I DO NOT OWN MY CANDY LOVE!

Did my time - Korn

I am the one who chose my path

I am the one who couldn't last

I feel the life pulled from me

I feel the anger changing me

So I later find out this prick with weird eyes is Castiel's BFF. WTF?!

We started talking and to be honest I enjoyed it. He was mature and could make good conversation without asking too many questions. He told me he was singer and he was in a band. We began talking about music and when the subject 'winged skull' came up we got into a lengthy convocation about them too, we paired up for history together. It was only half way through the lesson I realised I had no idea what his name was. Oh well id find out sooner or later.

The day passed quickly and not once did I see Castiel or Amber. I went to talk to Nathaniel and found out Castiel was suspended or something.

As I walked over to my Harley two little blonde and brown things covered in pink beamed smiles at me. "Hey we haven't seen you hang out with anyone so we decided to come over and say hi! Also we would be happy to hang out with you round school." the blonde one said so quickly I think the words poured out more like sick then a sentence. The brown haired on nodded feebly.

I stared at them for a while. "Is this a joke?"

"Nope!" the blonde on chirped.

"Uh sure whatever." I put on my helmet and swing my leg over. I started the engine and revved a couple times making a few people jump out of their skins.

"Oh I'm Shellie and this is Cassie." the blonde one now known to me as Shellie called.

I nodded and took off.

My evening was pretty uneventful and just mad me made. Emma and Kat were too busy doing 'homework' to talk to me which annoyed me because i knew there was a party back home that they were dying to go to, that's fine but done lie to me. Saxon got half way out the door and crapped himself because some idiot let off a firework and there was nothing good on TV.

For the next three days Shellie and Cassie stuck to me like glue and it was nice. I didn't see Castiel once and later found out he had been suspended. Shellie talked a lot while both Cassie and I listened. They were cousins and grew up together, Cassie's dad was sick so she was staying with Shellie for the year.

Cassie was quiet but she smiled often although her eyes were pits of sadness. Shellie was always beaming and full of happiness.

I sat in our usual place in the cafeteria and waited for Shellie and Cassie. I looked round and noticed the glares and odd looks I first got were now just sideways glances and whispers. I was interrupted by a few shouts and a sudden wave of people moving towards the hall. I shrugged and picked up my apple.

"Deanna!"

I turned round to see Shellie running towards me, as she got closer I saw her cheeks were red and puffy with large tears streaming from her eyes. I stood up "What's the matter?"

"Am-Amber a-a..." she stuttered.

"Spit it out chick!" I said looking at her.

"Cassie knocked into Amber and now Ambers going to-"

I broke into a run following the crowd. I came to a wall of students and began clawing my way through to reach Cassie before Amber could get to her. I could just see them, them. I was pushed back and hit on the head, furious I ripped through and nearly fell when reached an opening. I saw Cassie hiding her face and Amber screaming at her. My head throbbed violently as I stepped towards Amber. I pulled at her blonde locks and threw her back, then went to Cassie. "Hey kiddo you okay?"

Cassie looked at me with big red eyes and nodded. I looked around for Shellie and guided Cassie towards her. "Get her cleaned okay?" I smiled at Shellie.

Shellie nodded gratefully and disappeared.

I turned round quickly and saw Amber. Her hand came towards me faster than I could think; she got me across the cheek. That was it.

"What is your problem?" I screamed and lunged at her, knocking her to the ground and landing my fist on her face.

"Get off me you whore!" She spat.

"If you have a problem with me, say it to me don't terrorise my friends." I raised a fist again but felt a hand wrap round it before I could move. I looked down to hit Amber with my free hand but saw her standing with Nathaniel holding her back. I stood and went for her again but the hand tightened and pulled me back, I turned round to look at who was holding me.

"Don't even think about hitting me again, just stop and come with me." Castiel said with cold eyes.

I began to pull away when I heard a shout, the head teacher. I shot past Castiel and out, hiding by the koi pond. I heard a rustle from the willow leaves and saw Cas glaring at me.

"We need to talk."

"Okay...start talking." I said, looking into cold grey eyes.

"First, you should pick your fights better." He said calmly.

"Ill pick fights with who I want." I replied coldly.

"Second, you act like you don't care about anything. Last time Good grades were everything to you!"

"Were! Castiel. I've got other things to worry about." I snapped.

"I don't know who you think you are but this isn't you Deanna! You smoke now, when I first tried it and you would speak to me for hours! You ride a motorbike, I drove a bike once and you cried because you thought I'd crack my head open and die." He shouted, clenching his fists.

"Why are you so worried? It's not like it affects you." I stated sharply.

"That's not the point!"

"That exactly the point!

"Why did you pull me away? Why are you talking to me now?" I glared at him.

"Because I-I... I CARE ABOUT YOU!"

We both stared at each other, the words processing.

"I don't need you to 'care' anymore. I've learnt to take care of myself, because no one else will help you." I started walking away.

"Deanna wait."

I felt his hand wrap gently around my wrist, A familiar tingling sensation travelled through my arm and sent waves through my body. I stood staring at Castiel, his dark eyes looking straight at mine. He took a step closer and wrapped his arms around me tightly.

I stood still, again in shock. Why did he do this? Get me so angry, and then with one look, make me feel so useless. No. Not this time.

I straightened up and pulled myself away. "Don't do that."

Castiel just looked away. "What?"

I walked past him, "Just leave me alone."