Title: In Your Eyes
Authors: Raven Shadowrose/BeethovenRIP
Rating: M
Pairing: ?/?
Summary: A joint FanFic by Raven Shadowrose and BeethovenRIP based on Dixie and Jeff's conversation at the end of Series 26 Episode 36. We have rated it M as future chapters will contain adult themes. Dixie wants to be a mother and Jeff is all too willing to oblige, but, does their conversation in the ED have an unexpected effect on their relationship?
Disclaimer: The authors do not know or own any characters or content from Casualty, any original characters and the story are ours and we do not give permission for anyone to use the story or reproduce it.
Author's Note: Thank you to chan. nelson4444 and olivia. c. king1 for your reviews, enjoy the chapter ladies :)
Chapter Fifteen.
The following evening came round really quickly for the pair of them. Dixie had no idea where Jeff was planning on taking her and what they were going to watch. She was excited about going out with him, they had been out before together, but, this was different, this was them going out as a proper couple, as husband and wife – as lovers.
Dixie wondered what the etiquette was for such an occasion, she knew how to behave on dates, but, she usually dated women so it all came naturally to her, this time she was out with a man. Dixie wasn't sure if they would hold hands, whether it was the done thing to cuddle up in the cinema or if Jeff would expect her to contribute towards the cost or not. In short, Dixie was nervous. What if I mess it up and he decides it is not working out between us? What if he goes after Tamzin or someone younger as a result? She shook her head, she was being silly again, 'bloody hormones and period' she announced to herself while she got ready. Jeff had told her she was beautiful, that he loved her; she had to start believing that otherwise their relationship was never going to work. Dixie replayed their conversation from yesterday in her head; Jeff said so many lovely things about her, it made her feel all warm inside. Dixie realised that she was loved and that meant everything to her.
She was brought out of her feelings as Jeff knocked on her bedroom door, 'you ready Princess?' he asked as he poked his head around smiling at her. 'Almost, just going to find my perfume and I will be ready.'
'You look gorgeous Dix.' Jeff commented as he lent up against the door frame eyeing his wife who was trying to find the right perfume for the occasion. 'You think I am gorgeous even though I am on my monthly?'
'Especially so.'
'Ewwww.' The pair laughed as Dixie put the finishing touches to her make up before walking over to Jeff who pulled her close to him placing his lips on hers kissing her tenderly. Dixie felt her mouth opening beneath his kiss as they deepened it pulling away after a few moments. 'Come on then Mrs Collier, time to go.' Jeff placed his hand in hers as he led her down the stairs and to the car.
Dixie found herself being treated like a real princess as Jeff opened the car door for her along with the doors to the cinema. She was always independent and never saw why people behaved like that, she was perfectly capable of opening a door herself, but, somehow it felt right Jeff being the gentleman and treating her like the lady. He had left her by the snacks choosing what she wanted while he went off and got the tickets, Dixie wondered if she should offer to pay for the snacks as they were going to be quite expensive, she earned more than Jeff being the Duty Manager, but, she had a feeling he wasn't going to let her pay for anything tonight. She was being treated by the man who had her heart, the warm feeling returned again as a smile crept across her own face.
'What you chosen then babe?' Jeff asked as he approached Dixie sorting out the receipts and tickets. 'I don't know yet. It is all really expensive.' Dixie commented as she continued to stare at the selection in front of her. 'Price doesn't matter Dix, have what you fancy.' Dixie looked around nervously, she had already thought about what she wanted, but, didn't know how Jeff would take it. She had nothing to lose by asking. Biting her lip and fidgeting with her nails, she spoke up quietly.
'Would you like to share some popcorn with me?'
Jeff smiled widely, 'Of course I would love to.'
'You don't have to, just wasn't sure.'
'Babe, I said I would love to share some popcorn with you. That is a great idea.' A little while later the pair were sat at the back of the cinema in the corner, Jeff had told Dixie he pre booked these seats so they can be closer together without having to move for anyone. She liked the idea, although she did smirk as they walked to the back corner making a comment about getting up to no good in the cinema. Jeff was just as quick with his comeback making yet another reference to her monthlies which earnt him a hard slap on the arm as they sat down together.
Dixie found herself snuggling up to Jeff as they placed the popcorn between them, she leant into his side as he placed his arm around her shoulders bringing her closer to him. They remained that way throughout the whole film. Dixie had heard good things about Les Mis, so was pleased Jeff had chosen it even though it wasn't his sort of film. Every now and again she would feel his hand tracing patterns on her arm and his head resting on hers as they enjoyed their time together. Dixie was so engrossed in the film that she hadn't noticed the fact that she was crying, she never really got emotional at films. Jeff had noticed though, 'Are you crying Dix?' Jeff whispered as he heard Dixie sniffing quietly. 'No.' She replied defiantly.
'Don't lie to me Dixie, I can hear you sniffing. Would you like a tissue?' Jeff asked softly while trying not to let his snigger escape. 'Are you laughing at me Jeffrey?'
