Chapter 12

Sheldon was sitting in his office staring at his fan blowing his pan of water. He watched as the waves rippled through the pan. He watched the waves as they swelled and turned, how they changed formation as he changed the fan speeds, how the water slowly glided and then crashed over the side of the pan. He watched as the strings he attached blow away from the fan, rippling in the air, as they bounced, moved and changed directions.

Alex had been giving him worried looks when he started doing this yesterday, but she simply didn't understand how his mind works. Sometimes when he needed to get inspired on a topic in the theoretical realm, he needed to focus on that idea by seeing a literal interpretation in front of his face. Was the universe a single epic wave formation, with an energy source at its centre? The universe was full of magnetic waves, in which dark matter constituted part of its structure. The waves in the water were entrancing, unpredictable, much like the magnetic waves of the universe. He continued staring at the water, deep in thought, he felt like he was dreaming

He looked up and saw Amy at the door. Was he dreaming? Was this a beautiful lilac coloured mirage he was seeing before him?

"Amy? Are you really there?" he whispered.

Amy smiled and looked at him. Sheldon was wearing one of his blue t-shirts, with a black undershirt and black pants. The shade of his t-shirt, made his eyes look even more intensely blue. His hair had that "sex on a stick" look, it was obvious that he had let it go wild this morning. She had been watching him as he was staring into his pan of water, watching the waves crash and move.

"Yes, I'm really here" she said softly. Sheldon rushed up towards her at the door. He pulled her into an embrace, burying his head into her hair.

Sheldon breathed her in. She smelled so intoxicating, like flowers after the rain. Why did she always smell so good? He looked at her. She looked breathtaking, wearing a pretty light purple dress, that didn't hide her beautiful figure. Her dark hair was wavy, and her eyes looked so clear and green. "I've missed you so much" he whispered into her hair.

"I've missed you too. " she said as she gently stroked his face. He looked at her and smiled, he grabbed her hand and led her toward the fan and water. "Let me show you something" he said excitedly. He turned on the fan, and the water began rippling through the pan again. He excitedly started to tell her how the water moved in the same way as magnetic waves and told her his new theories he was thinking about related to dark matter.

Amy gazed at him as he was talking to her. He had a look of childlike excitement when he was talking about physics. His ideas were so brilliant, he was so gifted, she had forgotten how much she loved hearing him talk about his new ideas. She gazed up his long lean body and she started to lose concentration. She could tell he was strong as she looked at his well defined arms in his t-shirt. Mmm….what would it feel like to run her hands along those arms…his chest… Focus Amy Focus! What was he talking about? Condensates? His eyes were so blue. Ocean blue, cornflower blue, cerulean blue, blue, blue, blue…

"Amy?" Sheldon looked down at her.

"Blue?" Amy whispered.

"What?"

"Oh, umm, I mean, those are brilliant ideas Sheldon. You've really come a long way in the past few days. I was worried because I spoke to Alex earlier today, and she said that you were boarding the crazy train again."

Sheldon scoffed. "I'm sick of everyone assuming that I've gone crazy. Just because they don't understand how I think, doesn't mean I am crazy."

"Actually, I'm surprised how good you look. With that sleep schedule, and Alex telling me she thought you weren't sleeping at all again, I was expecting to see hallucinating Sheldon again."

"Oh I think I learned my lesson the last time there. I've actually been sleeping more than people think. My two hour sleep breaks may have extended to four hour breaks, and six hour breaks."

"So you've actually been sleeping MORE than normal?" Amy laughed.

"Well, maybe. I've made a comfortable nest here at work" he said pointed at his air mattress and sleeping bag. "Plus, I haven't really wanted to go home. At home I miss you too much."

He smiled at her and brushed her hair behind her ear. "Why did you come to talk to Alex today?" Amy launched into her story starting the previous night with Bernie. Sheldon started listening but soon became overwhelmingly distracted.

She smelled like some sort of fresh meadow, so light and fresh like the outdoors. She looked so different today, but also the same. He always thought that Amy looked beautiful, but he was also loving her new look. Her long hair was down as usual but it wavy and full. She had new glasses on which really suited her. Her eyes looked piercingly green behind the frames. He was longing to take them off, to get a better look. Her lips were a beckoning soft pink colour. His eyes began to drift down her body.

Amy was still yammering about Bernadette, he took that opportunity to keep looking at her. He gazed at the lilac dress she was wearing. It was more form fitting than the dresses she normally wore. The fabric curved tightly over her breasts and cinched in towards her waist and the flowed lightly over her hips and legs. God, she had such a beautiful body. He knew that from before, but he was a man after all, and men are visual. He appreciated seeing his girlfriend not so covered up. His eyes went back to her lips. He wanted to kiss her. He wanted to taste those lips. He wanted to lose control to Amy.

