contact she had with Jeff to place small kisses against his neck before working her way down to his chest and nipples. Jeff's breathing became shallow as her lips ghosted over his nipples fluttering his eyes shut. Dixie caressed his naked chest as she worked further down his body with her lips. Her hand moved further down reaching the waistband of his boxers, she looked up at Jeff who was lying with his eyes closed before she rubbed her hand against his length watching his facial expression change. Dixie placed her hand beneath the material of his underwear touching his length with her hand lightly stroking it persuading it to grow. She continued to kiss his upper body as she moved her hand rhythmically over his growing hardness listening to his breathing becoming shallow and slow. What she did next surprised the pair of them.

Dixie found herself working towards his lower body with her lips until the tip of his hard length was in her mouth. Jeff gasped out as he felt Dixie place her mouth over his erection running her tongue over the sensitive part at the top. His body jerked as he gripped the posts of the headboard with both of his hands. Dixie still had her hand rubbing his length while she lightly sucked on the tip. This was something completely new for her; she wasn't sure how she felt about having a part of Jeff in her mouth that wasn't his lips or tongue, it felt somewhat alien to her, but right at the same time. Slowly, she lowered her mouth onto his erection eventually consuming it all. Jeff cried out as he felt Dixie work up and down his length with her mouth and tongue slowly. He hadn't felt like this in a long time, Dixie was evoking a whole new set of feelings from within him, a whole different range of sensations flowed through him as she came down on his length with her mouth. 'Fucking hell Dixie, whatever you do, don't stop, please don't stop. FUCK'

Dixie heard Jeff call out and moan as she continued to work her magic on him. She was still trying to figure out in her head why she had chosen to pleasure him in this way, where had the urge to have him in her mouth come from? She felt a pair of hands softly touch the back of her head guiding her in her movements, Jeff was obviously enjoying this and didn't want her to stop or slow down. 'Oh God Dix keep going, please keep going. SHITTING HELL.' Dixie moved faster before she slowly broke the contact she had with Jeff to catch her breath looking over at her husband briefly before swallowing his length once more. 'Christ Dix you had better move. I am going to come.' Dixie licked his length one last time paying particular attention to the tip as Jeff cried out once more. She moved so she was lying next to him as Jeff placed his hand over his length coming into it. She watched Jeff start to slow his breathing down, before he got up to sort himself out. Dixie lay in bed quite contented with herself that she had had that much of an effect on him, it didn't bother her that she didn't have an orgasm in the slightest, she had pleasured her husband and that was all that mattered. Dixie hoped that Jeff would remember this along with the feelings he had experienced when he was working with Tamzin again, maybe this will stop him playing away?

Jeff was stood in the bathroom gripping the sink in his hands, he had just experienced a powerful orgasm, and his body was taking a little while longer to get back to normal. He was curious as to why Dixie had done what she had; she never struck him as the kind of woman who would willingly engage in that sort of activity. He wanted to touch her and repay the feelings, but, she wasn't letting him go anywhere near her. He wondered why? They had made love the day before, why wouldn't she let him touch her now? It had taken a few minutes for his brain to work it out, but, Jeff had reached a conclusion, her period must have arrived. As much as he had enjoyed it, Jeff decided to tell Dixie that she didn't need to pleasure him all the time. He wanted her to know that what she had done was special but, sexual gratification wasn't the be all and end all of their relationship. Jeff wanted to let her know that period or no period, he still loved her deeply. Jeff walked back into his bedroom finding Dixie wrapped up beneath the covers. Turning off the light he got into bed beside her taking her into his arms. They lay in silence for a few moments, Dixie had her head resting on his chest while Jeff played with her hair. 'You know I love you don't you Dix?'
'Of course I do Jeffrey. What has brought this on all of a sudden?'
'I just don't feel like I say it to you enough.' Dixie started tracing patterns on his chest listening to his heart beat before he spoke up once more. 'I know what time it is Dixie, I am not stupid but I want you to know that whatever the the day, night or time of the month, I love you with all my heart and soul. Sleep well my Princess.'
'You too Jeff.'