**This chapter is a strong T**
I had a really hard time with this chapter because one of the main elements I wanted to include would really push the rating up. After consulting with 4 of my most faithful readers and reviewers, I decided to make this chapter for this story as general as possible in order to keep the T rating, and to post this chapter in full, plus go to town with the sexy elements of the story, for the readers who want that and enjoy my M story, Take Her Home. So, if you want the sexy stuff skip this chapter and jump over to Take Her Home and read that version instead.
A HUGE 'Thank you' to Bambie02, Littlemissjellybabies, Ruthwriter, and N7sdr93 for their help and input with this story and especially this chapter! I don't know what I would have done without you!
After Hetty left, Callen looked at Kensi and saw how upset she was about doing this op. "Kens, why don't you and Deeks go get your clothes from wardrobe and head home to get ready. Sam and I will come up with a game plan and give you guys a call later."
Kensi nodded her head before turning and walking toward wardrobe. She was too preoccupied to even notice Deeks wasn't right behind her.
"Thanks man, for letting me go home with her." Deeks said. "This is going to be a tough one and it's going to take some work to get her in the right head space."
"No worries, man. I get it. It's rather obvious how much she's going to need your support tonight."
Deeks glanced over to the doors leading to the rest of the building and wardrobe. "Well, thanks. I better go." And off he went. When he caught up to Kensi, she was holding up a sleeveless, dark sequined top and a tiny black skirt. "So there's the underwear, where are the clothes?" he joked. When Kensi looked up to him her eyes were suspiciously watery and he knew it was the wrong thing to have said at the moment. He placed a hand on her shoulder and dropped his voice so he wouldn't be overheard by anyone walking by or attempting to eavesdrop. "I'm sorry sweetie. I was just trying to make you smile. I know you hate this part of the job, having to dress this way and parade yourself around as if that is all you are good for. You are more Kensi, you are so much more. Everyone who knows you knows that."
Kensi dropped her head and looked down at the floor. "It's not that. I just….when I dress like this I have to act a certain way, I'll have to do certain things….with Jack. What if afterward you don't see me the same way? What if you don't want me anymore?"
When Deeks saw a teardrop fall to the floor, his heart broke. He quickly pulled her into a hug and tucked her head under his chin. "Hey, hey that will never happen. I love you unconditionally. I know this is your job. You don't have a choice." Kensi tried to pull away mumbling something about Hetty but Deeks wouldn't allow it. "I don't care. You are more important to me than Hetty or NCIS."
"Thanks" Kensi said before she rubbed her face on his shirt and gave him a quick kiss just above the collar of his shirt before pulling away and looking into his eyes, letting him know she was okay.
"See, I still love you, even when you use me as your snot rag." Deeks said with a big, goofy smile on his face.
Kensi just rolled her eyes at him, put the clothes into a small garment bag, and walked toward the front door, knowing Deeks would follow.
When Kensi got onto a freeway that didn't lead to his place or hers Deeks asked her where they were going. "To Vicky's. There isn't much to that shirt but I refuse to go braless tonight. I'm sure I can find something that will work there."
Deeks made a fist and brought it up to his mouth, biting down on his knuckles to stop the squeal of pleasure that would surely make even Kensi question his manhood. When he finally felt in control of himself again he spoke up. "You're taking me lingerie shopping with you?"
"No, I'm allowing you to accompany me while I go make a purchase for work."
"At a lingerie store."
"Yes, but I'm thinking the bench outside the store would be the best place for you."
"No, no, no. I'll behave. Just let me help you. I'm a really good shopper!"
Kensi looked over and saw Deeks giving her the puppy eyes. She is such a sucker for the puppy eyes. "Alright, but if you embarrass me or make a scene you are on the bench, no argument. Understand?"
"Ten-four sweet cheeks." And for the rest of the 20 minute drive to the mall Deeks had a ridiculously large smile on his face.
It didn't take long to get where they were going and before long Deeks was standing in front of the store. "Ahh…Victoria's Secret. The place where men's dreams come true"
"Oh my gosh! We're not even in the store yet and you're acting like a moron!"