'No, of course I am not babe.' Jeff replied as he handed her a tissue from his pocket moving the hair from her face so he could see her. 'It isn't funny; it just made me a little sad that's all.' Dixie replied sorting herself out. 'Aww, I think it is cute and so very you at the moment.' Jeff said drawing her into his arms once more placing a kiss on her head as they continued to watch the remainder of the film. They waited for the cinema to empty before they got their things together to head out. Dixie stood up first turning to face Jeff as he picked up the popcorn container and his coat from the floor.
'I really enjoyed that Jeff, thank you.' Dixie said as she moved forward pressing her lips to his giving him a light kiss before linking her arm through his own leading them out into the lobby where the bright lights made them squint as they readjusted to them.
Dixie wondered what they were going to do now, it was 8pm and although the popcorn was lovely it wasn't dinner. She waited for Jeff to come out of the loos before they headed back out of the cinema into the cool evening air. 'Fancy a bite to eat Princess?'
'I was just thinking that myself.'
'Oh God.'
'What?'
'Does that mean we are compatible?'
'You what?'
'Thinking alike. Does that mean we are in sync with one another?'
'God I hope not.' Dixie smirked at Jeff's expression of hurt. 'Come on Handsome, where shall we go.' Jeff looked around Holby Entertainment Complex, he had no idea. He looked at each possibility mentally checking them off before deciding on one. 'How about Pizza Hut?'
'Perfect.' Dixie replied smiling as Jeff led them across the walkway and into the Pizza Hut.
The waiter directed them to a quiet booth in the corner, Jeff stood back as Dixie slid in moving over up against the wall before he shuffled in next to her. He didn't fancy sitting opposite, at least this way he was close by and could hold her hand. It also made sharing easier. The couple ordered their food and drink opting to share a garlic bread starter, meat feast stuffed crust and a cookie dough for dessert. Whilst they were waiting for their food, Dixie was leaning into Jeff once more while he held her close lightly stroking her leg. 'Jeff?'
'Yeah.'
'Thank you for tonight. I am having a lovely time.'
'So am I Dix, so am I.'
'I am lucky to have a best friend like you.'
'Yeah, guess you are really. I am unique.' Jeff smirked as Dixie moved her head giving him a scowl at his big headedness.
Dixie enjoyed sitting close to Jeff as they ate, it made a change from sitting opposite one another. They were able to hold hands under the table, lean into each other and just generally be close. She had had a lovely time with Jeff and hoped they would do it again soon. Dixie had offered to pay for the pizza when the bill arrived, but, Jeff was having none of it insisting she put her purse away and let him pay. 'Jeff, you paid for the cinema and snacks, let me get this.'
'No Princess, I am treating you.'
'You have treated me enough, come on handsome, please let me.'
'Dix, it is fine, I want to pay, please let me.' Dixie soon gave up asking when Jeff said that if it made her feel better, she could pay next time. Dixie agreed to this readily, she wanted everything done fairly, it wasn't right that Jeff paid all the time.
By the time they got home, it was getting late, so, they decided to head off to bed for the night. They said good night to the dog and locked up together before heading up the stairs with a cup of tea. As they reached the landing, Jeff turned to Dixie,
'Did you want to share again Dixie?'
'Why wouldn't I?'
'Well, I know you are a little self-conscious about your monthly, so, I didn't want to assume that…'
'Jeff, we have shared a bed every night for the last two weeks, why would tonight be any different?'
Jeff shrugged his shoulders. 'Come on Handsome, my bed is calling me.' Dixie said as she walked into her room. Jeff followed placing his mug on the bedside table before leaving Dixie to get changed into her pyjamas for bed. He wondered into his own room finding a clean T shirt and boxers to wear before going back into Dixie's room.
Dixie was already sat up in bed sipping her tea when Jeff walked back in. He smiled at her turning off the main light before climbing into bed beside her. They enjoyed a comfortable silence while they drank their tea placing their empty mugs on the cabinet settling down for the night. Jeff was lying on his back when Dixie turned over and moved right up close to him. He looked down as she looked up into his eyes smiling widely at him.
'Thank you for tonight Jeff, it has been lovely.' Before Jeff could reply, Dixie had pressed her lips onto his capturing them in a kiss. Jeff responded to her kiss by opening his mouth allowing their tongues to touch as they kissed rather tenderly. He pulled Dixie closer to him as they continued to kiss running his hands up and down her back as she moved to lay almost on top of him. After a few minutes, they pulled apart smiling at each other. 'I don't think I will ever get bored of kissing you Mrs Collier.'
'And I won't either Mr Collier.' Dixie settled down on Jeff's chest as they both drifted off to sleep, she had had a wonderful night with the man she loves, she was glad they didn't have work tomorrow, she was looking forward to spending another day with Jeff, just the two of them. Dixie closed her eyes smiling, she wouldn't have it any other way.