After watching Terri leave I felt sad I guess over the last couple of weeks I hadn't been around to see my friends or to realise that some people where dealing with some problems while I was off with my new boyfriend. I loved Jacob and I don't regret being with him all this time yet I was annoyed with myself for not noticing what Terri was going through. Another thing I hadn't fail to notice was Jacob was not here in school as always I figured my dad would probably be loving that seeing the fact Jacob had him as an English teacher. Where was he?
Eventually the hours flew in and I walked outside to find it was raining again then what was new in LaPush. As I walk further down the small path to the car park I see Jacob leaning against his small car. Today he's wearing a dark green t-shirt that off course looks slightly damp revealing those defined muscles with jeans that hug his thighs neatly. I feel butterflies as I walk closer to him his whole body makes me hot and he knows this because I just stare in awe as he stays against the car smiling..
"Hey babe". I'm now close to him he pulls me tightly against him I can feel every muscle against my body I want to moan but I don't want to embarrass myself. Jacob's arms hold me tightly the heat of his body is unbelievable and I shiver with the contact.
"I missed you", He grins brightly as he kisses me softly on the lips.
"I missed you too". I move my hands around his waist and Jacob's lips touch mine again. He tasted like mint like he had either been chewing gum before or had just brushed his teeth. As tall as Jacob was I moved my arms his neck bringing him closer to me. This caused him to almost growl. I heard a car honk an we both pulled away to see who it was.
Michael was laughing as he and Terri drove away. My friends where funny I was now blushing .
"Your friends have great timing". He grinned his lips kissing my softly before he opened the car door for me.
"Yes they do". I move to get into the car with a smile that will not go away.
Has we drive away from school Jacob tells me about the pack and his dad. I lean against him as he drive his little car his hand rests on the inside of my thigh holding me firmly.
My stomach as butterflies remembering the time in the cabin and my room.
"So how was school ?". Jacob turned to me and then looked at the wet road ahead.
"Okay I mean better than I thought it would be . ". I moved my hair out of my face before looking at him again.
"Good you deserve some normality with me in you life". I look over at him and shake my head.
"You being in my life is not a burden…..plus it would be very boring without you". I place my hand over his .
" Sure would". He winks at me teasingly and then laughs." Emilys glad your okay she says if you ever wanna hang out she'd be glad to and Dad says you should come for dinner". I listen to every things he says his eyes are bright as talks about his family and the pack which are is other family. It was raining now and as I look out the window and then back to Jacob he is now staring at me intensely.
"Are you okay?… I talk a lot don't I?". He strokes my thigh again before looking at the road ahead.
"No.. I like you talking. You have a nice voice". I say with a certainty and then place my hand where his hand his.
"Really your not just Saying that to make me happy". I giggle as he looks at me seriously.
"I assure you Mr Black I most definitely think your voice is nice". his hand on my thigh tightens.
"Good.. I think I could more than live with that". Jacob turns a corner which brings me closer to him.
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I suddenly feel hot again and the mere fact that my hand is no longer on his but on his. high very close up on his thigh that I don't remove it quickly.
" My dad got something the mail today".
"Really what was it?".
"Bella's getting married to the leech".
"Oh…".
"She's my best friend I know now from finding you that we were meant to be together and I suppose her Edward deserve each other".
" I glad your thinking more positive I mean she's happy isn't that the main thing".
"Yea it is. I guess before I imprinted I was living my life without actually living it".
Jacob always looked at things brightly I guess that's why we imprinted I liked to see the best in situations but I sometimes doubted some stuff that it actually made sense that he did to sometimes.
"Well are you going to the wedding?".
"Only if you want us to". I nod and touch his face.
"Offcourse, Bella's your friend and I respect that she's always going to be important in our life".
" You know you're the best girlfriend the world". I laugh and then stroke his face again.
"I guess but not the best friend so far".
"Why what's wrong?".
"Terri's grandmas sick I guess I've kinda been busy that I forgot that sometimes there more than going in the world".
"Her grandma's been sick a while hasn't she?".
"Yea but I think she's getting worse. Terri left school today early she didn't even mention anything to me".
"You're a good friend sometimes we can't notice everything".
"But still we should try to, Terri was with me when my Mom died and that was soo hard I would to think that she's afraid to tell me anything now that I have you".
I feel my eyes tearing up Jacob stops the car straightaway and brings me into a hug with him.
"Awk honey don't be so hard on yourself".
"I'm sorry I'm making and idiot out myself as always". I wipe my tears away.