"Sorry. I'll rein it in."
"Let's get this over with" she said as she grabbed his arm and pulled him into the store.
The store was remarkable busy and they ended up browsing while they waited for a sales rep to be available. Kensi tried to stay in the pajama section where hopefully Deeks would stay out of trouble. Deeks too was trying to be on his best behavior so he stayed with Kensi and only looked at the naughtier sections of the store from a distance. Eventually though, nature called and he excused himself to go use the restroom. "Stay out of trouble!" Kensi called out as he walked away.
As soon as Deeks was out of sight a sales lady approached Kensi and asked her if she needed any help.
"Yes, I have a shirt that I need a bra for. It's sleeveless and has a low back as well."
"Ok, well we have some backless, strapless bras over here. Follow me." When they arrived at the display the saleswoman asked "Do you know your size?"
"30 DD"
Just as Kensi was giving her size Deeks had walked up behind her and when the saleswoman turned to find her size he whispered "awesome!" in her ear.
Kensi whipped her head around and glared at him, but the smile tugging at the corner of her lips kind of ruined the effect.
"Ok, well our selection is a little limited in your size, but we do have these two styles." She held up the two different styles, one was kind of square looking and advertised itself as a push up bra and the other had more traditional looking cups with a lace overlay. Deeks reached over and pointed to the lace one and said "I like that one."
Kensi was more concentrated on the mechanics of the bras and ignored Deeks' comment completely asking "How does it stay up?"
The sales lady went on to explain the clear adhesive sections that wrapped around and stuck to your rib area. Just as she was finishing her explanation a female voice called out "Hi Marty! What are you doing here?"
"I was just helping Kensi with a little shopping." He said as he gestured to Kensi and the display of bras in front of him.
"Oh, hi Kensi."
"Hi Talia." Kensi then turned to the saleswoman and thanked her for her help saying "I'll take this one" and grabbed the black lace bra Deeks had said he liked.
Deeks was feeling very awkward and having a hard time having a conversation with a woman holding panties while standing next to his girlfriend in an underwear store. "So uh, what brings you, uh, you look good. What have you been up to?"
"Not much, just work" Talia was thrown by having run into Marty here, especially with her. She was starting to have some concerns about his relationship with Kensi and thought she might be better served by observing them rather than talking to him. "Sorry, I was just on my way to the restroom." She said.
At the same time Kensi was making an attempt to escape this awkward conversation. It was clear that Talia was crushing on Deeks and that Deeks was just too nice to shut her down directly. The whole thing was rather embarrassing. "I'll just leave you two to talk and go use the restroom."
Kensi and Talia just looked at each other and played the whole "you go." "No, you go" game for a little bit before Kensi finally said "Why don't I go, Deeks was just in there and he never puts the toilet seat down. I can't tell you how often I've ended up with a wet butt because of his forgetfulness." She then slapped the bra into his chest and walked away. Deeks recovered enough to try to cover for Kensi saying "I don't think that means what you think that that means." As she walked away.
Kensi, having heard him answered quietly. "I know exactly what that means."
Deeks then looked at Talia and smiled awkwardly before glancing down at the bra in his hands and then back up to Talia. "Um, we were just shopping for an undercover she has to go on."
Talia was so relieved to hear this, and thinking Marty was telling her this so she wouldn't be jealous, smiled her first real smile since seeing Marty at the store. "Well, it's good to know you're not afraid to shop in places like this."
"Yeah, um thanks. Look, I should go get in the checkout line. We have an op tonight and we need to get ready."
"Yeah, no problem, it was good seeing you. Call me for that beer sometime soon."
"Sure, yeah, bye."
By the time Kensi came out of the restroom Deeks was standing next to the checkout counter with a little pink striped bag in his hands.
"That's a good look on you." Kensi said as she walked up to him and started leading him out of the store.
"Thanks, it should be. It cost a pretty penny. Did you know they charged $60 for that thing, and there's only half a bra there!"
Kensi looked up at him and asked "Would you rather I go braless on an op where my ex-fiancé's hands are likely to be wandering?"
