I lay there in shock and fasination...I had just had an O and even saying the full word made me embrassed. Jacob said he needed to shower but he was in the bathroom for over an hour and I knew that wasn't normal. Eventually when he did come out he looked flushed and as he looked me in the eyes.
I went to get cleaned up and afterwards I found him lying on the bed staring at the ceiling and then at me.
Me: I suppose Sam wants you back..
Jacob: He does but I told him I had other things I needed to do
Me: We can head back now if you want I don't want you to get into trouble, Just because your hiding me .
Jacob: He understands how important you are to me, he can wait.
Me: You sure...
Jacob: I'm sure sure..( He smiles and as I walk over I sit next him stroking his head as he puts it on my lap).
It was nice just relaxing with him, peaceful.
Me: Have you ever made a girl do something like that before?.( I look down at his tan face).
Jacob: Do what? ...( He asked as I stroked his head).
Me: You know...( I look at him embrassed).
Jacob then setup and looked at me confused and red, I had never seen him frustrated or confused.
Jacob: No... I guess I never really had time to be with a girl with my and the pack an all. I really sorry if I made ou feel uncomfortable.
His face was now worried and those browns just staring into my soul.
Me: Whoa I just thought ( I was seriously confused).
Jacob: As a wolf we know what our imprint wants. I kinda wanted to give you that ( He pulled me to him).
Me: It was my first expirence with anything intimate...I'm glad it was with you ( I say quietly but I know he can hear me).
Jacob:Good because I want us to share alot more firsts in the future. I mean..ah..I don't..ah
I laughed at his face going to embrassment. I guess no matter who you where you could still get embrassed.
Me: I understand what you mean...I look forward to that to ( I smile as I place a kiss on his lips.
He was amazing and that was the words I could only say about my perfect boyfriend. Then reality hit and I was going home soon...
Jacob: My past...the one which includes me being newly changed and where I believed I loved a person who was never the person I was supposed to love.
Me: Bella...
Jacob: Last year, a vampire named Victoria came to Forks to kill her out of revengs. Me and the pack helped the cullens to resolve it...but I guess I have the fear that one day we'll have to deal with the bloodsuckers knowing of our excistence.
Me: Was there more than just her...how?
Jacob: A whole newborn army...we destroyed them all.
Me: Whoa...did you get hurt my god...what happened afterwards?
Jacob nodded
Jacob; I got hurt but Dr Cullen helped.