I was to spend the day with Jacob and I couldn't wait, first we walked through the forest then to his house. Billy was out fishing with Charlie Swan, a regular thing like Jacob said, we sat and talked for a while and then he wanted to show me his carving of wolves which just so happened to be in his room.

His room was small alot smaller than mine but that because my dad had ours built, yeah he received some money when my grandparents died just a small sum yet big enough to build a house.

Jacob's room may have been small but it was his unique and boyish with the tribes symbols a dream catcher and other things like picture of him with his sisters the twins who where idential except for there eye colours Rachel's was deep brown and Rebecca's was a hazel colour. Then there was a picture of Jacob's mom Sarah she was amazingly pretty just like her daughters but even though she was Quilute she was slightly lighter skinned alot like Jacob's golden colour. I could see who Jacob looked like yet he at alot of Billy in him his eyes to be exact, they were kind and almost alot older than his age. An Lastly there was a picture of him and Bella and that's when the pain hit, he'd loved her but nw he was mine or I was his. Crazy how things change so quickly.

Once I seen them all we decided on watching a movie but thanks to me lack of attention Adventureland really wasn't my main prority. Jacob looked at me when I laughed at the guy in it and that's when he kissed me, softly at first as usual and then deeply.

His lips on mine soft and warm demanding all at once I wanted this or something that would give me some realease. Jacob large hands cupped my face gently before trailing short kisses on my jaw and neck, it was magic my body felt like it was on fire with a heatwave of emotions running through me .

We lay on the bed side to side before , his large hand lifting my curvy hip and placing over his waist therefore bringing me closer to him. Jacobs hands where warm i could feel the muscles on his back from my tocuh as I trailed my fingertips over this broad shoulders and ripped back.

Jacob: Is this too much ( he breathed)

Me: No I'm fine..( I look ing the dark browns)

He continued to kiss me passionatley full of love and warmth I realised by now I was so close to him I could Feel every part of him and I mean EVERYTHING. I felt in control of what way I wanted to reacted but that changed when His large thigh moved from the side to inbetween my legs. I moaned because of the close contact I have never done anythign like this before and it made sense to just feel him.

Billy: jake!.... jacob!, you in? ( His voice boomed throughout the small house)

Jacob continued to kiss me not caring that his dad was a few steps away from his room, he pressed down me and sh=ucked on by bottom lip before he got up to see what Billy wanted.

Jacob: ( Breathless) I promise I'll be back ( he kissed my forehead before leaving me).

I tried not to laugh but I was embrassed and his expression was pretty funny.

Me: Okay ( I tried to fix myself a bit my hair was all over the place and I relaised my top was slightly crumpled) Whoa ( I breathed).

Jacob was gone a couple minutes his dad wanted help with getting his car he was going to Charlie Swan's house , Jacob came back looking happy and More relaxed.

Jacob: I thought he'd never leave ,( He laughed) My dad hasn't great timing. What you wanna do now?

Me: Well we could just carrying on from where we left off. Or we could grab something to eat and just really watcha movie.

Jacob; What do you want to do?

Me: ( I look down sheepishly) Well kissing you is really cool.......

Jacob: We could eat something and then i can kiss you...again

Me: Sounds great to me...

Jacob: I thought so ..(he then leaned over and picked me up in one swift motion)

Me: How you even able to lift me?

Jacob: Because your pretty light and I'm pretty ripped

Me: I can tell stretch ( I wrapped my arms around his neck)

Jacob place me on the counter before kissing me softly before opening the frezzer.

Jacob: So...what do you want to eat we''ve got pasta, pizza and green stuff

Me: Pizza sounds good

Jacob: Yeap I agree ( he laughs)

Jacob lifts the pizza out and puts it in the oven, he then grabs a plates and glasses.

Me: you want some help?

Jacob: I got it ( he laughs) just you sit there so I can admire you

Me: Admire now those are good words..

Jacob: Well they are coming from me...

Me: Would you like to prove that?

Jacob: I loved to...but your hungry now

Me: Trust me food can wait...( With that he leaned over to me on the counter kissing my lips passionately, he then placed himself inbetween my legs and with that I wrapped them around his lean waist).

Jacob: You have the softess skin ( He said as his hand went over my cheekbone then to my neck where he slightly began kissing my collarebone

Me: Well you have huge muscles ( I ran my hands over his chest and shoulders before wrapping my arms around him tightly)

Jacob: You say the nicest things ( He placed small kisses on my forehead cheeks and then my lips this kiss was soft and sweet but when I pulled him closer to me).

Jacobs hand went to my hip wrapping it closer to him and again I felt that part of him that made me shiver, he touched my hipbone with pressure just feeling me close to him was unspeakable then I realised I want much more than kissed from Jacob with made me freak.

Me: Maybe we should slow down ( I just held him to me)

Jacob: That's probably best ( He just hugged me close to him which felt nice more intimate) I don't want to force you to do anything your not ready to I'm sorry...

Me: Why are saying sorry for, it's me who wants you so bad it scares me

Jacob: You don't know how happy that makes feel

Me: I want to be with you but I don't think I'm that ready yet

Jacob: We're in no rush we have forever to move to that next step right now your kisses are Really enough for me

Me: Forever, you want to be with me that long

Jacob: Well yeah, I want to have everything with you. Your special and Mine.

Me: I want to have that to and I like when you say I'm yours

Jacob: Great that's the way I want it to be ( He looks at me darkly).

Me: What?

Jacob: Who do you belong to?

Me: Only you...( he kissded quickly before realeasing me ).

Jacob: I feel happy that you want that..

Me: So do you think the pizzas ready....

Jacob: Maybe another 5 minutes....what would you like to drink?

Me: How about I pour the soda and you sort out the Pizza..

Jacob: You sure? ( He looks questionly at me).

Me: Yeap I feel like you do everything, maybe we could let me do something for a change and it's just pouring us some soda

Jacob: Okay I want a large glass of Pepsi...

Me: Okay coming up?

I went to the small fridge and pulled out the cola it was something I liked too , I then went to the cupboard and pulled out a pint glass and meduim glass. I realised Jacob was staring at me as I reached up to the cupboard,

Jacob: What? ( His eyes widen)

Me: Your staring at me again....

Jacob: What can I say you amaze me

Me: Or your just being a perv...

Jacob: I'm shocked you think that ( he pretends to look upset which is pretty amusing)

I fold my arms pretending to be annoyed.

Me: Well what are you staring at then?

Jacob: Okay I adnitt it I''m staring at your butt but what can I say you have a great ass

Me: Jacob! ,( I turn red). It's big...

Jacob: Not from were I'm standing ( he looks down again, his dark eyes deepen).

Me: Your doing it again...,( I try not to laugh at his caught face).

Jacob: Whoa maybe I am a perv...( He laughs)

Me: ( I walks closer to him and wrap my arms around his waist before setting down the glasses on the counter) Your my Perv...

We both laugh

Jacob: That makes me feel alot better....( he pretends to swipe a tear from his eye)

Jacob was fun and I liked that also about him how funny he could be and how easliy he talked his way out of certian situations, After relaxing and eating the slightly burned Pizza we just I just rested with my head on his chest and his long arm wrapped around him.