"Worth every penny."
Kensi and Deeks went straight home after their trip to the mall. Deeks made Kensi and early dinner of taco salad and then he cleaned up while Kensi went to get in the shower. An hour later his phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hey Deeks its Sam and Callen. We were just calling to fill you and Kensi in on the plan for tonight."
"Okay, let me put you on speaker and go get Kens. She's in the bathroom doing her hair and make-up."
"Sure."
Deeks walked to the bathroom and opened the door. Kensi was standing there in front of the mirror in nothing but her short, silky robe. Her hair looked to already be done. It was down and wavy like when he first met her, but it had a little more volume. She was leaning over the counter, finishing up her eye make-up, which was dark and smoky. In other words, she looked like sex on a stick and the purpose for being there went completely out of his head. "Wow Sweetie! You look amazing!"
Kensi looked at him, seeing his desire in his eyes, and shyly thanked him.
Deeks couldn't not touch her so he pulled her in for a kiss. The kiss quickly turned heated and he let his hand trail down to her lower back and then lower, reaching under the robe and grabbing her butt.
Kensi was lost in the sensations Deeks was creating in her and moaned loudly.
"What! No! Stop! You two are paying for my therapy!" Came the voices from the other side of the phone.
"Oh my gosh! Deeks! You came in here and did that with the guys on the phone?" Kensi shrieked.
"Sheesh! I'm sorry! I just saw you and I forgot all about them. Sorry guys."
"Can we just forget that ever happened and never mention it again please?" Callen asked.
"Yes, please." Kensi answered as she put her face in her hands, as much as she could without ruining her make-up anyway.
"Anyway….." Sam went on "We were calling to fill you in on the plan tonight."
Callen decided to just jump in before any more embarrassing incidents happened. "Deeks, you are going to be in the parking lot. I figured after the op Kensi might want you handy and you can drive her home. Sam is going to be in the alley, covering the back door, and I will be inside in disguise, keeping you guys up to speed via coms. Kensi, obviously you can't have an earwig in because Jack would definitely notice, but we will have you covered if he tries anything other than his plan of being seen as his alias. We will continue to stay hidden unless Kensi needs us so as not to tip Jack off to our knowledge of just how far he seems to be taking this obsession with Kensi."
"Sounds good man. We'll see you there."
"Okay, good luck tonight Kensi."
"Thanks for having my back, bye"
"Bye"
Deeks hung up the phone, set it on the bathroom counter, and looked at Kensi. "So, where were we?" He asked as he began to reach for her.
Kensi pushed him away. "Well, I was getting ready and you were getting out of my way."
"Oh, come on Princess! Can't you spare a little love for your favorite boyfriend?"
"I tell you what, you be a good boy and leave me alone to get ready and I'll give you a special surprise when I'm done."
Deeks was looking at her and practically drooling. "Sure, okay Honey. I can do that." And he backed out of the bathroom while adjusting his pants.
About fifteen minutes later Kensi walked out in to the Living room hair and make-up finished and dressing in the clothes Hetty had given her to wear. She looked amazing. Her hair was wavy, her make-up smoky and very sexy, her black heels were at least 4 inches high, her skirt was short, only coming about a third of the way down her thighs and so tight it left nothing to the imagination, her shirt was covered in black and silver sequins and came about an inch over the top of her skirt. It was tight over her chest, but was looser around her waist, and his favorite part was the hickey that was placed between the top of her breast and her collar bone that he had given her on Sunday. It was obvious she had made no attempt to hide it. Deeks slowly approached her and traced the outline of the hickey, smiling proudly.
"I figured Elizabeth was the kind of girl who would wear her boyfriend's markings proudly."
"Markings, huh? That would suggest more than one, and I know for a fact I only gave you the one."
"Well, maybe you should fix that", she answered in a sultry tone.
