"Spencer she does love you. Christine does this shit she wants something she gets it and Ashley always ends up juvie or jail."

"I don't want her to go to jail but I can't help the fact that I not wanting to be with her."

"she does love you Spencer"

"I know I love her too. it's just going to be hard not being with her. I going to go see her. come on."

"ok" Kyla said and we hoped off the swings and headed back to the school.

I got to Ashley...I mean ms. Davies room.

knock knock

she opened it with blood shot eyes.

"have you been crying" I said touching her cheek.

"it don't matter like you care you over remember" Ashley said.

"Ashley I never said that. I... I...lo...love...you... Ashley" I said about to cry.

"really"

"yes really can we talk" she stepped aside so I could walk in.

"I'll see you guys later" Kyla said.

Ashley closed the door behind me. I walked in and sat on her bed.

"Spencer don't get me wrong I do want to be with you. my mother is just a bitch" Ashley said and all I did is kiss her on the lips lightly.

"Ashley we can be together we just have to be careful"

"Spencer we can't you don't understand. my mother always finds a way to fuck my life up. when she finds out she can't get ky she will find a way to hurt me Spence" all I did was hold her.

"I do" I said rubbing her back

"Spencer will you wait for me. when you turn 18 I'm all yours. I promise " she said kissing me hard. I got on top of her and gently laid her down on the bed.

I started to lift up her shirt. "Spencer wait we can't do this"

"I know. I'm going to go. if I don't I won't be able to stop myself." I said and kissed her on the cheek. "good night Ashley sweet dreams don't have any wet dreams about me." I said laughing

"night sweet dreams Spence and you don't eather." Ashley said.

"I can't help it if I do" I said smiling. I walked out of the room and back to my room.

/I know it's short but I don't feel good. I will try to update soon. reviews/