"Babe your never an idiot your just someone who loves her friend".
"I just feel like I've let her down I haven't seen her since I was suspended and shes the closet thing I have to a sister". Jacob kisses my forehead and holds me close I feel the tears stopping but I think he looks worse of than me.
"How about I bring you to her or I'll go get her for you?". Jacob sits up straight still holding onto me but freaking out.
"Jacob I'm okay I don't know who's freaking out more me or you?". I stare up into those pretty brown eyes.
"I just don't want you to cry". He looks like a little boy confused.
"I know that what makes you perfect". I smile brightly .
"I'll bring you to Terri's house if that what you want?". He takes a deep breath.
"I'd like that". I place a kiss on his cheek this causes him to break into a huge smile .
Terri's house was at the far end of the Res. As Jacob parked outside her house looked to him. His face look serious almost like he was worried something I found Jacob felt when I was either nervous or sad. It was as if he could sense my feelings and he probably could with the wolf senses.
The house was the same as Jacob's like most of the houses on the Reservation yet her house was blue rather than red. The amazing thing about her house was the large garden that was filled with plants and flowers that somehow managed to stay alive with the rainy weather in La Push.
"Here we are". I sighed as I looked to Jacob.
"Yea, you know if she's not okay and you wanna talk about it later I'm here". He strokes my face softly.
"I will, let hope that all goes okay I wish I had something like cookies to give her they might make her feel a better". I looked towards the small house again.
"I think Terri will be happy that you've even made the effort to see her".
"I hope". I know my face shows that I'm sad but I give him a small smile before leaving.
"It'll be okay". Jacob then pulls me to him and gives me a soft kiss, I kiss him back with more aggression before we separate ourselves and our heads are touching both breathing heavily.
"I guess I'll see you later". A breath leave my lips.
" I'll be waiting". He grins and then releases me.
I can feel his eyes on me as I climb out of the car, almost burning into my back.
I knock on the little blue door and wait, as the door opens I find myself face to face with Paul who looks shocked at seeing me.
"Ah, hey River, what are you doing here?". He says with a questioning look.
"I'm here to see Terri, why are you here?". Why is he here I question myself I mean he didn't really know Terri at all.
"I'm….Terri your wanted". He avoids the conversation and calls her name.
Terri comes to the door looking fresh and a lot better than what he looked like before. What was going on?, the only other thing I could think of was imprinting.
"Hey River, what's up?". She smiles at me.
"I was worried at how fast you left today I just wanted to call in and see if you where okay". I say carefully.
"Am you didn't need to do that, I'm fine".
"Really because you kinda looked like you where sick". Terri looks to me and then to Paul, he looks like he's not going anywhere.
"Am Paul can you…" . She looks up to the tall figure in the door way.
Paul was slightly smaller than Jacob in size and like all the natives on the Res he had tan skin slightly darker than Jacob's. Another thing that was far different from Jake was his presence it was cold and darker compared to the sunshine that my boyfriend give off. The main worry here was why was with Terri the happy outspoken person she was doing with Paul.
"Sure I'll be inside if you need me". He stared at her for a while before he left.
"So why is he here?". I asked bluntly.
"He's….helping me out, grams hasn't been doing so good".
"Is there anything I can do? I mean you know I'm here for you".
"Thanks but I think we're doing okay. I just felt sick earlier with the lack of sleep I'm getting though Paul's been shouting at me to get some shut eye".
"That's good at least someone's looking after you".
"I would have told you it's just you've had a lot going as well".
"I know, I am sorry I haven't been here for you".
"River your always there, I think now its your time to have fun enjoy being in love. You deserve it". She smiles sincerely at me.
"So you an Paul?". I raise an eyebrow.
"Am we're kinda…just friends well seeing the fact we're polar opposites he's so…".
"Angry". I smirk.
She laughs with a nod.
"No, well kinda sometimes but he's soo caring it's scary to think I was once terrified of him". Terri then does something I never thought I'd see on another person she glows her inner happiness shines through.
"He is kind of intimidating, but I am glad your happy".
"Do you wanna come in?". Terri then stops smiling and looks at me cheerfully.
"How about when your not busy we'll have sleepover like old times just me and you and off course some movies". I grin
"That sounds great". She smiles before pulling me into a hug.
"I love ya Riv". She says in my ear.
"I love you to, but seriously if there's anything just tell me please". I pull from her and look in her eyes.
Terri nods cheerfully she looked brighter maybe because of being near Paul I knew straightaway the reason behind her sudden happiness he was her Imprint.