Deeks was happy to take care of this problem. He decided to make another mark on her neck, behind her ear, near her hairline. He figured that would be a place that Jack would see it as he acted out his part tonight, but also somewhere that could be easily hidden if Kensi wore her hair down. He leaned in and started kissing her neck, slowly working his way back to where he intended to leave his mark. When he got to his destination he slowly licked her skin before drawing it into his mouth and sucking. Because this was one of Kensi's favorite erogenous zones it had the added advantage of leaving her panting and hungry for him. She worked hands up under his shirt, caressing his back while pulling him forward and pushing her pelvis into his.
Deeks moved to Kensi's mouth and they began kissing in earnest. Deeks was so distracted by Kensi's kisses that he didn't realize she had undone his pants until she was pushing them down and then pushing him to sit on the couch, pants still around his ankles. Kensi quickly stradled Deeks' lap and things progressed until Deeks was reaching for a condom. When Kensi realized what he was doing she requested he not use a condom this time. "I want to feel you are with me in some way during this op" she said as she blushed.
When they got into the car Kensi got into the driver's seat and Deeks laid down on the floor in the back and covered himself with a blanket so that Jack wouldn't know he was with her. "You ok back there babe?"
"Yeah, it's not ideal, but I've been in worse places."
"True, here's your earwig" she said as she reached into the glove box and grabbed his earwig that he kept there.
"Thanks Love"
When the got to Rosings Kensi parked her car in the parking lot and looked at the clock. They were 10 minutes early. "Check and see if the guys are in position yet please."
Deeks turned his earwig on and called for the guys, asking if they were there yet. Both responded with the affirmative. "The guys are ready to go. You got this Baby."
"Wow, the pet names have taken a new turn now." Deeks heard from Callen in his ear.
"What else are using these days?" Sam asked?
"Do you really want to know?" Deeks responded, knowing the guys were not comfortable thinking of Kensi like that.
"No, I guess we don't" Sam answered, causing Deeks to laugh. As soon as he saw Kensi stiffen and unbuckle he let the guys know that it was game time. "I love you Kensi, just get it done and come back out here to me."
"Sounds like a plan. I love you too." She said before opening the door and going to meet Jack.
The guys could hear the exchange but both chose to keep silent, knowing Kensi needed the support for this one and they were thankful Deeks was there to give it to her.
When Jack saw Kensi approaching him in the parking lot he was praising himself for his great idea of getting Kensi here to be in a position where he can have some time alone with her and also where he would have to be handsy as part of his cover, giving her a chance to remember how good they were physically. He was also patting himself on the back for the amazing wardrobe choice he had made. He intentionally picked a shirt that she wouldn't be able to wear a bra with and a skirt that wouldn't get in the way too much when they would head to his motel room after….if they made it that far. When she got closer and he saw the hickey on her chest he was angry. How dare that idiot she was banging mark her? She belongs to him! Kensi could see the anger in her eyes and was happy that she was able to remind him that she had moved on without saying a word. "Is that really necessary?" Jack asked as he continued to look at the mark.
It's not like I knew I was going to have to parade around like a prostitute when I was spending time with my boyfriend this weekend."
"You could at least have made an attempt at covering it up."
"Well, maybe I wanted to remind you that this is just an act. I am doing this because I was ordered to, not because I want to, and when I go home tonight it won't be with you."
Jack lowered his voice because they were nearing the entrance. "Look Kens, I'm sorry ok? I get it. You're mad at me for not contacting you and you're right, I should have. Now can we please move past this ridiculous act to make me jealous and focus on us?
Kensi didn't have time to respond as they were entering the club and she had to become Elizabeth, clingy, slutty, girlfriend who giggles and fawns all over her boyfriend.
Kensi played the part as Jack paraded her around and introduced her to his aliases buddies. Eventually they took a seat and Jack put his arm around her and pulled her into his side, while watching the stage, waiting for the next act to come out. He began rubbing Kensi's arm before using the arm that was around her back to pull the hair away from her neck so he could begin to kiss her there. He remembered that was one of Kensi's favorite spots to be kissed and figured he would start to remind her just how well he knew her. When he pulled the hair away he quickly spotted the mark there. He buried his face into her neck so that his anger wouldn't be seen by those around him and he whispered "Seriously? Is there anywhere this ass hole hasn't marked you?"
