Today was like last night was a dream just sitting with him was great but that kiss was AMAZING and it felt so right. I think if i was an expirenced kisser I'd say he was really good at it but I wasn't my first kiss was with Derek a guy I'd thought I liked when I was 11 let's just say he pulled my hair next and Caleb threatened him two seconds later it was funny now but then for an awkward chubby kid it was terrifying.
Caleb my Big brother was 6ft 1 and built like a football player who was now attending college in washington to be a Baby Doctor as is girlfriend puts it, he was always great with kids and being a reservation full of them he was able to pay his tution with the little money he had. Caleb was confident, calm and down to earth and many people knew him that's including Jacob.
Anyway the same it was just before the bell rang when someone pulled me towards them from behind my body instantly stiffened I was about toi scream that was until I felt the warm lips on my cheek, I turned round and it was Jacob.
Jacob: I thought I suprise you...
Me: Yeap ya definietly did ( I didn't turn round just sort of looked up at his face)
Jacob: You smell like cherries ( he leaned down and pressed his nose in my hair)
Me: Shampoo ( I laugh)
Jacob: I like it....
Me: Me too ( his arms still hold me to him)
Jacob: You think you'd like to spend launch with me in the art rooms
Me: Sure I just have grab my History book...
It took him a couple of seconds before he realised me which he seemed annoyed by, I loved that about how he wanted to hold me it was nice. When we got to the Art room he just smiled at me not saying much just that calm silence of his and then when I thought life was going great I tripped and fell my upper half going face forward that's when I felt those strong arms around me again.
Jacob: Whoa, you alright?
Me: I am now, thanks ( I smiled at him trying not to laugh at my clumsyness)I'm soo clumsy.
Jacob: Well I'm always here to catch you ( I giggled at him) I know someone else like that
Me: Really, she as bad as me or slightly clumsy...
Jacob: I think she might alot worse than you
Me: Well that's dangerous
Jacob: Especially when motorcycles are envolved...
Jacob arms still locked around me.
Me: You have a motorcycle still
Jacob: Yeah just don't use it as much..
Me: Why?
Jacob: Things change ( he then let go of me gently)
Me: Yeah they do, scary sometimes though. How everything can go from bad to good.
Jacob: Yeah but sometimes scary things are not as bad as dealing with the problems at hand
By this time we stand in the art room he walks over to grab his work.
Me: You sound like you've been through alot
Jacob: Not alot of problems just the one which I don't think will ever change..
Me: How so? things can change if you want them to.....
Jacobs grabs a chair and sits on while I stand looking at the wooden craving of a wolf which by all standards was the most elegant and beautiful thing I had ever seen.
Me: You made that...
Jacob: Yea....I love craving things my dad taught me
Me: It's Beautiful.....
Jacob: Thanks, it's not ready yet...( I just stare at it in amazement)
Me: So your a dog man
Jacob: You bet I am...( He grinned)
I sat down on the table facing him, just watching as he craved the little peice of art which was cool to watch his large hands create something so pretty. He made it look easy compared my lack of know how, I sucked at art and anything to do with creating something.