Sakura's Pov
How long has it been? An hour? Maybe two? Either way I've been crying my eyes out in my apartment for at least an hour. I'm so pathetic to of thought that Jin would be interested in me? And I'm even more pathetic, now I'm sitting here crying over it.
I get up and head into the bathroom. I look into my reflection, SHIT! I look like a bloody zombie from a fucking horror film! My eyes are sore and red and black make-up is smudged all around my eyes. I wipe the make-up away looking a little better, apart from the red eyes. A soft knocking I hear from my front door. I head towards the door, my hand reaches out to the handle but stops.
I lean against the wall and crumble to my knees. The tears fall again, and I hug my knees to my chest. Leave me alone. Can that be granted for just 5 minutes?
The knocking wouldn't stop though. It carved it sounds in my brain. 'Sakura? I know you're there, so please open up'. Jin? Why is he here? Why would he want to talk to me? I don't move from my position. 'Please. I need to talk to you... So please...'
I get up and open the door and poke my head out. 'You'll catch a cold if your out there.' I say to him coldly. I open the door wider to let him in. I walked away facing the window, so he couldn't see my tears.
There was awkward silence between us, Jin broke the silence.
'Um... I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to upset you or anything. I wasn't trying to act cold or stuff...'
'Its fine' Maybe I should keep the conversation short between us.
'Uh. I was wandering... Is it true that you-you like me?' I felt anger boil in me, I turned around and snapped back at him. I didn't care if he saw my tears or not.
'Why do you care!? Yes I do! But why should I bother? You're a famous musician who has girls crawling up to you all the time. So what difference does it make if I like you!? When I know I have no chance at all...' My words were silenced, when a pair of soft lips were forcefully pressed against mine.
'J-Jin? You like me too?' I stutter. He presses his lips against mine again, not forcefully, with passion this time. He flicked his tongue on my bottom lips asking for entrance. I grant it, feeling his tongue against mine I moan into the kiss.
He pulls away and uses his thumb to wipe the remaining tear away. 'Does that answer your question?' I nod for his reply. Jin pulls my legs up and wraps them around his waist and carries me into the bedroom. He drops me onto the bed and kisses me again, I wrap my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss.
I felt a pair of hands pull at my clothing. My top was unbuttoned, exposing my skin, I noticed that he had also taken his shirt off as well. I flushed a dark shade of red and looked away. Jin laughed at my reaction. "W-What?" I ask him.
"You're so innocent." He leans down so his chest is pressed against me, his fingertips glided across my stomach. He whispered into my ear, making me suppress the urge to moan out loud. "So virgin." I gasped when he nipped my ear.
Jin gave me another kiss on the lips and lied onto the bed next to me. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling us closer resting his chin on the top of my head. "I'm not going all the way. Only when you're ready." I nod my head in agreement.
"Jin?"
"Yes?"
"I-I love you..." I stare into his eyes, smiling nervously. He returned the smile and brushed my hair out of my face.
"I love you too."
He kissed my forehead and wrapped the thin blanket around us. I snuggled even closer to him, wrapping my arms around his waist.
"I'm so glad I met you Jin. And I'll always love you."