Kensi giggled and then pretended to think. "Hmmm….it's hard to say. It was a busy weekend." She was thrilled to see that she was getting under his skin. Maybe he would get the message that she was no longer his and had no intention of ever being so again.
Jack worked hard to push aside his anger and move on with his plan for this evening. He let her hair fall down so that he didn't have to see the mark anymore. He quickly got back into character, smiled a lecherous smile at Kensi and patted his lap. Kensi knew what he would do now, he was a creature of habit and she would put money on the fact that he would go through the same routine he did 10 years ago when he would beckon her to sit on his lap.
When Kensi stood and turned to do as she was bid she finally spotted Callen and sent him a quick wink, letting him know she was ok. Her attention was quickly brought to Jack who was now running his fingers along the underside of her breasts. "You're wearing a bra? How is that possible with this shirt?" Kensi answered while pretending to nuzzle his neck. "Oh, the wonder of modern inventions. I suppose you had a hand in choosing this outfit?"
"Of course, I had to make sure it would fit my alias."
"Hey, watch it!" she hissed as Jack grabbed her breast. She had noticed earlier with Deeks that her breasts were rather tender. Of course with Deeks that wasn't a problem, he could pick up on her body language and know if what he was doing was good for her or uncomfortable. Not so much with Jack. He was always about taking his own pleasure.
"Sorry" he mumbled as his hand started to trail down her waist, over her hips and down her thighs. Kensi knew what was coming and didn't like the idea of allowing it, but knew it would be for the best. Maybe Jack would finally catch a clue. He used his hand that was around her back, supporting her, to pull her closer, allowing her to feel his erection. His hand was now slowly working its way up her skirt and between her thighs. She knew the instant Jack reached the sticky places from her time with Deeks earlier. In his arrogance he assumed the stickiness was caused by Kensi's arousal and he quickly pressed his erection into her hip, at the same time two fingers darted up, feeling her soaking wet panties. "Ahh, atta girl, I knew this boyfriend stuff was just an act. You want me too."
Kensi leaned in, caressing the shell of his ear with her mouth, and said in a sultry voice "That's not me"
It took about 10 seconds for all the pieces to fall into place and for Jack to understand what Kensi was saying. He was furious. He quickly stood up, nearly dropping Kensi on the ground, grabbed her arm in a firm grip that would no doubt leave bruises, and dragged her out of the club."
While Callen was sitting in the club, occasionally letting Deeks and Sam know what was going on, he began to get concerned when he saw Jack's hand going up Kensi's skirt. "Deeks, how far will Kensi let this go? It's getting a little intense and I'm thinking it might be time to step in."
"What's happening?" Deeks asked?
"He's starting to work his hand up her skirt. I'm kinda surprised she hasn't clocked him."
Deeks was initially upset, but then he remembered what Jack would find up her skirt and why Kensi was allowing it. "Don't worry. Kensi's just teaching him a lesson."
"What kind of lesson will he get by putting his hand up her skirt?"
"A lesson he's not going to forget anytime soon. He must be really pushing it for her to resort to that."
Finally Sam piped in. "I'm confused. What's he going to find up there, other than the obvious I mean?"
"Me." Was Deeks' quick answer.
"Awww… Man, that's nasty!" Sam hollered
"TMI" was Callen's response
They didn't have time to talk any longer as Callen reported that Jack was now dragging Kensi out of the club. "Heads up Deeks, they're coming your way. Remember to only step in if she needs you. We don't want to tip our hand yet, just in case."
"Got it."
Kensi allowed Jack to drag her out of the club in order to avoid blowing their covers, but as soon as they were out the door she rounded on him and punched him right in the nose. It began bleeding profusely and she was pretty sure she broke it. "In case you didn't notice I'm not the scared little girl I was nine years ago. You will not be able to bully me into anything! I'm done with you. I have a new life now. I have someone who loves me in a way you could never understand and I love him just as much. Don't ever come near me or touch me ever again!" and she proceeded to march back to her car, get in and drive away.