"…and so I apologized to Alex and Leonard. I really can't believe I sent that that post. But I think we talked through it, and are ok now." Amy had finished her long story. She looked at Sheldon who was just staring intently at her.

He gently took her hand, "Amy I'm surprised to see you here. Delighted, but surprised. I thought that you didn't want to see me for another week and a half"

"Sheldon, after I read your email today, I knew that I had to see you. I couldn't keep away. This doesn't mean that we don't have things to discuss, and everything is ok between us. I got to hear your feelings on things, but you never got to hear mine. I have a lot to say, you need to understand how I've been feeling in this relationship."

"You're right; we do need to have that discussion. I do need to know how you are feeling, and how you have felt." Sheldon walked over towards the dark hallway, the building was shut down for the night now. He closed his office door, and turned towards Amy. "But can we not discuss it tonight?"

"Why?" Amy looked at him puzzled.

Sheldon walked over to the blinds and closed them. He turned towards her, "Because sometimes I think we talk too much."

"But you are the one who can talk the ear off a.."

Sheldon walked up to Amy, and put his hands on both sides of her face, and brought her in to a kiss. His lips melted into hers with so much passion, that she was left breathless. He couldn't stop kissing her, he brought his lips back to hers, determined to explore every inch. He began lightly sucking on her bottom lip. Amy let out a soft moan. He took that opportunity to softly slip his tongue into her mouth. Amy tentatively brought her tongue towards his and lightly slid it against his. Soon their tongues were dancing together, both of them letting out little moans of pleasure. Sheldon slid his hands down from her face, and slowly slid them down her back, one hand lightly stroking her bottom. As they continued kissing, Amy ran her hands through his tousled hair. She ran her hands down his taut strong chest. It had felt as amazing as she had imagined.

Sheldon moved from her lips and started kissing Amy's neck. She let out a moan of pleasure. He stopped kissing her, and was looking at her with an intense look. He looked so wild and incensed. He put his hands around her waist and lifted her so that she was sitting on his desk, her legs straddling him. He leaned towards her ear and whispered "This has always been a fantasy of mine." His lips met hers again, and they started kissing passionately. His hands started to explore her body, stroking her back, her arms, her bare legs that were wrapped around his hips. He started to kiss down her neck, and onto her chest towards her breasts. He looked up at her, "Is this ok?"

"Oh God, Sheldon, don't stop!" Amy moaned.

He gently brought his hands up to her breasts and cupped them. "Hoo", Amy moaned. She was looking at him with a fervid look in her eyes. "Take off your shirts" she whispered to him. He ripped them off, and threw them onto his chair. He took of her sheer cardigan, and slipped her dress straps down her shoulders, exposing her black lacy bra. He lightly kissed her breasts over her bra. He looked at her, and she nodded. He unclasped her bra, and then gazed at her.

"You are so incredibly perfect" he whispered. He brought his lips down to her breasts and lightly kissed them. Amy shivered in pleasure and let out a deep moan.

"Hello Dr. Cooper!", the door swung open and a large janitorial cart with a sweet looking seventy five year old woman swung in. Amy screamed and ducked under the desk. Sheldon quickly threw his t-shirt towards her so that she could cover up.

Millie from janitorial services was looking at Sheldon with a shocked look on her face. She thought she had seen everything…apparently not.

"Oh, I'm so sorry Dr. Cooper. I didn't know you had a girl in here, I didn't even know you had a girlfriend. Thought you were married to your work sweetheart" Millie cackled.

"Umm…could you please leave? We are kind of undressed here.." Sheldon pleaded.

Millie laughed and turned her cart around. "Oh it's always the quiet ones isn't it?", she chuckled. She left the room and closed the door.

Amy crawled out from under Sheldon's desk wearing his blue t-shirt over her dress. Her face was red with embarrassment. She looked at Sheldon and they both started laughing.

"Sheldon, how did we go from barely touching to THAT?" she asked.

"I was scared of losing control to you…but I think that I like it. I REALLY like it. But I'm glad that we stopped where we did, It's a lot to take in, in one night." Sheldon said softly.

"I agree, it is. But it felt so good." Amy smiled. "Let me drive you home, I think you should get a proper nights sleep."

"Ok, I won't argue with that". Sheldon stroked Amy's hair and gave her a soft kiss.

"I love you Dr. Amy Farrah Fowler" Sheldon whispered.

"I love you too Dr. Sheldon Lee Cooper" Amy replied.

They sealed their night with a soft passionate kiss.

A/N: Hope you enjoyed! I am living vicariously through these two! Lol…