Odi et Amo

You tell me to go.

You idiot, I hate you.

You want to save me, but you're going to kill me.

I need you, don't do this.

But I'm speechless with fear,

And I fly.

/

I flip pages

And the monkeys scatter.

They're terrified of my rage,

But what does it matter?

You're hanging, you're crucified,

Like the Wizard's god.

You asshole, you did this to yourself,

But I couldn't save you,

I couldn't save anyone.

Therefore, so be it:

/

There's nothing else left

But wickedness.

I hate you, I love you,

I loved you!

But I'll never love again.