The water stopped was still coming from the shower head and both are breathing was more high pitched than before. Jacob moved from out of the shower and pulling me with him before moving us into his small room. Jacob moved away from leaving me standing now where near him dripping wet from the water of the shower.

He had yet to answer me, something was wrong Jacob was never quiet.

"Jacob". I moved forward to touch him but he flinched. "Stay back!". He growled an moved even further away from me.

"What's wrong?".

"I need to calm down before I loose control and phase". He said directly. "I don't want to hurt you". He sounded desperate.

I moved forward again he wasn't going to hurt well at least not if I calmed him down and the idea that came to mind was to hug him.

"You won't hurt me all you need to do is...". I was now in front of him and as I moved quickly before he moved away again I wrapped my arms around his waist. "Breathe". He was shaking and his body felt warmer than usual. Though was pretty much clear we where but still wet from the shower, the tshirt I wore was stuck to me but being close to him was to calm him and before long I had reached for his face and held him until he was no longer shaking.

"I'm sorry". Jacob whispered as he whispered into the crook of my neck.

"You have nothing to be sorry for". I stroked his head gently.

"I do". He pulled his face away from my neck and looked me the face.

"I couldn't control myself, I thought I was going to phase". He said sternly.

"But you didn't and that's what important, you where able to calm yourself down and you didn't hurt me". I give him a soft smile.

"I don't know I could have lived with myself I had hurt you. Sam phased in front of Emily I don't know I could have lived with the quilt of seeing what I had done you if I had phased". He now held onto my arms.

Jacob was always worried of hurting me but he needed to understand he wouldn't not if I was here to calm him down.

"You didn't and we're both standing here creating a puddle on your carpet". I grinned to him thinking something light hearted would make him smile.

"I guess the fact we haven't dried yet explains that". He smirked.

"I guess so..". I smiled.

"I'll go get us something to dry ourselves". He stepped away before looking at me preferably my breasts.

"Okay, eyes up here". He noticed that I had pegged onto him and blushed before walking away quickly.

I shivered a little Jacob's room was very small and although I had been in it before I still was surprised at all the little things that made it is on space. Jacob was back in seconds holding onto some towels, he moved close to me and began gently drying my hair which was now waving into the mass of curls that I had. Jacobs hair was still damp and looked even dark if that was possible. Jacob grabbed a top and bottoms for me to wear and began drying his self, I couldn't help but stare has his muscles flexed as he dried his head and body. His jeans were still on his body and he noticed my attention being on him and smiled before reaching for the front of his button.

"Do you like what you see?". He said softy.

"I guess". He smiled even more." I'll turn around sorry". I turned around quickly.

"Why?". I still didn't turn round.

"I've felt you River and I like your eyes on me". I give a nervous laugh before I gained some courage and turned around. "There now was that so bad". He smiled softly.

"No, I just I haven't seen a real guy naked before". His jeans were slightly open revealing a v which had no tan lines, Jacob was tan all over.

Jacob then began to pull his jeans off revealing tanned skin that was covered in muscles, he was in one word magnificent. His body was toned from his chest all over not one piece of fat either and that fact made me nervous seeing how hard his body was compared mine own soft body with curves. I stared at his face but my eyes soon travelled to his lower half the v line was very much prominent, and his colouring made his body even more stunning. If he wanted to be a model he could but staring at him made me feel like he was Godlike from the face that was beautiful to the bottom of his feet I knew that if he was in anyway to disappeared from me I would never recover from losing him. Yet the happiness of being his imprint was the mere fact he was mine, even though I was chubbier than most he was the one person I could feel loved by that wasn't judging me on my size. What happened next shocked me, I looked down to were he was undressed like the rest of him,the one part of him I had felt in the shower that I had felt before was now facing me. He was large not that I knew if he was small or not but he looked huge. Jacob was dark there to and the fact he hadn't a ounce of hair on his body their also made him looked even more God like. It scared me and yet made me feel warm in my lower half again I wanted him and the mere thought of making love with him was something I knew I wanted but was too afraid to do so yet.

"We'll I'm glad and I'll be your first and defiantly the last guy you'll see naked". I blushed he had made me feel many different things but right now I felt even more turned on by him if that was even possible. He was perfect and mine, and him standing like this in front of me made me quiver.

"I..I'd be happy with that". I smiled before I heard someone moving in the next room.

"My dad". Jacob quickly grabbed bottoms and put them on himself.

Billy was home and here I was standing staring and gawking had his naked son.

"What should I do?". I whispered to Jacob.

"Grab the clothes put them on I'll go talk to him while you change". Jacob looked amused at my nervousness.

" This is not funny". I said quickly grabbing the clothes he had left out for me.

"Kind of". He said before placing a his shirt on.

"Jacob Black this is not funny". I growled at him.

If Billy had caught me staring at Jacob naked with me soaking and only wearing a shirt I'd die of embarrassment.

"Your pretty hot when your embarrassed". He moved close to me placing a deep kiss on my mouth before leaving me in his room to change.

I quickly changed and sat down on his bed it was small and the memory of me being in hit when the red head had attacked me. He had been there for me and when my dad and me had fought. Jacob was always there, I was unsure whether or not to go into the living area but my nerves wouldn't let me walk out just incase his dad thought we're up to something even though we had been.

Remembering back to the shower and how I had ended up there from visiting Terri to being pleasured by Jacob it had all happened soo fast. The feeling of him touching me there had been exciting and great, yet I hadn't made him feel that way back I guess that's why he had nearly lost control. I leaned further back into his bed letting the scent of him surround me , he smelled fantastic and his pillow although really soft I pressed my face in it before slowly dazing off into a sleep of dreaming about him as always.

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