I'm Ashley Marie Davies im a teacher at Evangel house Christian been here since I was 14. my mother sent me here because of her boyfriend and I kind of went crazy after my dad passed. I never talked to her after that. I left here when I was 18 and then came back.I was with a girl and she left me for a guy. to me this was my home so here I am back as a 24 and I came back when I was 21. I have a baby sister who is 16 and her name is showed up after my dad passed. I didn't like her but now I do she the only family I got. I will be getting her out as soon as my dad's money comes. I have a house on the beach with her than my mom took her away and sent her here. that the main reason I came back.

I have a boyfriend name adein now. I don't love him.I on a date with him now.

"Ash why won't you just move in with me. you can find a nother job" he said

"I just can't not right now" I said.

after that dinner was silent. we went back to his place and had sex that all it was just sex. I didn't enjoy it at all I kept thinking about how it must feel like to be with Spencer. After that I went home when he went to sleep.

I'm sitting on my to my dad's music."ms. David" Spencer said opening the door of my room

"you can't be in here"I inform her in a stern voice

"your be iight" she said sitting next to me

"ms. Davies can I ask you something"

"depends on what it is Spencer" after I said that she scooted closer to me

"have you ever been with a girl" she said touching near my left boob

"that's none of your business" I said in a harsh tone

"ok" she said coming closer to my face

"yo...you...need...to..to sttt...stop"I said and she got up and lift the room.

what is she doing to do I have to have her? why do I get nerves around her?I have all these questions running through my head.I going to just talk the head mother and see if I can get her out of my section.

I decided to go for a walk to clear my head.

(Spencer pov)

I'm sitting on this little patio with the other girls. I was playing around

"hey guys what are you doing" kyla said walking up

"go away Kyla" Carmen said

"come on Kyla you can set with me"I said patting the spot next the me

"lets play I never you can't olay kyla you haven't done I'll start I've had sex"Carmen said and Carmen takes a drink

"I have to drink to that" Madison said and grabbed the bottle. she hands it to me

"I've never had sex with a girl" I said and took a drink

"what you been with a girl" Carmen said

"yeah I've been with two no biggie"I said handing the bottle to kyla and she took a big my lesbian god.

before anyone got could ask here comes ms. Davies.

"you girls can't be out here its late" she said and everyone left but me.I lite up a cigarette.

"you want on" I ask

"nope" she said sitting across from me and she put her head down

I got up and sat next to her.I put my hand on her thigh.

"You ok ms. Davies"I asked she look up and looked upset.I took my hand off and her face eased up some. ok I guys she doesn't like me. aww sad face.

"just thinking and I would like to be alone" she said in a stern voice and I left no question ask I walked away because I'm kind of hurt.

I walk back to the room. I hear the girls talking about kyla being with a girl.

"it why I got sent here my mom don't want me to be gay" kyla said

"oh damn" Madison said and I walked in.

"what's up Spencer" kyla asked

"Nothing just going to bed" I said and went and got my clothes and went to the bathroom. its not in the room. witch kind of sucks.

I'm in the shower washing away my thoughts about ms. Davies.

I'm about to get our when someone comes in. I look out and it's ms. Davies.

I walk out of the shower and look at her

"so you do the same..." I was cut off by her lips.I went to kiss and back and she pulled away.

"I'm sorry" she said running out.