"no she won't. Kyla let's go" Spencer said pulling me out the door by my arm.

as soon as we got out the door and down the hall. "Spencer what the hell" I said pulling my arm away from her and crossing them over my chest.

"it called play hard to get and what about Ann Marie" Spencer said.

"what about her" I said.

" she really likes you. now that Madison is back Ann Marie is out of the picture. ky that is a little fucked up. think of all the shit Madison and Carmen did to you." Spencer said getting really mad. she crossed her arms over her chest to and is tapping her foot. really Spencer I'm not a fucking kid.

Ashley is no help she is just letting Spencer rant. Glen I guess he knows not to get in it if his sister is mad.

" I get it ok. I just don't know ok. I like Madison a lot. I do like Ann Marie and I don't want to hurt her." I said about to cry. Spencer stopped tapping her foot and un crossed her arms.

"I'm sorry ky but I don't want you to get hurt. ky I'm just looking out for you I promise." Spencer said pulling me in to a hug.

"we good Spence I know you are." I said hugging her back.

"now lets go celebrate." Ashley said. really now she says something. I'm not mad at Spencer I know she is just looking out for me but still. Ann Marie or Madison. I really need help deciding this.

we get in to Ashley ford gt 500 Mustang. I guess I have to choose but right now I just want to have some fun.

(Madison pov)

I can't believe what just happened. I mean really wow who asked you Spencer.

I get it though I was a bitch to her. I just didn't want anyone to know I like her. witch ok I know its fucked up and Carmen said she would tell mother Caroline on me if I acted on it.

I've never been with a girl because Carmen would always say she would tell my parents. we been friends since Elementary School.

"what the fuck Madison that is gross" Carmen said.

"I'm not going to keep my feelings in anymore. I think you are just mad because I don't want to be with you. that's what I think." I said really pissed off.

"your stupid Mads. I don't like girls" Carmen said rather calm and then plopping herself on her bed.

"oh really Carmen because you got mad because Spencer didn't want to be with you" Chelsea said. what the fuck. think you Chelsea. when did Carmen try to get with Spencer.

"that's not true. I don't know what you are talking about I'm not gay." Carmen said shooting up from her bed.

"you may not be gay but you want Spencer and your mad because she is with Kyla." Chelsea said.

"fuck I forgot. I need to text ky and tell her sorry and have her tell Spence." I said taking out my phone.

"whatever you guys are dumb." Carmen said walking out of the room.

'Kyla it's Madison. I'm so sorry. I forgot you are with Spencer. tell her I'm sorry too.' aww sad face. I really wish I could be with Kyla but I would rather hurt myself and anyone else anymore. I so sick of hurting others because of Carmen. I'm not that same person anymore.

/Madison or Ann and let me know. thanks for reading./